I Love Jean So So Much. Five Years In Hell And Still His Favorite Color Is That Of His Lovers Eyes And

I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK ABOUT IT it is 10 am HOW am i supposed to go about my day after such news WTF i might cry on public transport now

>>> the perfect court the foxhole court the raven king the king's men the sunshine court the golden raven the broken cage >>> the queen's game

treating tumblr like a diary again sue me:

I'm currently reading a fic where Aaron is written like an almost perfect mirror of myself and when I tell you I did NOT need to get called out like that--- also if you'd've told me 2025 would be the year I start shipping kevaaron and randomly get (back) into a Hozier phase because of none other but Aaron Minyard I would have probably scoffed at that

@iwannascreameurekaa there you go <3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/54425275/chapters/137867464 (in case sth is wrong with the link: That's the Kind of Love I've Been Dreaming Of by OfficialStarsandGutters)

this is such a comfort fic for me now and it made me a (kev)aaron stan

(I'm so normal about it) (so normal)

treating tumblr like a diary again sue me:

I'm currently reading a fic where Aaron is written like an almost perfect mirror of myself and when I tell you I did NOT need to get called out like that--- also if you'd've told me 2025 would be the year I start shipping kevaaron and randomly get (back) into a Hozier phase because of none other but Aaron Minyard I would have probably scoffed at that

saw this meme and knew I had to make an aftg version

the og meme was about the trojan war which I hope Kevin would've found as funny as I had

yesterday I saw a fanart of tipsy Cat singing Chiquitita by ABBA to Jean (the art was by gremlinn_ddraws on ig) and I can't stop thinking about how perfectly this song fits him I fear I just cannot bring myself to not see the perfect representation of Jean's path

'You're enchained by your own sorrow/ In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow'

'Now I see you've broken a feather' Jean never escaping the bird references huh

'You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end' I sure hope it will

'But the sun is still in the sky and shinin' above you' what is it if not Jeremy and the Trojans in Jean's life

once again, i'm thinking about jeremy moreau

jeremy happy and settled in a loving life with jean. casual touches and lingering, savored kisses. favorite mugs and perfect morning coffee. dogs always around their feet in the kitchen, cuddled up with them on the couch for exy match viewings and afternoon naps in bed. the ease with which jeremy laces his fingers with jean's on a hike, walking off the court, between their chairs at dinner with rhemann and adi. putting on each other's sunscreen at the beach, jean’s hyperfocused on not missing any spots. jeremy fondly booping jean's nose before a quick kiss, amused by how seriously jean takes the task. soft murmurs of french to each other in a crowded room. under jeremy's breath as he meticulously frames a shot of jean's latest divine meal. hot and heavy devotions only the other will ever hear. full body leans in the booth of their favorite diner with cat, laila, and cody sitting across from them. the quiet assuredness of routine, a warmth-filled home, a ceaseless vibrant love with mutual reciprocation

the absolute certainty of jeremy moreau's genuine, heartbreakingly beautiful smile for the life he's so grateful for and for finally believing he deserves it

andreil and jerejean do have some important parallels but it’s also so funny that we went from andreil ‘never saying i love you to each other’ and ‘not getting married’ to jerejean who will most likely say i love you even before they kiss and jeremy taking jean’s surname after like a year of knowing each other

in light of the recent nora post: i don't know if i can ever be mentally stable if kevin day gets a duology in which he is supposed to be finally healing only for his self to be completely reduced to exy and end up with miss thea 'i do not acknowledge the raven abuse' muldani like i might actually break yk

the song mowgli's road by marina is soooo jean moreau coded here are my arguments:

"I'll escape if I try hard enough,/Till, King of the Jungle calls my bluff" literally jean in the first few months after being sold to be riko's

THEN "I'll do as I am told" literally pre-healing jean at the beginning of tsc (and during his life before renee saved him)

"You say Y-E-S to everything" jean at the nest because he knew No was not an option

and MOST IMPORTANTLY "Do you think you will be good enough,/To love others and to be loved?" LITERALLY JEAN'S CONSTANT TRAIN OF THOUGHTS

I'm obsessed

went out to run some errands to stop thinking about jerejean for a bit because the amount of feelings I get from them is sometimes a Lot (capital L). anyway saw this on a wall just now-- thoughts immediately spiralled back to jeremy mission successfully failed