Ah So I Have Ascended.

man to b like @biggest-gaudiest-patronuses

what a dream

sleep. who needs it? Not me. I am fully human and also capable of existing forever without sleep.

not this immortal being.

nope. not at all. never.

o hey

its been like a whole ass year. Weird. Guess Feb is a rough time when i need to find a place to vent. Huh. Bleh. Cycles

the queen is dead

today my bones are made of the most fragile flowers. I feel little blue petals brush against my lips. Gently

i think i allow myself

to feel happy

for a tiny moment. One that I expected to last for a breathtake - but now my lungs are still full of air. Where’s all the water gone? I can breath. Where’d all the darkness go? I can feel again.

Who is there

hesitating

blue’s dreaming of airplanes,

try not to speak too loud.

I am split in half like a horizon

Eyelids flickering- waiting for the sunrise.

i wish people would stop staring at me.

just because i dont have skin doesn’t mean i don’t have feelings

"you'll understand when you're older" is a song for early morning walks where it's a little bit chilly but you're not freezing because the sun is out

i am not doing well

sometimes i just feel sad and so i must eat rocks and scratch little stars into the sandpaper walls that i live in