I'm Obsessed

I don't know if it needs to be said but if you haven't figured it out yet I don't want any Trump supporters following or interacting with me. Stay the fuck away from me

i want a mani & pedi done, i want a hairstyle that’s either deep curly, has a bang, or braids/locs that pass my butt, i want a facial, i want more make up products, i want a wax, i want-

just me complaining and being grateful for law at the same time 😻😻😻

hi everyone, it's been a while since I showed up here without being late at night or high.

so many 'boring' things have been happening in my life lately, and damn, i can only be grateful for knowing the law.

for example, there's an entrance exam period here in my country for college. It's a fucking blessing not to have to worry about that like other people.

If I want to study whatever I want or if I want to study 10 different courses at the same time without having to pay anything, i can. I have the power.

It's a blessing not to worry anymore about money, or insecurities about my appearance, or if some idiot will try to deceive me, or about my future, or if one day my life will be as monotonous and depressing as the guy from Fight Club.

regarding the 'bad' things (which are actually quite trivial compared to the gigantic problems I had before knowing the law), these are things that I MYSELF manifested. i was l spoiled and ungrateful for a while, complained about some things, and guess what happened? these things got worse as I kept complaining. because that's exactly how the law works, it brings into reality what I speak. If I complain that my hair looks terrible, it stays that way. If I say that my life sucks, the law just listens to me. that's what happened, but obviously a big part of my bad mood comes from my depression (which I could heal once and for all, but I prefer to continue with treatment).

anyway, this is just something I would write in my diary, but since it's related to manifestation, I decided to write it here. I didn't think much when I wrote it. but it can serve as encouragement and advice for someone.

feeling discouraged is normal, especially when dealing with an illness, but PLEASE be careful with what you frequently say and think ☠️. you may not realize it, but they always manifest 🤷🏽‍♀️.

if you constantly think that your affirmations don't work, then the law will prove you right about that. if you say that nothing goes right for you, then it will be true. my loves, EVERYTHING you speak/think and believe frequently becomes fucking real. be careful.

I think that's all I had to say so far. I'm already getting out of my depressive state, I made a list of short and long-term goals, and I can't wait to bring everything into my reality because I can and deserve it. And you should do the same! 💋 thank you for the love you've been sending me and for the interactions with my posts, it means a lot to me. ❤‍🩹❤‍🩹

Relatable

be the person girls would kill to be, boys would kill to have, and mom would be proud of. be a trophy, be splendid. 🏆💋

reminder extremely tough and maybe a little harsh.

a lot of folks gotta work themselves to death just to have a halfway comfortable life, some don't even have the basics. many will have to do crazy stuff for money and others dream of giving their loved ones a good life but can't. some will only be able to see luxurious lifestyles on phone screens or in other people's TikTok accounts. and others don't even have the money to pay for internet to see that.

lots of people will spend years hating themselves, hating their appearance, personality, social life, social status, skills, everything about themselves. many live with insecurities, feeling like a supporting character in their own story, some have things that bother them but it's "impossible" to change them so they'll just have to live with it. others spend a fortune on surgeries or treatments to change something about themselves, and many die because of it.

many people will have to live trying to recover from traumas and bad things that hit them, without knowing how to simply erase them from their lives, and unfortunately, some prefer to end their own lives so they don't have to live with those burdens.

many people will have to face horrible diseases, some they simply can't get rid of and others that are incurable. suffering, waiting for a miracle to free them from this torture.

some folks may never achieve their personal goals and dreams, out of fear, lack of opportunity, lack of means, or because they think it's impossible for them. so consequently they will have to surrender to a mediocre life that they hate.

many people will have to spend years in shitty relationships without knowing how to get out, others will see the love of their life being happy with someone else, others will think that love only serves to deeply hurt them, and others will accept horrible things from their partners because they think they don't deserve anything better.

a lot of folks unfortunately live out there lonely, without love, without a good social circle, without friends, with an abusive family, with people who don't want the best for them, with people who only hurt them and make them think that's what they deserve.

you might think I'm a jerk for talking about such harsh examples and I'm sorry if I hurt anyone, but damn..

all these examples I mentioned are really sad and they leave us with a heavy heart thinking that a lot of people go through this. I think everyone deserves a dignified and happy life, you deserve a dignified and happy life. you don't deserve to be like those people in the examples I mentioned, and you're not. because you have a key in your hands. it's like life is a damn game and you have all the hacks and cheats to simply WIN and do whatever you want, while other people don't even dream of that or are too skeptical to try.

but you know what's funniest about this? it's that this shit ain't just any game, it's your life. it's literally your damn life and you're there playing with the law? saying "oh I can't" "oh persisting is too hard" "I think I'll never have my desires".

girl, I'll kill you if you keep thinking like that.

there are folks who just don't take the loa seriously, and that's why they never fulfill their desires!!!!!!!!!!!! and they won't have anyone to blame for their failure but themselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the LOA community is very small, discovering about it was extremely lucky. so tell me a good reason why you know about it and simply can't manifest? exactly. there isn't one! you can and you should.

I'm not here to judge your difficulties in manifesting (even if I judge everything and everyone), because having difficulties and keep trying is one thing and simply giving up and saying "I can't manifest" is another.

it was a blessing from the universe, God, higher power, whatever you believe in. you discovering LOA was the damn greatest blessing of your life, don't you see that? don't you really see how blessed you are? maybe in the past you've been through hell, but now, my love, the sun is shining for you, you just have to want to shine. unfortunately a lot of people will never have that luck, there are people who would kill to be blessed like this. so please, I beg you... use this tool and have the damn happiest life you can, enjoy it and stop playing with the law.

tell me what do you really want? a true and light love? have a look that would never make you feel insecure again? being the pride of mommy and daddy and having their love? having that beautiful house and a happy family? finally healing from depression or other mental disorders and finally being able to live to the fullest? friends who really care about you? want to meet that idol you've been a fan of for a long time and that everyone thinks your passion for him is silly? want to live in that country far away from everyone? want to stop feeling that guilt or any other bad feeling that has been tormenting you for a long time? want to be truly happy for the first time in your life? want to be rich, a millionaire, billionaire, trillionaire? or just have enough money to lead a comfortable life and never have to work again? go ahead, tell me what you want. you can have it.

stop suffering, you don't deserve to suffer. enough torture. take what's yours and move on. you're strong enough for that. the game ain't over for you, you can't just give up like that. the game is yours, it obeys you, and it ends when you decide. take freaking control.

i suffered a lot in life, i hope one day i have the courage to tell you about my success here. and I simply don't know what I would do without finding out about LOA, just thinking about it fills my heart with gratitude. I feel like a winner. you deserve to feel this peace of having won too.

God bless you. take care of yourselves and put your head to work.

i ain't that selfish. if you need some backup, im here for you, babe. I wanna see you win. 🌟

The Void Craze Needs To Stop

I just want to put this out there because I see WAY to many people over complicating a legit meditative state. I have gotten in this state all my life. YOU have gotten in this state all your life. And I’m sick of the void craze!

People in my asks are literally always like “Can I do this… this isn’t working… this and that” and it’s like what is happening? When did all of this even start? Why are we over complicating something apart of US?

You know when you fall asleep while watching a movie, and you are kind of conscious but not really? And you can’t hear the movie anymore? That was the void state. Or when you wake up from sleep and all you remember is a black space? THAT WAS THE VOID STATE TOO!

I’m gonna be telling you guys the OG method on how to get into the void state. This is how many people got in. So ignore the lullaby method, SATS, yoga nidra, let’s talk about the actual method that people use. Let’s go down memory lane.

Lay down and relax your body. Stretch and release tension. Get into a relaxed state.

Breathe in and out. This is very beneficial as breathing in and out slows down your heart, and gets you in the floaty stage. You’ll also feel like you’re in space. You can breathe in and out at your own pace, but I like to do the 444 breathing method. Breathe in on the count of 4, hold for 4 seconds, and release on the count of 4. Focus on the darkness behind your eyes. Do you see swirls and colors? Observe.

Once you’re in that floaty stage, affirm your favorite void affirmations like “I am pure consciousness, I am in the void state” you can use as many affirmations as you want.

In some minutes you’ll be in the void state. You’ll know when you feel happy and blissful, and you can’t feel or hear anything. This isn’t scary at ALL. It’s your home and you’ll feel like you’re in space.

See guys? This is so easy and it’s just deep relaxation! You don’t need void concepts or a void challenge. We make them to help you stop putting it on a pedestal, but even if you do, you just need to relax no matter what your mindset is. I’ve seen people who have gotten physically ill because they were so obsessed with the void. Please, just relax, affirm, breathe.

Sending love 💗 stop over complicating something so simple.

let manifestation be as simple as it really is.

i was thinking about my new SP, and before, I had some limiting thoughts about them. then, I remembered my power and started visualizing “he loves me” and “he needs me.” after that, I decided to make a general affirmation that people from my past love me and miss me. I visualized some specific people (friends I had fallen out with) and went to take a shower.

when I got back to my phone, I had a notification from one of the friends I had visualized. we hadn’t talked in almost a month, and I wasn’t sure if she missed me or not. but I made that quick affirmation, went on with my life, and got my result. just treat the law as something simple and natural, and that’s how it will work for you!

even though I'm always so angry