wait so we're hanging out okay. when where how and oh yeah why so i can stress out about it, look at the place beforehand, plan out my every move, be on the edge of an anxiety attack until the day ends and then overthink about everything i did later
i wish i could end everything but im a coward
Nails set inspired by Aya Takano by nailedbykani
i have this distinct need to make myself the smallest in a room because i always take up too my space with my loud voice. i talk loudly and flail my hands around because i don't know how to control myself in front of other people. so maybe, if the bones in my body shrunk and i lost more than eighty percent of my fat then my voice would shrink with me and i would match the tone of the normal people in the room. maybe then i can not only look at myself in the mirror and be happy, i can also listen to my own voice and avoid wanting to claw out my vocal chords. i'll feel normal i think
I feel like im stuck at 15 forever and ill be 25 and thinking about the fact my brain stopped thinking at 15
yelling from the rooftops about how kuranosuke is a trans lesbian and tsukimi is her femcel girlfriend and they are soulmates
it bothers me that you often don't really hear about people having a "favorite album" the way they might have a favorite movie or favorite video game
“I don’t like the idea of ‘understanding’ a film. I don’t believe that rational understanding is an essential element in the reception of any work of art. Either a film has something to say to you or it hasn’t. If you are moved by it, you don’t need it explained to you. If not, no explanation can make you moved by it.”
— Federico Fellini
A.F. Vandevorst installation for Arnhem Mode Biennale 2011
“A girl sleeping in a hospital bed in her A.F. Vandevorst dress. But here, the girl as well as the mattress and pillow are made out of candle wax. Once lit, what starts as a perfect image will slowly melt and perish during the biennale.”
happy first day of spring!!! snufkin returns to moominvalley today 🌸🌿
constantly grieving over what i went through and how i made up for myself