Latest Posts by insolentgod - Page 2
"by believing passionately in something that still does not exist, we create it. the nonexistent is whatever we have not sufficiently desired."
- franz kafka
need some encouragement? listen up... "me, myself and i"
i saw on tiktok that the song "Me, Myself and I" is trending again, and I absolutely couldn't let that pass by!!!!!@@@!!
just a great song to manifest or listen to when you need a boost and feel discouraged about manifestations (or life), like Bebe Rexha says in the song.
you don't need ANYONE to feel good, you don't need any hand to hold, you don't need anything. just yourself. you have the fire inside your soul, you are your own support. don't abandon yourselves, don't give up on yourselves.
slap in your face and mine
hi lovers, night out from a depressed girl but who has a big girl self-concept (me rs). I just wanted to write what came to mind and I wrote it anyway. I hope this reaches anyone who needs it.
probably gonna get my period, felt a damn anguish for hours tonight. now in the wee hours I pulled some cards (lenormand deck) about some people and they weren't so good (well, there are reasons). opened my TikTok and my FYP showed a sad trend and I broke down, cried and cried. cried for fear of losing friendships, cried for feeling alone (even though I'm not???), cried for accumulated fears and the most terrible cried for love (but not for a bad love). I cried so much and felt an immeasurable pain, bet it's those damn hormones. it's been a while since I cried so I allowed myself, I was feeling so weak and powerless, like I deserved to suffer
¿hi???????? do I deserve to suffer??????????? NEVER, never again.
just remember i kept creating more depreciative scenarios in my head and out of nowhere in a burst of hope (because despite everything my self-concept is still good) and finally i became aware of who i am. i'm freaking god of my reality, i control everything down to the smallest things, i'm not a person who deserves to suffer even the slightest bit. obviously not. i'm not going through that.
and neither are you, because surely you've been in the same state as i was before feeling sad, feeling hopeless, feeling like you have no power to change things, just have to feel and accept. NOOOOOOOO ok i said NO. you're not going to accept this, you're not going to accept life beating you down more.
what i do when i have these bouts of sadness (because i'm still melancholic) is affirm like crazy. i start affirming things that will reassure me and even mock my situation (this helps me). what i said at the time was something like:
"wait, am i suffering because of this? am i really here crying like a baby over a situation that i can step into the void and change? or that i can solve with affirmations, whatever. the point is, why am i suffering here? why am i losing control for what reason? if i'm ALWAYS in charge, if EVERYTHING IS A REFLECTION OF MY MIND. if i want something, i can simply have it???? how many PERFECT AND WONDERFUL things have i achieved so far, i can get everything i want and change whatever i want."
as i kept talking to myself, my good conscience returned and i started thinking "yeah, you're right, it doesn't make sense."of course after that, i said good things to myself, things to calm my inner child, because the reason i'm feeling so bad is because i triggered one of her traumas (a trauma i'll resolve in the future).
moments of hopelessness and despair are completely normal, my loves, please don't let it consume you. you have everything to change in your hands. freaking out and saying "omg what do i do? it's all lost." doesn't make sense, wake up, realize your freaking power, don't disgrace the god that you are.
if you really don't know how to get what you want, go back to basics, there are plenty of people here teaching and preaching their words, take the information and put it into practice. if despair comes, cry and let out what you feel, but make sure to REMEMBER who you are afterwards.
anyway my loves, that's it, felt like posting this here. I'm not going to review this, I'm going to smoke and go to sleep. So forgive me if there are mistakes. I don't want to read this text anymore
you can take everything from me. i'll leave with a smile on my face and conquer it all again. the power isn't with me. it's within me. 🪬💎
okay, this post has its reblogs off but i just wanted to say
please please please never pay someone to manifest/tap into the void for you, i don’t care what the circumstances are this will always be a scam to me, and people who do this will always be scum to me, like preying on people, who you know are suffering and are desperate, for your gain. And it isn’t to “help them” so don’t lie, if you wanted to help you would teach people how to do it themselves
please guys no matter how desperate you are do NOT pay someone to enter the void or manifest for you. because it has to be from you. For example, if they go to the void to manifest weight loss for you, they will shift to a reality where you lose weight, you won’t be in that reality. which is why it will always be better to do it yourself.
don’t let people scam you in broad daylight loves, ik it gets hard, like so hard, but YOU CAN do it, don’t allow these serpents to prey on you in a vulnerable state. @trynafindbarbiee do better
kisses 💋💋
THIS. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
My opinions on what this community has come to
I know that I don’t really make posts anymore, and that’s simply because I have said what’s needed to be said. I’ve answered asks but end up turning them off after a few days. This is because the answer will always be the same regardless of ur circumstance. Assume and persist.
But I also feel like along the way, people have forgotten what the LAW OF ASSUMPTION actually is. People have become lazy and undisciplined and because they can’t manifest their desires they attack bloggers on anon mode and make unnecessary drama. Calling people names, making bloggers deactivate, framing them as bad people, etc. the list goes on and I’m actually so appalled by this community sometimes. And I don’t mean this in a superior way, but us bloggers are fucking helping you. We are teaching you a law so that you can get your dream life and in return we get hate, people calling us names, trauma dumping, sending asks upon asks saying the exact same fucking thing and the worst of all, people never applying. If all bloggers deactivate and all that’s left of the community is you hateful learners and undisciplined learners, the law will die with us. What the actual fuck is wrong with some of you? You will attack everyone but yourselves for YOUR mistakes. Do you want your desires or not? I don’t care what you circumstances are, because they never mattered. Log off of tumblr and apply the law instead of complaining so goddamn much. It’s no one’s fault but your own. And that may be a harsh pill to swallow, but it’s the truth. You are your saviour but you’re also your villain. It just depends on who you want to be. Your lack of belief in yourself is no one else’s problem but your own. Do some fucking shadow work or something or I don’t know, ACTUALLY APPLY THE LAW?
And back to what the law of assumption actually is, it’s whatever you assume to be true is true. And one of the things you absolutely have to do is persist. It’s not optional. It’s not an opinion. You need to persist if you want to be different. Assuming + persisting = success.
What is an assumption? Something you accept without proof. You don’t wait, you don’t hope for your assumption to be correct, you accept and it is shown in your reality. That is LAW.
you should be assuming its in imagination while leaving the 3d alone since it will always change to match who you are being in imagination…always. persist in the assumption that its done, because it literally is. you never needed physical evidence especially since imagination is what produces the physical evidence in the first place - etherealkissed88
Affirmations, scripting, vaunting, void, etc are all METHODS. They are METHODS that help you feel fulfilled in the facts it’s ALREADY yours.
This is no shade to any blogger who is an affirm and persist blogger, and not to bring back old drama with states and affirmations, but as an assume and persist blogger, what you guys are teaching can be wrong. You NEED to be fulfilled. You NEED to have changed self in order to get a change in your reality. Robotic affirming is something that along the process you eventually feel fulfilled from, but as someone who has tried it, I hated it. It felt like I was going in loops and loops and I NEVER felt fulfilled. And it certainly never manifested. And if it works for you, that’s great. I’m not saying stop. But if it doesn’t fulfil you, states/assuming will.
How I found states/tumblr
I remember I always used to use subliminals but lacked faith and would assume that some of them didn’t work and I eventually got tired of using them. I would legit sleep with earphones and hope for the best. I remember how I wished there was a way to use my energy to manifest. And that’s when I found tumblr and then found states. I literally found a way to do that and was so grateful.
And states are NOT a method. They are being. A mood. You can tell what state you’re in by the thoughts you get. Thoughts/affirmations come from your state. If you are in a state of lack, you will naturally get thoughts about how you can never manifest, your desires aren’t here, etc. States are endless and infinite and you can enter any state you like just by making a decision to enter it and choosing to stay there.
I’ve been in this community for a few years now and have seen many popular blogs leave their mark, and get their dream lives, and then leave. And that’s actually good for them. They actually fucking applied. And sometimes after their success stories were posted, angry entitled anons wanted proof or called them liars. You people are impossible to please.
You can either believe in the law of assumption or not. Either way, it’s a law. But don’t make it anyone else’s problem but your own.
My advice to the learners and bloggers of this community.
I think that the learners of this community need to actually apply now and to stop complaining. And bloggers need to put their foot down and stop trying to please everyone. As you bloggers gain popularity, you will gain haters. Do not give them energy. And DO NOT water down the law. Do not accommodate lazy learners by saying they don’t have to feel fulfilled, just consistent. WRONG. You have to feel fulfilled to be different. You cannot expect change without having changed. It’s like waiting for a plant to grow but you haven’t watered it. How the fuck will it grow?
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I may get hate for this, I may get people agreeing with me, but I don’t not like what this community has become. YES this is YOUR reality and you decide but there is a core foundation you need to start on and needs to be exercised regardless of what you assume. Please do not let the law become something different than what it actually is.
Please do not make this community like law of attraction. This community was meant to be a safe space for everyone, please do not ruin it.
I don’t know if I’ll leave or anything or if anyone will care, but I’m so thankful for all my mutuals and followers. You guys mean the world to me and to all the silent learners that have applied or even struggle to but never give up, I believe in you. You can do this. Anyone can. The law is easy. You just have to believe.
I hope this post has gave you guys some insight and brought you back to the roots of the law again.
meu Deus, estou totalmente perdido, não sei o que está acontecendo
GoodBye
EVEN after I made a whole post explaining everything that happened some of you are just accusing me when you don’t know what happened. Or maybe it’s just that person on multiple accounts idk. Telling me to apologise to that person which i did multiple times, not even acknowledging that nobody apologised to me…
I’m not deleting my blog because I want my posts to stay here but I’m deleting this app. I’ve had enough.
You can all say what you want, I’m not in the wrong. Sick of people trying to villainise me.
When I manifest my dream life I will be deactivating my blog. I have many posts in my drafts that I wanted to post but there’s no point. The fact that i’ve helped so many of you on here and you’re just turning on me? Because you decide to believe some rando on the internet even when i’ve given you all the proof in the world.
Goodbye.
YOU ARE GOD
When I talk about the existence of ‘God’, I don’t mean the supreme-human being that most Christians/catholics believe in. And if you just happen to be a believer of those religions that I listed, I would suggest you scroll away, mainly because what I'm about to say would be considered offensive and ‘blasphemous’.
I had to admit that I was close to giving up on the law until I had the pleasure of stumbling upon one of Bill Donahue’s lectures on Youtube. His teaching is very similar to that of Neville Goddard’s but Bill mainly analyzes the hidden meanings in the bible. He argues that the bible should not be taken literally but rather it is a treasure trove of metaphors and symbolism.
So how are we ‘God’?
For instance, Bill stated that the crucification of Jesus was a symbolization of suffering and long passage of endurance. One must go through the purge before they shall be awakened, similar to how Jesus was revived.
Upon his reading of the bible, it was ‘God’ himself who stated that we were our own Gods and not Satan. Bill also talks about how each of us harbors the Single Eyes of Horus, where you may ask? It’s in the middle of your forehead, what he called the ‘pinnacle’. The pinnacle opens when your eyes close, signifying the detachment from the material world, and embodying a sense of consciousness of the inside realm.
Most of us here embrace the existence of a supreme-human being, a teacher that guides us simply because we feel lost in the way. It’s uncomfortable being alone and that’s why most of us prefer to be followers, rather than our own leader.
So how are you ‘God’? Well most of you are here because you wanted to seek a better life for yourself. You were born into a life you did not ask for, with a fate I know you weren’t meant for. No soul is meant to suffer as long as they are tattered to this Earth, but it is that same hurt that brought you here. Like Jesus, you’ve endured hardships and the moment you learnt about the law, that’s when death follows.
The death of the old story and then…an awakening of who you really are.
The Pinnacle opens now if you allow it, embrace the paradox. Allow yourself to be the observer of your thoughts and let them go.
You are the way (I AM)
You are the truth (I AM)
You are the life (I AM)
You are not the flesh, you are the being in the flesh. You are conscious. You are something perceiving something else. You are always watching. You are pure awareness and stillness.
Be your own leader and teacher.
If you want to watch more of his lectures, I will link a playlist directly to my intro post. Bill has a lot of important source materials as well. I highly advise you to read his published work ‘Hidden Meaning’ if you wish to seek more insights on his analyzation of the bible.
If yall are searching for blushydior's post of "how i manifested my dream life with extremely hard circumstances" well someone copied it in a Google Doc but i don't remember who was it but anyways here it is.
Masterlist InsolentGod
reminder extremely tough to make you wake up.
BOMBASTIC AND EPIC METHOD THAT WILL REALIZE YOUR DESIRES AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT! 🙊🙊🙊🙊🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🎁🎁🎁
sometimes you need a break, go back to basics and stop consuming too much.
state of lack + taking your desire off the pedestal + time it takes for a manifestation + being distracted by your manifestation + self-concept and Cassies.
motivational post with honorable mention to Margareth by Lana Del Rey.
Short Posts/Motivation:
Franz Kafka.
you can take everything from me.
be the trophy.
ask and messages: open! if you need advice, want to share experiences, need a reality check, or just want to talk about anything. I will help you in the best way I can so you can achieve success.
reminder: you are the god of your reality, you control everything.🌟
dawn outbreak
it's totally adorable when people refer to me by the name I chose, but damn, what a crappy name I picked. and after reading my 'about me' from a few months ago, it's making me nauseous 😵💫😵💫 was I, like, self-loathing or something? sosssss, my life is totally different now, all this info is way off. i gotta clean up my blog and update it, like, yesterday.
pla, anyone who knows blog customization tips, come to me
Saint i have been thinking about moving from the ND (Non Dualism) community and move to the LOA (personal reasons) what do you think about this? And where can i study about loa?
complicated question to ask me, I don't think I'm the most qualified person to answer that clearly lol. before my success, I was one of those people who consumed WAY too much about loa😵💫😵💫😵💫, so I can't say where there's a super summarized post (but very well explained) clearing up all doubts about LOA. (because honestly I don't look much about it lately)
you can search for LOA here on Tumblr, there are many super informative posts that are easy to understand and apply. I follow a lot of lovely people who explain it perfectly, i can recommend some blogs that I love if anyone wants!!!! or you can search on YouTube too, Electrasoul's channel was my biggest guide on this journey. I love this woman, I consider her my mom, she explains things and gives you a lot of motivation. but it's important to be careful not to consume too much!!
In most of my posts, I always leave some steps on how to manifest your desires into reality, but I understand that they're far from being a step-by-step tutorial for people who know nothing about loa... If you want, I can make one, about everything I know in the clearest way possible (it might help someone else who needs it) or I can look here for some posts that I think are comprehensive.
regarding the question about ND, I studied a bit, found it quite coherent but never delved into it (to be honest, it gave me a bit of an existential crisis ¿). obviously, I support you. LOA is everything to me and will definitely help you, my love.
(why did I repeat the word 'loa' so many times? It's giving me the creeps ewww)
just saw a post where this girl is offering to make people's wishes come true if they comment them
hmm...
I'll religiously analyze this for a month to see what happens
I didn't want to be a grumpy cat for no reason, I want to believe in the best of people because that's a beautiful and admirable gesture
BUT unfortunately the world has made me a bit skeptical about it, there are so many snake oil salesmen in the LOA community
that being said, take care and be cautious about who you trust (ESPECIALLY WITH PEOPLE WHO CHARGE $$$ TO MANIFEST FOR YOU)
but the girl I mentioned didn't charge anything, I'm not in the mood to stir up hate today, I'll just keep an eye on the matter... hopefully it's a genuinely altruistic gesture, she seems cute
just wanted to talk about this here, to remind that we can't trust just anyone that much even though this community is beautiful and blessed
am I being too pessimistic? definitely, but that's my shine
that's all for today, muah
be the person girls would kill to be, boys would kill to have, and mom would be proud of. be a trophy, be splendid. 🏆💋
reminder extremely tough and maybe a little harsh.
a lot of folks gotta work themselves to death just to have a halfway comfortable life, some don't even have the basics. many will have to do crazy stuff for money and others dream of giving their loved ones a good life but can't. some will only be able to see luxurious lifestyles on phone screens or in other people's TikTok accounts. and others don't even have the money to pay for internet to see that.
lots of people will spend years hating themselves, hating their appearance, personality, social life, social status, skills, everything about themselves. many live with insecurities, feeling like a supporting character in their own story, some have things that bother them but it's "impossible" to change them so they'll just have to live with it. others spend a fortune on surgeries or treatments to change something about themselves, and many die because of it.
many people will have to live trying to recover from traumas and bad things that hit them, without knowing how to simply erase them from their lives, and unfortunately, some prefer to end their own lives so they don't have to live with those burdens.
many people will have to face horrible diseases, some they simply can't get rid of and others that are incurable. suffering, waiting for a miracle to free them from this torture.
some folks may never achieve their personal goals and dreams, out of fear, lack of opportunity, lack of means, or because they think it's impossible for them. so consequently they will have to surrender to a mediocre life that they hate.
many people will have to spend years in shitty relationships without knowing how to get out, others will see the love of their life being happy with someone else, others will think that love only serves to deeply hurt them, and others will accept horrible things from their partners because they think they don't deserve anything better.
a lot of folks unfortunately live out there lonely, without love, without a good social circle, without friends, with an abusive family, with people who don't want the best for them, with people who only hurt them and make them think that's what they deserve.
you might think I'm a jerk for talking about such harsh examples and I'm sorry if I hurt anyone, but damn..
all these examples I mentioned are really sad and they leave us with a heavy heart thinking that a lot of people go through this. I think everyone deserves a dignified and happy life, you deserve a dignified and happy life. you don't deserve to be like those people in the examples I mentioned, and you're not. because you have a key in your hands. it's like life is a damn game and you have all the hacks and cheats to simply WIN and do whatever you want, while other people don't even dream of that or are too skeptical to try.
but you know what's funniest about this? it's that this shit ain't just any game, it's your life. it's literally your damn life and you're there playing with the law? saying "oh I can't" "oh persisting is too hard" "I think I'll never have my desires".
girl, I'll kill you if you keep thinking like that.
there are folks who just don't take the loa seriously, and that's why they never fulfill their desires!!!!!!!!!!!! and they won't have anyone to blame for their failure but themselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the LOA community is very small, discovering about it was extremely lucky. so tell me a good reason why you know about it and simply can't manifest? exactly. there isn't one! you can and you should.
I'm not here to judge your difficulties in manifesting (even if I judge everything and everyone), because having difficulties and keep trying is one thing and simply giving up and saying "I can't manifest" is another.
it was a blessing from the universe, God, higher power, whatever you believe in. you discovering LOA was the damn greatest blessing of your life, don't you see that? don't you really see how blessed you are? maybe in the past you've been through hell, but now, my love, the sun is shining for you, you just have to want to shine. unfortunately a lot of people will never have that luck, there are people who would kill to be blessed like this. so please, I beg you... use this tool and have the damn happiest life you can, enjoy it and stop playing with the law.
tell me what do you really want? a true and light love? have a look that would never make you feel insecure again? being the pride of mommy and daddy and having their love? having that beautiful house and a happy family? finally healing from depression or other mental disorders and finally being able to live to the fullest? friends who really care about you? want to meet that idol you've been a fan of for a long time and that everyone thinks your passion for him is silly? want to live in that country far away from everyone? want to stop feeling that guilt or any other bad feeling that has been tormenting you for a long time? want to be truly happy for the first time in your life? want to be rich, a millionaire, billionaire, trillionaire? or just have enough money to lead a comfortable life and never have to work again? go ahead, tell me what you want. you can have it.
stop suffering, you don't deserve to suffer. enough torture. take what's yours and move on. you're strong enough for that. the game ain't over for you, you can't just give up like that. the game is yours, it obeys you, and it ends when you decide. take freaking control.
i suffered a lot in life, i hope one day i have the courage to tell you about my success here. and I simply don't know what I would do without finding out about LOA, just thinking about it fills my heart with gratitude. I feel like a winner. you deserve to feel this peace of having won too.
God bless you. take care of yourselves and put your head to work.
i ain't that selfish. if you need some backup, im here for you, babe. I wanna see you win. 🌟
Understand that there is no if. If you say it has to happen then it HAS to happen.
"what is it doesn't-" it will. "If" is made up, "if" does not exist unless you say it exists.
OMG GUYS, I JUST STUMBLED UPON THIS INFALLIBLE, BOMBASTIC, EPIC METHOD THAT'S GONNA MAKE YOUR WISHES COME TRUE AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT! 🙈🙊🙊🙊🙊🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨🎁🎁🎁
choose what you want
know and feel like you've got it (seriously feel it)
go live your life, get outta here, and ditch Tumblr.
boom, done
"oh, but that's not a method." "but there's nothing special about it." "but..." GIRL, STOP, JUST STOP.
stop making manifestation seem like a painstaking chore, please.
stop making manifesting sound like some arduous, painstaking task, please. If you are lucky enough to stumble upon manifesting, its precisely to make your life easier. you shouldn't make it sound like some painful, difficult ordeal. let manifesting be easy for you, please, I beg you.
decide what you want and make it happen, feel within yourself that you have it. you don't need to feel a burst of happiness or anything different to know that your wish is yours, just feel the relief of knowing you have what you want.
like a part of your body, you know you have it, you know you'll see it when you wake up, and yet you don't feel anything different when you think, "yeah, I have fingers on my hands." understand what Im saying? internally realize it and go on with your damn life, you don't need to dwell on it, and it's even better if you don't. but make sure that every time you remember your wish, you always feel like you have it now, be sure of it.
"oh, but what about the 3D?" gurl, first of all, you shouldn't even care about 3D validation, what matters is what the 4D says. second, the 3D reflects when you KNOW you have your wish, so realize it and move on. let it be natural.
"oh, but how do I know if Im doing it right?" there's no right or wrong, if you can think of your wish and feel like you have it without having to see it, you're doing it right, and it'll soon materialize in your life. just trust and relax.
i wrote this in a hurry, sorry, just saw someone lamenting here and my mind went wild. stop searching for methods, posts, get off Tumblr, and make this shit happen.
im just a beautiful girl with pretty boobs, sweet smelling skin, soft hair, blushy cheeks, glossy lips and a shopping addiction.
ⓘ This user is a pretty girl with a pretty soul
"a man will die, but not his idea❕"
(i blame myself for feeling a little scared of him, he seemed so dear😭😭😭)
I love you Strawberry Shortcake I love you Polly Pocket I love you MyScene I love you Hello Kitty I love you Betty Spaghetty I love you Bratz I love you Winx Club I love you PowerPuff Girls I love you Tamagotchis I love you Littlest Pet Shop I love you I love you I love you
Reminder: you’re doing everything right. There is no “one way” to shift or enter the void or get your desires etc.
Relatable
My mood while reading the stories of those who achieved void
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There’s nothing in this world that can hurt you as much as your thought.
And there’s nothing in this world that can heal you as much as your thought.
I loveeee Women, like we are so fkn glamorous and fabulous and fun to look at. We are beautiful and sweet, angelic beings. (most of us are). I love it here and I wouldn't have it any other way fr. the world revolves around us.
