So. I May Have A Crush. And He's My Friend.

Honestly,what did he want me to say?"I'm obviously fine. One of the most important persons in my life just died but I'm just peachy

I was literally on my grandma's funeral and this guy asked me two times if I was okay (the first one I ignored) . This is ridiculous

That's exactly what I've been saying. The sanctions may not hurt him *now* but wait for 1 or 2 months and the chaos will start. Russia imports food a lot, at the bare minimum, and while China won't be putting sanctions on them, China also can barely feed themselves. The population will suffer, which really, I'm sorry for that because they have nothing to do with their leader's insane actions, but Putin can't unchecked

A video to help you understand what’s happening in Ukraine right now:

The video isn’t mine btw, this is xenasolo on tiktok, she is from Crimea and posts regular updates on the current situation in Ukraine

Please, tell me. 'Cause I won't be able to watch the movie if someone's gonna die

Just a PSA

If you have anxiety and can be super triggered by character deaths (like I am) and you need to know who dies in Endgame, dm me. I’ll fill you in.

Damn. Don't catch feelings. Don't catch feelings. Sson of a bitch cut his hair and he looks even more beautiful wtf

Episode 5 spoilers!

Back in my thoughts again, you know the drill. A bit lengthy!!

I cannot stop thinking about this scene—how Steven clearly remembers that this was his room,

And how he remembers the exact thing he said during this part of the scene, which proves that he was, in fact, in control for at least a couple seconds.

BUT. He doesn’t remember anything from this moment forward. That’s why he wanted to see what their mother did to them, and that’s why Marc was set on getting him out of the room before he saw something that would severely taint his memories and what he knew of their childhood. At the same time, Marc knows EXACTLY what happened.

I’m positive that Steven dissociated at that moment and Marc took over. In general, he didn’t want Steven to remember what truly happened. It’s his way of making up to Randall/RoRo, I would like to believe. He treats Steven like the younger brother that he lost when he was a child. The one who loved drawing the one finned fish. The one who was always eager for adventure. The one who was screaming for help back in the cave.

Remember? His mother explicitly stated:

“Marc, what do you do? Keep an eye on your brother, okay?” And Marc is set on fulfilling that promise to Steven.

Marc let Steven keep all the good memories, while he himself lived through all of the bad ones, just so that he could protect him from getting hurt and feeling pain. Steven, his alter, who he considers to be his little brother.

That’s the reason why Marc was so adamant about simply telling Steven what had happened in that room at the top of the flight of stairs, so Steven wouldn’t have to watch the memory play out in front of him. Seeing what happened would definitely hurt more than just knowing what happened. By telling Steven himself, he would have control over what he would reveal to him, and how he would tell him.

That’s why Marc’s first thought when waking up in the Asylum was Steven. That’s why Marc never complained about fronting right after Steven was pierced by the weapons back in Mogart’s. That’s why Marc probably set up a line for Steven to contact “his mother”, and why Marc replaced Gus with another fish. That’s why Marc didn’t want Steven finding out about him in the first place.

Marc spent most of his life protecting and saving Steven the way he wished he could’ve protected and saved Randall. I am literally bawling over this.

Also ending this with another appreciation for Oscar Isaac because he’s a damn legend for the breathtaking portrayal of Steven AND Marc. He better earn awards for this series or I will riot.

Sounds like I'm gonna kick ass Monday. It's a calculus exam and I'm counting on it to feel better about the last (disastrous) exam.

My mom told my brother that since he has no responsibilities apart from studying, he'll have to study 2 hours per day. He started to wash and fold his clothes to get to study only 1 hour lmaaaaoo

Homeboy is gonna follow me up straight into law without seeing

(His plan didn't work, but he found a good loop)

Thought I was gonna nail my exam today. Guess what? I didn't.

Man, I gave everything I could to get an A+ in this shirt and I'm gonna get a F.

It's been a while since that happened don't know how to deal with this

I was literally on my grandma's funeral and this guy asked me two times if I was okay (the first one I ignored) . This is ridiculous