Imo in order to finish your writing project you need to be unhealthily obsessed with your characters to a point where you question your sanity
not to trauma dump but i'd definitely choose to be an older sister again even if it means re-living all the shit that happened in the past .... i feel like those older siblings in anime who make it look dramatic when they dote on their younger siblings but it's exactly how i feel (shoutout amagi rinne?) ... i think there's also this Uniqueness with being an older sister in a religious asian household. you definitely have a defined role in the family; you're expected to do so much of this and that responsibilities while looking after your younger siblings.. of course this isn't meant to undermine whatever responsibilities younger siblings have, each of us have our own thing; i'm just personally talking about my experience as an active older sister to my sibling and how it affected my life (negatively & positively), as well as how i became a pillar in my younger sibling's life T_T
part one - a fateful meeting
chapter one・chapter two・chapter three・chapter four
chapter five・chapter six・chapter seven・chapter eight
chapter nine・chapter ten・ chapter eleven・chapter twelve
chapter thirteen
part two - the ball
chapter one・chapter two・chapter three・chapter four
chapter five ・chapter six・chapter seven・chapter eight
chapter nine・chapter ten・chapter eleven・chapter twelve
chapter thirteen・chapter fourteen・chapter fifteen
chapter sixteen・chapter seventeen
chapter eighteen・chapter nineteen・chapter twenty
chapter twenty one・chapter twenty two・chapter twenty three
chapter twenty four・chapter twenty five・chapter twenty six
chapter twenty seven・chapter twenty eight・chapter twenty nine
chapter thirty・chapter thirty one・chapter thirty two
part three - the grim reaper incident
chapter one・chapter two・chapter three・chapter four
chapter five ・chapter six・chapter seven・chapter eight
chapter nine・chapter ten・chapter eleven・chapter twelve
chapter thirteen・chapter fourteen・chapter fifteen
chapter sixteen・chapter seventeen
chapter eighteen・chapter nineteen・chapter twenty
chapter twenty one・chapter twenty two・chapter twenty three
chapter twenty four・chapter twenty five・chapter twenty six
chapter twenty seven・chapter twenty eight・chapter twenty nine
part four - thanksgiving
chapter one・chapter two・chapter three・chapter four
chapter five・chapter six・chapter seven・chapter eight
chapter nine・chapter ten・ chapter eleven・chapter twelve
part five - devil butlers
chapter one・chapter two・chapter three・chapter four
chapter five ・chapter six・chapter seven・chapter eight
chapter nine・chapter ten・chapter eleven・chapter twelve
chapter thirteen・chapter fourteen・chapter fifteen
chapter sixteen・chapter seventeen
chapter eighteen・chapter nineteen・chapter twenty
chapter twenty one・chapter twenty two・chapter twenty three
chapter twenty four・chapter twenty five・chapter twenty six
chapter twenty seven・chapter twenty eight・chapter twenty nine
chapter thirty・chapter thirty one・chapter thirty two
chapter thirty three・chapter thirty four・chapter thirty five
chapter thirty six・chapter thirty seven
EVENT STORIES
the black tea party
chapter one・chapter two・chapter three・chapter four
chapter five・chapter six・chapter seven・chapter eight
chapter nine・chapter ten・chapter eleven
butlers valentine
chapter one・chapter two・chapter three・chapter four
chapter five・chapter six・chapter seven
white worship
chapter one・chapter two・chapter three・chapter four
chapter five・chapter six・chapter seven・chapter eight
chapter nine・chapter ten・chapter eleven・chapter twelve
doll town
chapter one・chapter two・chapter three・chapter four
chapter five・chapter six・chapter seven・chapter eight
chapter nine・chapter ten・chapter eleven・chapter twelve
BUTLER STORIES
fennesz
the mediator
flure
i’ll risk my life
One thing that's not discussed much in 2ha fandom is the tragedy of 0.5 Xue Meng. He lost his family, his home, his friends and brother and then the only hope he had was that Chu Wanning was alive still somewhere.
Imagine you're 0.5 Xue Meng. Now imagine you run around for eight years wanting to get the support of some still powerful sects to fight your cousin who has now become a tyrant and has destroyed the cultivation world and sits on a throne to rule whatever's left. You've lost everyone and the only hope you have is that your shizun is somewhere alive because surely Mo Ran won't kill him. You have immense guilt because the last time you saw your shizun he was fighting against Mo Ran on his own to save your life.
So you finally see your shizun after eight years and he saves your life once again and then again disappears. There's no news of him and you have heard from questionable sources that the emperor seems to have lost his shit now a days and you again are afraid. You run around again and find some people who are willing to stand up with you though are very prone to flee or hide at the tiniest problem.
Now, two years after you again go to the place you once called home. You find the tyrant emperor dying and you don't have time to think about it before he tells you that you can see your shizun for the last time and you run with all your strength.
You find him, he is dead but preserved so he still looks the same as if just sleeping. Though he seems thinner and paler but his aura is still graceful and you fall on your knees perhaps in grief or in relief to have finally found him and you think that you can take his body and give him a proper burial. You at least have a chance to fulfill your duty. At least this one.
But before you could touch the body, it starts to crumble right before your eyes. Your shizun disappears right before your eyes once again but this time without any hope. You don't grasp the situation fully until nothing remains anymore of his and then even the ashes disappear.
What do you do now? How do you fight now? For what do you fight now?
❥ Twisted Wonderland Dormitory Songs
a couple of beetles
guess who loves the season 3 op so much they redrew it in timeskip (this guy)
It's such an amazing feeling when someone picks up on something in your writing that you 100% intended but didn't think people would notice. Like, YES!! My writing properly conveyed the thing it was supposed to!!! You are so awesome for noticing that!!! I am so awesome for writing that!!! I feel so good about my story now!!!!
he’s right 🐮🍫
/ Orv novel ch 489 spoilers
[ Story, 'Saviour of the Star', is having a chat with the Story, 'Insect King' ]
Girl i will never recover from this chapter. the whole "gilyoung is jealous of yoosung" and "gilyoung would also put his life on the line and sign a contract with his sponsor to protect yoosung" breaks my heart and im just AUGHHHH SCREAMS
and now I will ramble about sys and lgy under the cut.
THEY MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME. have you guys ever realised how gilyoung was growing to become so fucked up in the beginning of the story? killing monsters and even people without batting an eye, offering to dokja to leave him behind, and even sangah and dokja were genuinely worried about his development. (sangah telling him she'll kill and he doesn't need to kill anything) and the one thing that sort of grounds gilyoung from this taking over his growth is when shin yoosung joins the party
its only after she joins that he's able to act his age like a lil kid, bickering and fighting and just... aughhh,, THEY ONLY HAVE EACH OTHER AS FRIENDS FROM THE SAME AGE OKAY... like having friends your age is so important when you're a kid, they literally stay together all the time. and they argue a lot but they defend each other and hold each others hands whenever the other needs help.
its SO fucking wholesome. NOT TO MENTION, yoosung was the reason gilyoung signed a contract with his sponsor in the jttw arc, (it was never specified why but i think he did it so she would survive and save dokja? Or like so he could have the power to fend off the enemies on his own and keep them occupied away from sys. Maybe I'll go reread that part again) the whole yellow aura thing yknow. and im like half certain they picked up the idiot-calling from like yjh kdj and hsy calling each other bastard stupid and idiot all the time...its kinda funny..
anyway. they make me so ill. SO ILL.
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