i was thinking about my new SP, and before, I had some limiting thoughts about them. then, I remembered my power and started visualizing “he loves me” and “he needs me.” after that, I decided to make a general affirmation that people from my past love me and miss me. I visualized some specific people (friends I had fallen out with) and went to take a shower.
when I got back to my phone, I had a notification from one of the friends I had visualized. we hadn’t talked in almost a month, and I wasn’t sure if she missed me or not. but I made that quick affirmation, went on with my life, and got my result. just treat the law as something simple and natural, and that’s how it will work for you!
i want a mani & pedi done, i want a hairstyle that’s either deep curly, has a bang, or braids/locs that pass my butt, i want a facial, i want more make up products, i want a wax, i want-
So sad, want someone to kiss it better.
I just wanna masturbate and be left alone.
💖Remember💖
Whatever happened today, you can get through it!!
You don't need to feel "powerful" to be God, you just are God.
Everything that you are, everything that you do comes from the essence of God/Pure Consciousness.
Any emotions that you felt today, they're ok, feel them, express them in a healthy way. Do not let them control you, know that you are an observer of the 3D world, you are the cause of everything, do not let this scare you, feel and embrace the fact that you can pick and choose what you will experience in the next minute, hour, week, lifetime, you can even pick which reality you're going to wake up tomorrow.
You can do that!! start identifying with the God that is within you!!!
Remember that your possibilities and opportunity are limitless!!!
"I wasn't born to be soft and quiet I was born to make the world shatter and shake at my fingertips"
My mood while reading the stories of those who achieved void
hi lovers, night out from a depressed girl but who has a big girl self-concept (me rs). I just wanted to write what came to mind and I wrote it anyway. I hope this reaches anyone who needs it.
probably gonna get my period, felt a damn anguish for hours tonight. now in the wee hours I pulled some cards (lenormand deck) about some people and they weren't so good (well, there are reasons). opened my TikTok and my FYP showed a sad trend and I broke down, cried and cried. cried for fear of losing friendships, cried for feeling alone (even though I'm not???), cried for accumulated fears and the most terrible cried for love (but not for a bad love). I cried so much and felt an immeasurable pain, bet it's those damn hormones. it's been a while since I cried so I allowed myself, I was feeling so weak and powerless, like I deserved to suffer
¿hi???????? do I deserve to suffer??????????? NEVER, never again.
just remember i kept creating more depreciative scenarios in my head and out of nowhere in a burst of hope (because despite everything my self-concept is still good) and finally i became aware of who i am. i'm freaking god of my reality, i control everything down to the smallest things, i'm not a person who deserves to suffer even the slightest bit. obviously not. i'm not going through that.
and neither are you, because surely you've been in the same state as i was before feeling sad, feeling hopeless, feeling like you have no power to change things, just have to feel and accept. NOOOOOOOO ok i said NO. you're not going to accept this, you're not going to accept life beating you down more.
what i do when i have these bouts of sadness (because i'm still melancholic) is affirm like crazy. i start affirming things that will reassure me and even mock my situation (this helps me). what i said at the time was something like:
"wait, am i suffering because of this? am i really here crying like a baby over a situation that i can step into the void and change? or that i can solve with affirmations, whatever. the point is, why am i suffering here? why am i losing control for what reason? if i'm ALWAYS in charge, if EVERYTHING IS A REFLECTION OF MY MIND. if i want something, i can simply have it???? how many PERFECT AND WONDERFUL things have i achieved so far, i can get everything i want and change whatever i want."
as i kept talking to myself, my good conscience returned and i started thinking "yeah, you're right, it doesn't make sense."of course after that, i said good things to myself, things to calm my inner child, because the reason i'm feeling so bad is because i triggered one of her traumas (a trauma i'll resolve in the future).
moments of hopelessness and despair are completely normal, my loves, please don't let it consume you. you have everything to change in your hands. freaking out and saying "omg what do i do? it's all lost." doesn't make sense, wake up, realize your freaking power, don't disgrace the god that you are.
if you really don't know how to get what you want, go back to basics, there are plenty of people here teaching and preaching their words, take the information and put it into practice. if despair comes, cry and let out what you feel, but make sure to REMEMBER who you are afterwards.
anyway my loves, that's it, felt like posting this here. I'm not going to review this, I'm going to smoke and go to sleep. So forgive me if there are mistakes. I don't want to read this text anymore
All I do is wake up pretty, eat, blog, manifest repeat😽💋
Munch munch munch
I’m just a girl🎀