I Think There Is No Perfect Time To Talk About It..
I think there is no perfect time to talk about it..
You were right ..I shouldn't delay it. But I am not gonna talk to her for sure..I want her to know that you fucking hurted me and is still hurting me and if she is really concerned about me , she might ask me what happened?
Am I alright?
Yes, I am , but one thing that always haunts me is why we never work out. Why does our relationship seem dull ? Why is it just one-sided feelings?
I am gonna talk about each and every thing I haven't felt from the time 10 to 20 yrs .
People say "what you give comes back to you"
In your case, I never did
Will I ever get it?
I want you to love me like others do
I want your understanding the most
I want that patt that I don't get
I want that bond that I never owned with you.
I really need that
I need you ..
But nobody gets it..coz I am the only one that gets blamed for not being "loving & caring & and understanding."
I have tolerated all these..ik that I still can continue with this shit..
But I pray to God for a better ending
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All I want rn is to be left alone
Turned over 20 pages.. Still couldn't find any new twist to spice things a bit..
Ahh but won't lose hope.. Its somewhere around to make an iconic entry to cheer me up
Imma waiting keenly for ya kiddo
“Move on. It’s a chapter in your life. Don’t close the book, just turn the page for a new chapter.”
— Brooklyn Copeland
April
(n.) The Month in which all cute, drop dead gorgeous women are born.
Pooja - mexican chicken wrap 100
Me - crispy paneer wrap 100
Sharmi nd aashika - chicken spring roll - 94
Chocolate frappe- Monisha 79/- 100+100+94+89+100+94 =577
This is what happens when you are away from home
#hostellife #notcarefree
Ignore my math:)
“‘You’re going to be happy’ said life ‘but first I’ll make you strong.’”
— Unknown
Maybe thts y I'm attracted to emotionally unavailable men
abandonment issues make you crave the chase. you wanna feel fought for as if it proves someone’s care for you. and if they don’t chase, you tell yourself it wasn’t real, they left you anyway.. even if you’re the one who pushed or left. it’s a unhealthy cycle to break for sure.
She prayed. She asked God to either provide her with a love that would absorb her whole being or else make her tough and careless enough not to mind the absence of love in her life.
Nikita Gill, from Your Heart is the Sea: Poems; "Four Lies I Unlearned," originally published in 2018
"The unknown is always more fascinating than the known."
-Pallace of illusion
