STOP TRYING

“my hogwarts academia dr is gonna be chill, just vibes, less chaotic than my hogwarts band dr—”

I’m a goddamn liar.

I’ve started scripting a few songs I want to write along with my novel & poetry collection. I’ve added dramatic lore. I’ve scripted that lore comes back to haunt me quite literally.

Can I have one dr where I’m not putting myself through despair? Please?

Spoiler: the answer is no.

Procrastinating? Read this.

So, you wanna manifest your dream life but keep putting it off?

Let’s be real. You say you’re gonna affirm, visualize, and persist, but then suddenly, scrolling through reels, watching a whole-ass Netflix series, or overanalyzing the 3D becomes your full-time job. And then? You freak out because nothing is changing. Sound familiar? Yeah, thought so.

Why do you even procrastinate on something you want?

Your brain is lowkey trippin’. It craves instant dopamine, and let’s be honest—staring at your ceiling, imagining your dream life while reality looks the same ain’t always fun. Your mind wants proof, results, and fireworks ASAP, but that’s not how this game works. You gotta train your brain like a puppy—consistency, belief, and a whole lotta "sit down and shut up" energy.

"I’ll start tomorrow" is the biggest scam ever

Tell me why you think tomorrow will magically make you more disciplined? Spoiler alert: It won’t. Tomorrow turns into next week, next month, and suddenly it’s 2026 and you’re still waiting for "the right moment." That moment? It’s now. Get up. Start affirming. Step into the version of you that already has it.

The 3D is playing with your head, but you gotta play it back

I know, I know—the 3D is looking mad disrespectful. Your SP is acting like you don’t exist, your bank account is laughing at you, and your dream life feels like a fever dream. But guess what? The 3D is just old news, and if you keep reacting, you’re just keeping the same boring storyline alive. Ignore it. You’re the director here.

How to actually stop procrastinating & start manifesting

Set a deadline for your doubts: Give yourself 10 minutes to freak out, then move TF on cause we ain't gonna suppress our emotions.

Romanticize your manifestation: Act like you’re the main character and your dream life is unfolding.

Affirm like it’s your job: No days off. No breaks. This is your reality, claim it.

Stop playing victim: You are literally the creator of your life. Act like it.

Make it a habit: Turn manifesting into muscle memory. If you can scroll IG for hours, you can repeat affirmations.

Drop the obsession: Desperate energy repels. Relax. Breathe. Your desire is already yours.

You either keep waiting, or you wake up and take control

The truth is, your dream life is waiting on YOU. Not the universe, not some random timeline, not "divine timing"—just YOU deciding to stop playing and actually persist. So, what’s it gonna be? Are you gonna keep making excuses, or are you finally gonna step into your power?

You already know what to do. Now go do it.

For the “distraction” method, do you think of something related to my Dr or just a random unrelated thing? I believe I can shift but I don’t wanna go to a random place lmao

okay okay, angelcakes, listen up. i gotchu.

the “distraction” part? it’s like a decoy mission. your goal isn’t to visualise something dr-related at all. you’re not booking a direct flight to your dr just yet!!!!! you’re....... hanging out in the airport lounge sipping metaphorical champagne (or apple juice, idk your vibe).

pick something random and totally unrelated. like… imagine you’re a raccoon at a 7/11, rifling through snack aisles. or you’re sitting front row at a muppet fashion show. something silly, random, light. it’s just meant to get your brain to detach from your current reality without hyper-fixating on the dr, ‘cause that overthinking? she’s a killer.

but don’t panic !! this won’t throw you into some chaotic dimension where you’re suddenly a hamster on a spaceship (unless that’s the vibe you want). as long as you’re holding the belief that you’re shifting to your dr, your intention is locked in. the distraction just gets you relaxed enough to fall into the void. from there, your subconscious takes the reins and BAM!!! your dr.

you won’t wake up in raccoon-land. unless… i mean… you wanna? 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 no judgment.

tl;dr: keep it random, keep it light, and trust that your dr is where you’ll land, sweetheart. you’re the pilot !!!!

A shifting quote I like

''Something that I think all shifters need to realize is that the hard part is over. Finding shifting was the hard part''

I am not a violent person…

but there is always at least one bitch imma be fighting in my dr. I will be throwing hands at least once. Every. Single. Time.

come here. yes, you. come here. closer. till our foreheads touch and im gazing into your eyes. you’re me and im you. consciousness dictating reality. i'm going to say this nicely, and i'll need you to hear me out. a message from me to you, you to me, you to you, me to me. stop letting the 3d dictate whether or not you have your desire.

you're playing hooky with God and yet you're panicking about a hall pass. (i assume. i have no idea how the american school system works.) you're on a whole other metaphysical plane of existence, cigarette in hand, and yet you're worried that your desire won't show. babe. sweetheart. it's going to show. it's embedded in your bone marrow, imprinted in your soul. it's yours the moment you decided it is.

i sit here. eating grapes like they're divine and will heal me. i crush them up as a pale imitation of the wine i am too young to drink. (legally.) paradoxical vegan soy milk adjacent to the computer screen, lip stain around the rim of the glass cup. but the moment i assume i'm in my dr. i am. regardless of what the 3d shows me. regardless whatever i feel, see, touch, hear, and taste. fuck the senses. they shift last. reality will flicker and i'll find myself in the one i want to be in. i'm in my dr. blunt in hand. gazing out from my balcony at the night life. at the silhouette of skyscrapers against the dark sky. at the open window with orange light pouring through someone's apartment, where i see shadows making out.

don't let the 3d dictate whether or not you have your desire because you do the moment you decide you have it.

~ from, a girl in her oversized grey tee and mismatched red striped pajama pants and peeling black nail polish

(ib: @hrrtshape)

does anyone else get really nervous whenever someone brings up you’re future?

“where do you see yourself in 5 years?” in stranger things idk

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Would you say it to a fairy

╰┈➤. Weirdest possible way to explain this but:

If a fairy cast a spell over you so that thinking as if something was true = it being true, would you be saying that's too hard? Would you seriously be like "Fuck you magical fairy, you can't possibly expect me to think something that's not true" ?

Because that's what half of you are doing now. "How do I think as if when the 3D says otherwise" You say the words in your head. You repeat words in your head.

Your thoughts are not chained to the physical world and there is no material consequence to thinking contrary to the 3D in the privacy of your own mind.

Changing your beliefs is uncomfortable, accepting that you are literally all powerful is uncomfortable, growth is uncomfortable. You have to choose between the pain of everything staying the same and the pain of growth.

Would you go to a fairy and be like "your spell doesn't work. No I didn't think about it as if I had it, why would I do that if I don't have it??" That's how you sound.

If you Google law of assumption it'll tell you that it's literally just thinking as if you have already manifested it. If you don't want to do that then why ask me how to apply the law of assumption? The law is the law, if you ask me about the law I will tell you to think as if you already have it.

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cried so hard last night because my dr s/o is so perfect and amazing and I’m so utterly in love with him and he’ll never know the depth he will never know the sacrifice he will never know the five years it took me just to be somewhere he existed in my life and it made me sob profusely.

Shifting tonight tho 😗✌️