I Wonder What It Would Feel Like To Not Be Sad All The Time. To Believe In Yourself. To Trust People

I wonder what it would feel like to not be sad all the time. To believe in yourself. To trust people when they say they care about you. To reply with something other than “Fine” when people ask you how you’re doing. To wake up in the morning and not have your first thought be “I don’t want to do this anymore”

//Å.G.P.// (via idoubtanyonecares)

i posted this almost a year and a half ago. things have gotten so much better than they were back then. i know that many of the people who read this felt the same way i did at the time due to the amount of notes it has. i hope that some of them/you are also doing better now. even if it's not by much.

I know what it feels like now.

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cries

Someone: Who is Gerard Way?

Me: He is the lead singer in MCR

Someone: You mean he WAS the lead singer

Me: Leave

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idoubtanyonecares

9 years ago

Sometimes someone hurts you so bad... It stops hurting at all.

Short film "ReMoved" by Nathanael Matanick

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idoubtanyonecares

9 years ago

We can get through the daytime without a single black thought. But as soon as our heads hit the pillow and the lights go out, our minds are quickly consumed by the darkness. When we open our eyes the next morning we feel the same way we had the day before. “fine.” But every time we open our eyes after a night of darkness, a bit more of our light has slipped away from us. I can’t help but think that someday all the light will be gone. So tell me… How do you live without light?

You don't.

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idoubtanyonecares

9 years ago

You don’t deserve to be in this mess.

I’m only going to hurt you. I hurt everyone.

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idoubtanyonecares

9 years ago

We try so hard to save everyone else that we forget that we are the ones that need saving.

In Need of Saviors {via idoubtanyonecares}

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idoubtanyonecares

9 years ago

You used to love me as more than a friend, but I guess things change..

Things Change #2 {via idoubtanyonecares}

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idoubtanyonecares

9 years ago

They say we 'are not alone' but that isn't always a good thing. It makes everyone see us as 'just another depressed kid' or 'just another emo teen'. People think that it's 'just what teenagers do.' But if we were like the others, we wouldn't feel this broken.

I guess it doesn't matter though since this is all 'just a phase' anyway

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