I know I break boundaries.
I know my friends are pissed.
I know what I'm doing is no good.
I know my actions will harm me.
I know it will destroy my inner peace.
And I still do it.
But I don’t blame myself, nor do I try to warn.
After a point, I just stop because…
I know I’m stubborn, and once my mind is made up, nothing will change it.
So, I do it.
I do whatever my fragile heart wants and yearns for,
Even though the feeling doesn’t last long.
I do it.
But I also let it hurt.
I let myself bear the consequences.
It’s hard, but I’ll do it.
And one thing I’m glad about is that I’m always there for myself
Before and after anything bad happens.
I don’t put myself down.
I don’t curse myself for the poor decisions I make.
I let it hurt, but with my utmost care and concern.
I accept that this action was meant to happen,
And it’s okay to make stupid decisions.
We all make mistakes and outgrow them eventually.
I’m gentle with my heart,
And I love that about myself.
“Don’t say maybe if you want to say no.”
— Paulo Coelho
I feel tired always as if my eyes is asking for rest, my mind is constantly thinking,I feel completely blank as if I am dead inside, sadness is like on and off
you need to respect that your sibling has new priorities, and are likely trying their best! Be patient
I kinda miss our talks.
If you want to predict where you will end up in life all you have to do it to follow the curve of tiny gains or tiny losses and see how your daily choices will compound 10 or 20 years down the line.
Are you spending less than you on each month are you making it into the gym each with are you reading books and learning something new.
Each day tiny battles like these other one's that will define your future self.
#atomichabits
“Just in case you ever foolishly forget; I’m never not thinking of you.”
— Virginia Woolf, Selected Diaries
Drop the idea of becoming someone, because you are already a masterpiece. You cannot be improved. You have only to come to it, to know it, to realize it.
-Osho
“It’s so hard to leave- until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.”
— John Green; Paper Towns
As cringey as it fucking sounds, i wish I could erase everyone’s memories of me, no one would know me