Rudy feeling good about himself albeit it, just torturing Emilio, makes me happy for himself. Emilio tried really hard, being Carmelo’s friend and to avoid being his victim, all of that to go crashing down. (I’m Not saying, he is getting bullied by carm or Rudy) just seeing his whole perfect plan ruined.
I have two questions, what are your overall feeling’s on Emilio in the aqua marine au and canon
And second question being. Emilio feeling paranoid and feeling deserving of what’s coming to him due to the regret about what happened to Tobias. Howeverby all the taunting from Rudy, does he feel like Rudy is bulllying him?
Thank you for the ask!!!
My thoughts on canon Emilio aren’t too great, same for Aquamarine Emilio. I think that Emilio’s actions got swept under the rug WAAAAY too quick, and is just a really odd way to depict sexual assault. I understand that victims can feel somewhat closer to the abuser after the assault occurs, but I think it was depicted in a way that is just too… Like. Comfortable? Tobias is very comfortable with Emilio, which is kinda like… I don’t understand that. That’s why I try to depict Tobias’s attachment to Emilio in Aquamarine Au as something that is harmful, and uncomfortable, and more accurate to how victims feel about their abusers. Aquamarine Tobias hates Emilio, but can’t help but feel like he needs the abuse to happen again to gain validation. Since being hurt is the only thing he has known, and his first “intimate” experience was painful, he craves it. I feel like this is a more accurate representation of SA instead of like… Tobias being all goody goody with Emilio. Aquamarine Tobias is HEAVILY based on my own thoughts and experiences and feelings. Anyway, I think I went on a little rant that was likeeeee not what the question asked … I’m not a fan of Emilio , and i try to make Aquamarine Emilio face consequences of his actions ^_^
Emilio does feel bullied, yes. I don’t think bullied is the right word actually … I think it’s more like. Harassed? He knows that he deserves it, but can’t help but feel extremely hurt by all of it. It is very overwhelming for him.
How does Tobias feel about plays in your AU? We know canonically he likes them because of his childhood. I also think he would enjoy musicals and be a theater kid.
HE LOVES THEM. Tobias is a huuuuuuge nerd when it comes to that stuff. Carmelo’s mom actually bought him a bunch of cheap costumes for him to play with, along with some hand puppets. He always makes Carmelo watch his little performances he puts on, and if he is lucky, he’ll get Carmelo to join with him! Everyone always encourages him to sign up for a school play, but he declines.
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omg blood so scary ahhh
Do Carmelo and Mattias ever meet? What do they think of each other?
Yes, they do! Mattias is very grateful that Carmelo kept Tobias safe. Carmelo is grateful that Tobias had Mattias by his side while they were growing up. They are both peaceful with each other.
Does Emilio ever try to apologize to Tobias for what he did? I imagine he'd get his ass beat by Carmelo or sum for trying to talk to Tobias lolz
He wants to, but he knows that it wouldn’t end well. He knows that he is a huge trigger for Tobias, and he knows how risky it is to even be near him.
hi im starved of ghost eyes content and other fans who dont act like theyre still in 2016 and think tobias and emilio should kiss in their current states slash serious. thank u for feeding the fandom ily
URGH ur so cool anon I am glad I don’t act like urm Gulp 2016 tobimelio shipper Looks Around With A Scared Expression gulp
ANYWAY THANK U UUUU !!!! ^_^
hi I need to hear everything about Rudy in your two weeks au because I love him and I love your aus especially that one and- *explodes*
YAY OKAY !!!! I’ll yap about him
he gets into the hospital a week before the rest of them. He stays for around 3 weeks in total. The nurses are familiar with him, since he has been there before in the past. When he meets Tobias, they almost instantly become friends (mostly because they are roommates and he wants to play it safe) ((doesn’t want Tobias to try to murder him in his sleep lol )) he gets along with everyone, for the most part , but he also sleeps a looooottttt. Like. He tries to sleep throughout the entire day,,, and fails since the nurses force him to wake up and go to group
anyway he is awesome and I love him and urgrghrh
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