Well The Question Is "why Are You Sad When You Get Home??"
Well the question is "why are you sad when you get home??"
People say, stop thinking about things that pains you. It's your time at home with your parents, enjoy , have fun, spend time with them.
Well I am sorry , I tried but I can't. I ain't that person even after several trials. I am not trying anymore .
I am home. In my space where I can breathe , I can talk without people judging me. I am alone with my vulnerable self. I am sad, trying to feel my pain.
I am feeling things deeply. If I am going through something that is uncomfortable or painful or hard, I am allowing myself to dive into those emotions or allow myself to numb them. I don't wanna kill my pain through television or spending time with friends or Instagram. I chose not to protect myself from pain because it demands to be felt . Pain demands to be felt . Coz I feel it will show up in other ways if I do not deal with it now.
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How long are we gonna hide like this? Don't you wanna share it with your friends? My bff is gonna lash out at me for opening up so late. I am gonna trait you for all tht . Get ready to count your blames that I am gonna throw on you..
Beware ❤️
I'm not really looking to be loved nor to feel how it feels to fall in love
Trixie : How did meeting new people at the party go?
Chloe : Well um I actually had a pretty good time,
but only once when I stopped being like someone else and started being myself.
You know it can be scary sometimes ,but Being who you really are is never a bad idea
Love in the way you don't want anything in return
Love in the way you just want to be there
All I want rn is to be left alone
In times of stress or crisis, close your eyes , count to three, and the open it , remember that "The past is gone, the world is a good place, and it's all going to be OK."
The Blind side
SOUL'S TREMOR
It’s back.
This time, it’s hitting harder.
By harder, I mean it urges aggression,
Violent and chaotic.
The soul within the soul fights to escape.
I lay myself down,
Let her take up the rod,
Hit the scrap out of me.
Smash my lungs,and
Purge what’s stored inside,
Things that evoke fear
Deep, suffocating fear.
It’s no longer patient.
The person I am now cares less,
So the girl in me turns violent,
Forcing that care to return
For my mental well-being.
I love talking nonsense with you and I hope that we can talk nonsense with each other for the rest of our lives.
Me: I hate to be alone.
Mind: Learn to Love it
Me: I tried.. didn't work out
Mind: You need to face your fear.
Me: It makes me vulnerable
Mind: That will make you strong too.
Me: What if i fail?
Mind : What if u succeed..?
Me: I am just too afraid to face it..
Mind : The biggest fear is fear itself.
Me: Yes..
Mind: : Only way to get rid of it is through exposure..
Me: Never
Mind: Begin with a positive mind
Me: ..
Mind: Positive beginning will lead to positive ending
:)
