the mortifying ordeal of admitting you do want to be loved vs the mortifying ordeal of not wanting ppl to pity you or feel bad for u vs the mortifying ordeal of wanting to reciprocate affection but being useless vs the mortifying ordeal of being careless with others and actually feeling bad vs the mortifying ordeal of being perceived as vulnerable at all.
I don’t understand why everyone is so afraid of adult conversations. You don’t like me ? Tell me. You don’t wanna talk to me? Don’t ignore me. You’re mad at me ? Let me know . I’m wrong ? let’s talk. We don’t agree? Share ur viewpoints. It’s really not that hard.
Its such a difficult time when you realize one of your bad trait and you can't do anything about it.. Not even redumption.. All u can do is.. avoid ppl whom you hurted so that your bad trait won't hurt anyone else again...
Help yourself and others from agony
#helpyourselfrompain
In times of stress or crisis, close your eyes , count to three, and the open it , remember that "The past is gone, the world is a good place, and it's all going to be OK."
The Blind side
“—I want to change: I want to stop fear’s subtle / guidance of my life—”
— Frank Bidart, from Half-light: Collected Poems; “California Plush” (via luthienne)
“There are two types of people you will meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that peak their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe unfold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book.”
— Unknown
Its such a difficult time when you realize one of your bad trait and you can't do anything about it.. Not even redumption.. All u can do is.. avoid ppl whom you hurted so that your bad trait won't hurt anyone else again...
Help yourself and others from agony
#helpyourselfrompain
Places I'd like to visit
Sunrise in Kolukkumalai
Rajasthan
Bheemapalli tvm
“True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side.”
— Josh Grayson, Sia
I'm not really looking to be loved nor to feel how it feels to fall in love