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warning spoilers for chapter 118 bsd

"KENJI IS ALIVE!!!" i say as they drag me away to the mental asylum

i hc nikolai as a transmasc fudanshi with religious trauma and you cant stop me

havent even finished the first episode and shes already giving ranposano lovechild

i wanna make an intro post but i feel like im going to mess up because i dont know how to use tumblr and be executed

i had a dream i was playing pikuniku with ranboo and some other random people who drank monster and then ranboos house exploded and everyone died except for me i fell asleep there and woke up and went back to my apartment and i had a pet ferret and the ferret became god and talked to me about something i cant remeber

also i think there was something about a music video idk

tried to dress like ena for the pjsk movie :> im sad i didnt get to go on friday but atleast i get to go today

i would put on my black skirt but i rlly wanted to wear this plaid one because its one of my favorites

me and my brother basically only communicate with plushies and dolls and we each have huge stuffed animal collections that all have names (we usually forget the names of the ones we dont use often but we just rename them ₍^. .^₎⟆) we also have different universes where they act differently or have different education (for example one of them who is six years old is a doctor in a different universe) its gotten to a point where its awkward for us to talk with our normal voices to eachother but we still understand if its the stuffed animal talking or the actual person doing the voice somehow

conclusion: playing with plushies/dolls/stuffed animals is best communication method

also have this picture of snowy and his grandmother

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when my parents were forcing me to listen to them read the bible they told me i could draw during it and i got all excited because i love drawing with boring background noise and it just feels all cozy but then they told me i was only allowed to draw shapes and patterns to 'help me focus' or whatever so i channeled all of my rage into absolutely ruining these pages (also you can see that i managed to hide nikolai and sigma :3)

omg its miku hatsune