WAITING...

For once, I feel.. listening to mom's advice would be a better choice

I'm not really looking to be loved nor to feel how it feels to fall in love

“Don’t let Negative and Toxic people rent space in your head.”

— Zig Ziglar

Words that I feel now

Suffocating : inside the four closed walls of my room

Thirsty : highly dehydrated

Perplexed : my feelings

Neutral : tragic or sad?

Comfortable : my room

Tensed : impending jobs

Worried : regretting it later

Excited : hopeful for the future

Pain : Empathizing

Heartbeats : fusion of neutral thoughts

Now I realize, it isn't a bad trait of me! Its something of my own,that marks my identity. I am sorry if I had been hard on you, I can't change. So decision is yours to whether stay or move on😊. I should be fine with anything . But I will definitely miss it.

Its such a difficult time when you realize one of your bad trait and you can't do anything about it.. Not even redumption.. All u can do is.. avoid ppl whom you hurted so that your bad trait won't hurt anyone else again...

Help yourself and others from agony

#helpyourselfrompain

i never faked my love and care to someone

1)Van Gogh +Paul Valéry, from Collected Works, The Voice of Things 2) May Sarton, from a journal entry.

“So many years of education yet nobody ever taught us how to love ourselves and why it’s so important.”

— Unknown

I felt like something was pushing down on my chest, almost choking me. I started shaking, curled up, and felt really scared.