Emilio

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Rudy feeling good about himself albeit it, just torturing Emilio, makes me happy for himself. Emilio tried really hard, being Carmelo’s friend and to avoid being his victim, all of that to go crashing down. (I’m Not saying, he is getting bullied by carm or Rudy) just seeing his whole perfect plan ruined.

I have two questions, what are your overall feeling’s on Emilio in the aqua marine au and canon

And second question being. Emilio feeling paranoid and feeling deserving of what’s coming to him due to the regret about what happened to Tobias. Howeverby all the taunting from Rudy, does he feel like Rudy is bulllying him?

Thank you for the ask!!!

My thoughts on canon Emilio aren’t too great, same for Aquamarine Emilio. I think that Emilio’s actions got swept under the rug WAAAAY too quick, and is just a really odd way to depict sexual assault. I understand that victims can feel somewhat closer to the abuser after the assault occurs, but I think it was depicted in a way that is just too… Like. Comfortable? Tobias is very comfortable with Emilio, which is kinda like… I don’t understand that. That’s why I try to depict Tobias’s attachment to Emilio in Aquamarine Au as something that is harmful, and uncomfortable, and more accurate to how victims feel about their abusers. Aquamarine Tobias hates Emilio, but can’t help but feel like he needs the abuse to happen again to gain validation. Since being hurt is the only thing he has known, and his first “intimate” experience was painful, he craves it. I feel like this is a more accurate representation of SA instead of like… Tobias being all goody goody with Emilio. Aquamarine Tobias is HEAVILY based on my own thoughts and experiences and feelings. Anyway, I think I went on a little rant that was likeeeee not what the question asked … I’m not a fan of Emilio , and i try to make Aquamarine Emilio face consequences of his actions ^_^

Emilio does feel bullied, yes. I don’t think bullied is the right word actually … I think it’s more like. Harassed? He knows that he deserves it, but can’t help but feel extremely hurt by all of it. It is very overwhelming for him.

I love ❤️ you to the moon 🌙 and stars ⭐️

questions about the 2 weeks au,

How are tobi's siblings and grandmother feeling/what are they thinking while he's in the hospital? Is tobi gonna be released? If so who would he live with after? Also do you have any art of luther or mattias visiting him? :333

Love your au's and art!!!! <3333

SORRY FOR THE LATEST RESPONSE TO THIS EVERRRR OOPS

A lot of his family is conflicted ! I’d say half of them think he shouldn’t be there because Lucas thinks that the hospital is for “crazy people” and Tobias is “normal.” His grandmother is shocked by what happened, she never would have thought that Tobias would attack Lucas

NOT YET !!!!! I will make art of that soon though :)))

THANK U SM !!!

aquamarine au stuff ^_^

Carmelo and Tobi are both very anxious people. Carmelo does not want anyone to know about his relationship, especially his friends. Tobias gets anxious that he is a problem for Carmelo.

Emilio and Rudolph have been talking more since Tobias and Carmelo started seeing each other. Rudy still hates Emilio, but they both share their concern for Tobias and anger towards Carmelo. (Concerned and angry for different reasons , but still concerned and angry nonetheless)

rudolph

Bodys

Tobias and Emilio

YETSYSYDYESVS PLEASE PLEAKOSEPEL LORD OHTHGMMYGOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I LOVE THIS

I had an idea for a ghost eyes au, Monster Au.

Rudolph is a witch.

Tobias is a porcelain doll.

Carmelo is werewolf.

Emilio is some sort of goo monster with a bunch of eyes.