falling for you
Conjoined AU
My “lover” is a day I can’t forget.
This is called the Conjoined AU!!! (Thank you to @a-misfortune for suggesting the name!!! )
this is not a ship au !!!! This AU will take place a little after Tobias tells Rudy what Emilio did. They are still friends in this AU! Tobias develops a very serious and harmful attachment to Emilio. Emilio’s obsessive behavior towards Tobias only gets worse over time. Tobias hates Emilio for what he did, but cannot get himself to detach. Emilio is sorry for what he did, guilty, but cannot get himself to detach.
Rudy feeling good about himself albeit it, just torturing Emilio, makes me happy for himself. Emilio tried really hard, being Carmelo’s friend and to avoid being his victim, all of that to go crashing down. (I’m Not saying, he is getting bullied by carm or Rudy) just seeing his whole perfect plan ruined.
I have two questions, what are your overall feeling’s on Emilio in the aqua marine au and canon
And second question being. Emilio feeling paranoid and feeling deserving of what’s coming to him due to the regret about what happened to Tobias. Howeverby all the taunting from Rudy, does he feel like Rudy is bulllying him?
Thank you for the ask!!!
My thoughts on canon Emilio aren’t too great, same for Aquamarine Emilio. I think that Emilio’s actions got swept under the rug WAAAAY too quick, and is just a really odd way to depict sexual assault. I understand that victims can feel somewhat closer to the abuser after the assault occurs, but I think it was depicted in a way that is just too… Like. Comfortable? Tobias is very comfortable with Emilio, which is kinda like… I don’t understand that. That’s why I try to depict Tobias’s attachment to Emilio in Aquamarine Au as something that is harmful, and uncomfortable, and more accurate to how victims feel about their abusers. Aquamarine Tobias hates Emilio, but can’t help but feel like he needs the abuse to happen again to gain validation. Since being hurt is the only thing he has known, and his first “intimate” experience was painful, he craves it. I feel like this is a more accurate representation of SA instead of like… Tobias being all goody goody with Emilio. Aquamarine Tobias is HEAVILY based on my own thoughts and experiences and feelings. Anyway, I think I went on a little rant that was likeeeee not what the question asked … I’m not a fan of Emilio , and i try to make Aquamarine Emilio face consequences of his actions ^_^
Emilio does feel bullied, yes. I don’t think bullied is the right word actually … I think it’s more like. Harassed? He knows that he deserves it, but can’t help but feel extremely hurt by all of it. It is very overwhelming for him.
Hey, in your Class of 09 x Ghost Eyes AU, how do you think Rudy would’ve have reacted to the Ari gets her house burned ending.
I feel like Jecka would have ranted to Rudy allll about it. He wouldn’t think that the house burning down was funny, but he would think that Nicole being forced to date Ari afterwards is funny…
ME !!!!! ^_^
So did Rudy ever get rid of those snuff films or do those just not exist in your au, or are they not real snuff films at all. it’d be pretty bad if he kept them because I heard it’s illegal to have them in your possession and it’s considered obstruction of evidence.
He buries them when he starts going to therapy. He stopped watching them the start of senior year, but couldn’t get himself to part with them.
Rudy and Emilio
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