The Moment I Set Foot In My Home ,there Is A Smooth Switch In My Mood. Instead Of Seeing Me Happy, You

The moment I set foot in my home ,there is a smooth switch in my mood. Instead of seeing me happy, you can find a dull face sitting in the corner of my dark room.

I try to isolate myself from people not knowing why. I give myself space and time to deal with some suppressed feelings that I had locked up in my mind with chains so that it doesn't bother me. I am somedays confused about my personality. I believe I'm a person who can not hide my true emotions. You can see my numb face if I'm sad, or you can see me excited and thrilled and talkative if I'm happy. I am open, and there's nothing to hide. I'm extremely bad at smiling when I am broken inside. People say women are good at hiding emotions. Well, I'm not one of those women.

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