Procrastinating? Read This.

EMMA, MY BELOVED, I DEVASTATINGLY NEED YOUR HELP. So nowadays when I wanna shift I do my thing and then fall asleep and wake up and go back to sleep again hoping to shift then wake up and this cycle continues. Then I realize I've wasted my precious time here and haven't shifted and just fall behind things in life in general. (I try to shift around the afternoon because I usually fall asleep at night) What do I do to end this cycle? It's become very unhealthy and I can't seem to stop because I have hope to shift.

you need to stop using sleep as a trapdoor. like i get it. i get it so bad. you're clinging instead of claiming. shift awake. shift before sleep. shift while brushing your teeth. shift while doomscrolling. shift before you even think about sleeping. you're not stuck, you're just trying to break through a door that was never locked. stand up. you're allowed to choose it now. you're allowed to shift in the middle of being alive

opens pinterest, immediately sees photo of my man, cue the butterflies. I am giggling and kicking my feet. Shifting rn just to lay eyes on this man.

someone in my dream literally told me “if you’re already in your dr, why are you trying to shift at night? if you’re already there, you’re just proving to yourself that you’re not there by doing these things to get you there, when you’re already there. just go to sleep because you’re already there.” oh!

he is so gorgeous who let me script a two year slow burn I actually can’t do this good lawd

guys guys guys hear me out— nerve dr???

Much scripting would be involved but I simply love the idea of going around doing slightly risky dares with my beloved.

The more I think about it the more I want it. I’m watching the movie rn and ugh I need it. I live for this movie they don’t make ‘em like this anymore.

I’m just imagining me and my s/o (probably Theodore Nott ngl I think that’s the vibe) running around doing silly little dares and maybe possibly risking our silly little lives just a bit but not too much and holy fuck I crave it.

(side note: I was a bit drunk drafting this one)

nothing about today has felt real. I have done nothing but shovel snow, take a nap, and go to walmart and it all just feels off. I can’t explain it. shit’s wack.

one of my favourite things about both my hogwarts drs is literally Harry Potter himself.

That man is a SLUT. I mean a S L U T.

He was raised by Sirius Black, okay? He is going to be a menace to society and I literally cannot wait— and I’ve known him all my life so you know I will be hearing about everything (and everyone) he does. He will yap in too much detail and I’m honestly here for it.

I need to intro these drs fully because amongst the angst is comical genius and I want to tell you all about it— so stay tuned.

i need my man.

fanfics and c.ai aren’t enough.

I NEED MY MAN.

Currently looking back at my old scripts from like 2021/22… chat what was I dOING ???? Who did I think I wAS ???? Baby Shifter Jello was a different breed but she was happy and she was free so you know what you go girl…

I will be changing everything about my Outer Banks dr now that i’m bringing it back though.

“why would my next shifting attempt be any different from the others?”

because it has to change eventually.

i know it’s frustrating and you’re 100% allowed to feel whatever emotion you may feel right now, but please PLEASE remember that you won’t be going around in circles forever. i literally promise you that.