I hate caring so much about people who don’t care about me. I would stop if I could, I’m just so desperate for someone to love me as much as I love them
I want to sleep at night for 12 hours and wake up and it still be night
Gettimg a random burst of energy but I still wanna kms is so weird cause wdym I'm jumping around and acting silly but in my head I wanna die like what 😭
I can't do this omg
Vent post
So I have a friend I'm calling A and I always listen to her talk about the boy she dating or the boy she likes and no matter what I stop what I'm doing to listen to her but today I wanted to tell her me and this girl I like had are first phone call cause it made me really happy and as I'm about to say something she opens her book an says give me a second and I got mad at her for it cause why would you do that and ignored her.well a little bit ago she asked if I was still mad at her and I didn't respond she asked me if I heard about her breakup that happened today (which was her fault cause she flirted with another guy) and I mumbled yea and she starts talking about the breakup so I tell her I don't care and she says why so I tell her I'm not gonna listen to your problem that YOU started when you won't listen to one thing I was gonna tell me and then she says I'll play a game with you if you stop being mad a me like no I don't want to play a fucking game with you. And the most annoying part is she told my friend M that she didn't know why I was mad at her when I HAD JUST SAID IT I swear I'm so fucking done
I've lost everything
I've lost my spark
I've lost my world
i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed i need to bleed
*No reply*
Oh so you want me to kill myself?
the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked
I forget people have normal childhoods. Wym you weren’t traumatised resulting to not function properly once grown…
being chronically on tumblr is so embarrassing because i look like a crazed stalker liking peoples posts 1 millisecond after it was posted
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