Thus Is Something I Am Longing To Hear

Love in the way you don't want anything in return

Love in the way you just want to be there

I come first, alwaysssssssssssssssss

I’m both clingy and a bully when I’m comfortable with you.

Can i end my life a bit early?

Ah no.. I can't be selfish

Only escapism that can save me is just a

"Click 📸"

In my life,till now..i always wanted to walk up to the stage and receive some reward(certificates) like all my friends who did in the highschool.

Whenever I see them walking up to the stege and receiving those certificates,i think "one day i also want to have that moment". And it did really happen yesterday, I received two certificates for my wonderful performance in the college culturals.

Finally ,i walked up to the stage,lil shivering plus excitement..o went near the teacher and tada..

I posed for the photo with a certificate in my hand🔥

I should say that I AM PROUD OF MYSELF now

“Everybody isn’t going to love you. Most people don’t even love themselves.”

— Unknown

“People don’t believe what you tell them. They rarely believe what you show them. They often believe what their friends tell them. They always believe what they tell themselves.”

— Seth Godin

Words that I feel now

Suffocating : inside the four closed walls of my room

Thirsty : highly dehydrated

Perplexed : my feelings

Neutral : tragic or sad?

Comfortable : my room

Tensed : impending jobs

Worried : regretting it later

Excited : hopeful for the future

Pain : Empathizing

Heartbeats : fusion of neutral thoughts

I find myself caught in destructive patterns of thinking.

I'm afraid for myself

WAITING...