Bungou Stray Dogs - "The Day I Picked Up Dazai" Light Novel

colored them in !! for funsies

...I still wait for someone. Who on earth am I waiting for? For what sort of person? Maybe what I’m waiting for isn’t a human. I dislike humans. No, I fear them. When I meet someone and indifferently exchange such greetings as ‘How are you?’ or ‘It’s become cold,’ greetings I don’t want to make, I somehow get the unpleasant feeling that there is no such horrible liar in the world as I, and I wish I were dead. Also, the other people, too, are unduly wary of me and use diplomatic speech which tries very hard to be harmless and inoffensive, and relate their pompous, false feelings. As I listen to it all, I find their petty cautiousness deplorable, and the world becomes more and more unbearably odious. Are ‘people in the world’, I wonder, creatures that spend their whole lives greeting each other in stiff, formal patterns, being cautious about each other, then growing tired of each other? I hate meeting people.

Dazai Osamu, “Waiting”

dazai but he forgot to take his meds

😢😢URGH..😓😓UUUU😪*sob*😪😪HEUGHG🥲🥲*cough*😂😂AARGH😅

do you ever think about the tragic fact that odasaku's dying words to dazai were to become a good man, to be on the side that saves people.....which leads to the creation of the beast universe as dazai, in his grief and denial, finds the book and alters reality with the mentality "then....that means saving you too, right?"

Why, I wonder, couldn’t he have mentioned that one simple fact… That one fact would probably have settled my feelings, but I was left in a fog.

Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human

Haven't been on social media for so long that socialising became scary on here

Relatable if you ask me

love languages according to soukoku

physical touch (violence)

words of affirmation (insults)

quality time (fighting other people)

gift giving (bombs)

acts of service (whatever the fuck that one scene in dead apple was)

One thing I love about Kunikida and Dazai's dynamic is Kunikida's ability to still believe in him so much he still falls for his jokes. Like you know this has happened so many times yet still he dutifully will write down Dazai's suggestion in pen no less. But Dazai is also kind enough to not let him carry on with it too long.

how do i get into poetry. it looks fun and interesting but how. i do not believe im poetically artistic so. looking in from out it seems pretty challenging for me to develop the ability to conjure and appreciate the craft.

Where's Chuuya in the Dadzai AU

ex/situationship/"random" hookup. when dazai tells him he has to take care of the baby he's like "i understand if you want to leave me cause technically we aren't even in a relationship", and chuuya is like "you're crazy for thinking i'm leaving you alone with the baby" but they're actually just very much in love