If You Could Instantly Be Granted Fluency In 5 Languages—not Taking Away Your Existing Language Proficiency

inktober 15: weak

I get less and less time to do these, I had to do some corrections on a later date.

EVERYONE LOOK AT THIS!!

“i’m sad and idk how to feel better”

“i don’t know what to draw”

“i always mess up”

“BUT I SUCK”

thank you sooo much for the love and support!!! i never thought i’d reach soo much love!!!! my love for you guys is never ending!!!!!

🧿 A doodle of clementine done on my phone during a doctor’s visit.

I'm trash!! I had to continue the meme!

happy holiday to you all!! my happiness and joy be with you this splendid year! i’m gonna be spending the day at my aunts house!

🧿After being stuck in an almost 4-year long art block, I'm attempting the challenge of illustrating 100 of my favorite Vocaloid songs to break said block. I was heavily inspired by the wonderful Taranto Yakima , as she illustrated 100 of her favorite Miku songs and not only succeded, but she is now doing bonus illustrations! such tenacity!

🧿 Owata-p! One of the biggest Vocaloid veterans! With an unexpected addition to his benzene series! always assumed that the series had come to an end with toluene, and yet here we are. I know, it doesn't look like an addition to that series but every part of the series shows a little blurb in the video explaining how the chemical is related to the benzene chemical compound, and so does this one. The Benzene series has always meant a lot to me when it comes to really teaching myself self-examination and reflection. This one is no different, it feels like it's more pointed to the more recent state of affairs caused by the online space. The sugar-coating and escapism that is caused by the internet to avoid how bad things are becoming today. It is understandable, yet the song points out that it could become a self-fulfilling cycle if this continues without examination and efforts to fix it!

◈(1/100) complete!!◈

last year i made a full story for my school project. so my teacher asked me to do and illustration for it….i just got a concept art for the main character… say hi to aino! what do you think?

inktober 18: bottle

i get to sleep tonight...

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Burnout, 2018.

Three years ago, my constantly worsening sleep deprivation and stress resulted in a burnout. I’m 30 years old now, at the time of posting this comic, and I still haven’t recovered fully. I still have the heart symptoms - even the smallest amount of stress brings the symptoms back. It’s likely I will never recover enough to work a fulltime job again and I can’t go back to high-stress environments like customer service. But that’s alright. I am more than just my work. I’m slowly learning to be merciful towards myself and to show myself the same kindness I show others, and I think that’s very important.

This is my story and I won’t be ashamed any more.