Poems From A Poem Book I'll Never Finish.

Poems from a poem book I'll never finish.

How do you find the audacity to cry?!

How did you ever not love this innocent boy who gave all of his love and trust to you?!

How do you leave this pure innocent soul in this cold lightless world?!

How do you feel guilt when you never felt love?!

When you left him to be with others behind his back?!

When you could have been home together in your bed?!

Treasuring the boy who loves you. The boy who cleans up after your mess. The boy who makes sure that you are fed.

That you're happy.

Even if he is not.

How-how did you ever fall out of love with him?

When all he talked about was you?

When the only thing that mattered anymore was you?

Painted masterpieces in an ode to you. Intricate love letters, intertwined in the flowers that he had drawn to you.

When I had to watch a treasured, precious friend, crumble to his own demise and didn't have any power to stop it?

Couldn't stop him from looking at your photos at night.

Stop him from falling asleep on the sofa after trying to wait for you.

Again.

Even though he knew that you would not be coming home tonight.

Again.

And watch you only be there for the end of it?

The Grand finale. Ladies and gentlemen.

Prepare yourselves to be amazed.

You are about to watch the best disappearing act of the century. Are you ready? Look. Look closer. It's happening right before your eyes.

How do you have the audacity to cry at his funeral?

When just a couple days ago you did not even know that he would have one?

- E.H.R.

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8 years ago

Need this

Who Needs Sleep? 

Who needs sleep? 

Okay, well… you do. But who has time for that? You’ve got too much to do and not enough time. You’ve just got to plug in your headphones, get to work, and hope that the beat keeps you awake.

Welcome to Voluntary Insomnia: a playlist for all-nighters. 

Above is the Spotify link. Here’s the track listing, so you can listen on whatever music platform you prefer. 

Who Needs Sleep? 
Who Needs Sleep? 
Who Needs Sleep? 
Who Needs Sleep? 
Who Needs Sleep? 

You don’t have to listen in order, but I suggest you do. There’s a crazy mix of styles and genres in there, and I mixed them together to keep one particular type from getting boring, and to sprinkle the really powerful ones throughout. Also, its got a nice little interlude right in the middle.

What is this playlist good for?

This playlist is to keep you awake when you want to be anything but. I called it “a playlist for all-nighters”, but it’s useful for any situation in which you have to stay awake. This isn’t a playlist to help you focus when you’re working or studying- it can get your energy up so that you can get yourself back into a state where you can focus, though. 

Enjoy.

7 years ago

seventeen dorms, probably

soonyoung: *kisses jihoon on the cheek*

jihoon: what the hell was that

soonyoung: a kiss

jihoon: disgusting I hate it

jihoon: do it again

7 years ago

This was requested by @beatdrumsnotpeople (tysm x)

Amnesia (Next Door Edit with Rain)

Enjoy! x

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6 years ago

Jisung, to himself: wait, is he into me?

Jisung: quick, make a bad joke and see if he laughs

Jisung, to Minho: did you hear the one about the skeleton who couldn’t go to the party?

Jisung: he had no body to go with

Minho: that’s really funny!

Jisung, to himself: well that’s not a fair test. that joke’s hilarious

9 years ago

WHDBDJSJSHHSBXJS

pRETTY GIRL WhATS  YOUR NAMe WHATS YoUR NUmbEr

8 years ago

(ive been thinking of @fahchaus ’s Midas!Gavin all day so spare me a few moments to ramble about her fucking amazing contrast to the myth)

Midas’ gift was given from the god of madness, the god of wine, the god of the blinding rage in battle. A gift reluctantly given, handed down from a promise, from a helping hand. From Dionysus. Gavin’s Dionysus might not be from Olympus but he’s still the controller of madness, the leader of followers who will tear people apart at his word. I’m talking about Geoff of course, the Fakes own master of alcohol and destruction.

Geoff had inadvertently given Gavin his gift; a crew to work for, a crew to destroy for, a crew that led to his lovers, and of course lots and lots of riches to fuel this child whose eyes trailed everything shiny. Geoff who half raises Gavin, guiding him into the lifestyle, handing Gavin a gun and a target to shoot at and giving him a proud smile as he rips the target to shreds. Its because of Geoff that Gavin learned how to perfect his aim for destruction, learned how to bring gold to his fingertips.

Its ultimately because of Geoff when Gavin becomes Midas. Ultimately his fault for introducing Gavin to Michael then Lindsay and leading to him meeting Meg. Ultimately Geoff’s fault for their deaths, not directly of course but if Gavin never met Geoff this never would’ve happened. Its Geoff who grows fearful when he sees whats become of the gift that he had not even realized he had given Gavin. That powerful destruction, the gold, the empire that was now his to rule, to play with, to paint a cold lifeless gold.

But this Dionysus can’t take back the gift. Only pray to be spared from the sparkling, golden horror left behind.

6 years ago
A Little Bi-derman For Bi Visibility Day. Happy Bi Visibility Day Guys!

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8 years ago
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7 years ago
Im Melting 😍
Im Melting 😍

im melting 😍

8 years ago

“Yeah…yeah you looked beautiful”

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