Went Out To Run Some Errands To Stop Thinking About Jerejean For A Bit Because The Amount Of Feelings

something something declan lynch kevin day

maybe it's just my katarsis (as in the lithuanian band) brainrot overlapping with my jerejean brainrot (send help) but i can't stop thinking about how the song tavo akys really fits jerejean so well like firstly there is this general desperation and the hunger the song conveys to me personally that just makes me think about how both jean and jeremy have this overwhelming feelings for each other they don't realise are mutual (yet) AND jean thinking about jeremy's eyes (don't even get me started on the whole brown thing) and how jean sees jeremy's smiles often don't reach them but ALSO on the other hand jeremy seeing jean's trauma in his expression so often so the whole part of the song with "your eyes see pain" and so on can be applied to them both from each others perspectives AND THEN at the beginning of the song "the home burns" like hello what a coincidence and this is regarding both their feelings figuratively and the arson situation literally (rip cozy home nr 1) (they'll build a new one together) ALSO there is this general feeling of hopelessness to the song and the boys are so falling for each other but don't allow any hope to get added to the equation (not yet anyway) (though jean at least is on the right path with admitting to himself what he WANTS) (tsc3 has me waiting on my knees) (please let them hope and get what they hoped for please)

Pretty sure Jean has Jeremy’s hair on his list of things worth living for 👀

I wanted to spend less money, ended up getting some boba tea in honour of laila dermott instead... don't listen to them haters I will always get you girl

in light of the recent nora post: i don't know if i can ever be mentally stable if kevin day gets a duology in which he is supposed to be finally healing only for his self to be completely reduced to exy and end up with miss thea 'i do not acknowledge the raven abuse' muldani like i might actually break yk

digital diary something something contd: just gotten my delivery with two paperbacks the sunshine court and the golden raven might lowkey explode from joy

i am so excited to buy some highlighter pens to mark quotes and thing is i've never highlighted anything in my books before the most i've done so far when reading was annotations with just random remarks written with pencil but for some reason this idea has been living rent free in my head since i decided i needed tsc in physical form and i am so hyped to colour code jean's and jeremy's quotes when rereading and maybe get another extra colour for wholesome moments overall omfg what have i become

saw a version with the hunger games and made this to visualise my current state

all credits to whomever made up this type of meme first

I love that Neil's tendency for drama got him as far as having his own category of cw in this fandom lol

andreil and jerejean do have some important parallels but it’s also so funny that we went from andreil ‘never saying i love you to each other’ and ‘not getting married’ to jerejean who will most likely say i love you even before they kiss and jeremy taking jean’s surname after like a year of knowing each other

treating tumblr like a diary again sue me:

I'm currently reading a fic where Aaron is written like an almost perfect mirror of myself and when I tell you I did NOT need to get called out like that--- also if you'd've told me 2025 would be the year I start shipping kevaaron and randomly get (back) into a Hozier phase because of none other but Aaron Minyard I would have probably scoffed at that