Happy New Year - 2024

These new Spotify updates are ASS. WHY CANT I HEART MY FAV SONGS THEY NEED LOVE TOO

beeeeeeeen spending most their lives living in a gangsta's paradise keeeeeeeeep spending most our lives living in a gangsta's paradise

It’s so fucked that Chuuya didn’t get to keep any of them. Not the flags. Not Murase. Not even Shirase or Adam despite them being alive.

Unbelievably relatable

girlhood is a spectrum

colored them in !! for funsies

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

...I still wait for someone. Who on earth am I waiting for? For what sort of person? Maybe what I’m waiting for isn’t a human. I dislike humans. No, I fear them. When I meet someone and indifferently exchange such greetings as ‘How are you?’ or ‘It’s become cold,’ greetings I don’t want to make, I somehow get the unpleasant feeling that there is no such horrible liar in the world as I, and I wish I were dead. Also, the other people, too, are unduly wary of me and use diplomatic speech which tries very hard to be harmless and inoffensive, and relate their pompous, false feelings. As I listen to it all, I find their petty cautiousness deplorable, and the world becomes more and more unbearably odious. Are ‘people in the world’, I wonder, creatures that spend their whole lives greeting each other in stiff, formal patterns, being cautious about each other, then growing tired of each other? I hate meeting people.

Dazai Osamu, “Waiting”

How long do you think Akutugawa would have survived with his lung disease, if not for fukuhichi destroying his neck beforehand?

Dazai in pain brings me so much joy. "But 15 dazai looks like a black kitty" Idc get that thing under a hydraulic press.