Reblogs Were Turned Off But I Wanted To Be Able To Find This Again

me, struggling to write: hmm, this part is a little difficult. maybe i should check my planning document, which i created as a helpful tool for my writing process!

the planning document:

What they don’t tell you about speaking multiple languages is that your brain does not in fact have a box labeled Spanish and another one labeled German. Instead it has a box labeled “Not English” and sometimes when you’re talking or writing in one of the languages you speak it will just start pulling random words from that box.

"A society that separates its lore masters from its horny posters will have its headcanons written by prudes and its erotic fanfic by fools."

My average writing experience:

"Alright I think I'm almost done actually-"

*Google doc grows second health bar and a choir starts singing in latin*

future archaeologists will know you were (not) a boy

negative affirmations

I can be worse

I still have time to fuck things up

I can kms any time I want

Trying to revitalise my never-really-active writing account by looking through my old material and wow.

Starting to think being a writer is just a cycle of writing something, thinking it's incredible, then coming back and wondering who thought it would be a good idea to let you have access to the English language.

"I did it for you" has gotta be my favorite form of betrayal. You gave me a gift I never asked for, and now I have to look around at the world you destroyed with the knowledge that it was gift wrapped and addressed to me.