I Became Happier With The Relationship With Him When I Fixed The Relationship With Me

I wanna cry out loud 14-06-22

#col #examdays #igzampressure

Don’t regret what’s happened. If it’s in the past, let it go. Don’t even remember it. Protect yourself from.. your own thoughts   ✻.ღ.*.Rumi.*.ღ.✻   ƬĤΛИҠ Y♡Ʊ F♡Ŕ ßƐĪИƓ  

Drop the idea of becoming someone, because you are already a masterpiece. You cannot be improved. You have only to come to it, to know it, to realize it.

-Osho

I don't need your advice,

just a shoulder to cry on,

a silent soul to lean on,

a bucket to catch my tears,

a fluffy pillow to soak them in,

a heavy rain to wash away

my fears, my pain & worries.

“Just in case you ever foolishly forget; I’m never not thinking of you.”

— Virginia Woolf, Selected Diaries

"You are not the only person in anyone's life." - poosanika

All I want rn is to be left alone

Time(Zorvan) is the ultimate force.

Zorvanism

It teaches that destiny is fixed, and humans can’t change what’s fated.

So, enjoying life through love, wine, nature, and poetry is a rational way to cope with life’s uncertainties

Well the question is "why are you sad when you get home??"

People say, stop thinking about things that pains you. It's your time at home with your parents, enjoy , have fun, spend time with them.

Well I am sorry , I tried but I can't. I ain't that person even after several trials. I am not trying anymore .

I am home. In my space where I can breathe , I can talk without people judging me. I am alone with my vulnerable self. I am sad, trying to feel my pain.

I am feeling things deeply. If I am going through something that is uncomfortable or painful or hard, I am allowing myself to dive into those emotions or allow myself to numb them. I don't wanna kill my pain through television or spending time with friends or Instagram. I chose not to protect myself from pain because it demands to be felt . Pain demands to be felt . Coz I feel it will show up in other ways if I do not deal with it now.