Saw X Waitress AU
inspired by @beetlegoose01 ‘s fic Soft Place to Land (which you can check it out here)
Since it's my birthday today I would either want Amanda Young to kidnap me and keep me forever to do whatever she wants to me, or I'd like Pinhead and/or Angelique to fuck me in the ass
(I may or my not be totally serious about this)
crying myself to sleep tonight thinking about how amanda was in rehab by the time she and john met. how we’re given no reason to assume that she wasn’t there of her own volition & trying to take steps to get better, even she did relapse by the time she asked cecil to steal from the clinic for her. how jill knows and cares about her enough to remark on her progress to her husband. how john chooses amanda for the trap specifically because jill described her as a “lost soul.” how amanda greets jill warmly when john introduces them post-trap. how she genuinely seems eager to show jill that it worked, that she’s getting better. how she wants to prove herself to, in her eyes, the only two people to ever care about her recovery. how when they meet again, they don’t say anything to each other. how they interact awkwardly & silently. how jill used to worry about amanda & her telling john about it led to amanda being tortured…how amanda wanted to get better but john used her frustration with the recovery process to isolate her from the only person who genuinely wanted to help her. how they weren’t friends before, but they’re strangers now.
My red flag is that I'm unbelievably in love with this thing.
I LOVE HER AND HER POINTLESS PONYTAIL AND HER FUCK ASS BOB! DONT COME FOR ME!
She's such a cutie🤭
saw IV (2007) promotional stills
From finally posting my comparison down below about the Denlon's and John, it made me spiral even more into them.
I have said it there above and I'll say it again- Jeff's test in my eyes accounted the fact his grief would slow him down. John wouldn't have of wanted him to be able to speed through it, especially due to the fact he's getting improv brain surgery. There was a bit of a reliance on the fact that Jeff wouldn't complete his test like, halfway through Lynn's. Which, I believe sometimes the fandom doesn't think about? Yes he's, ''Slow Ass Motherfuckin Jeff.'' However, if he wasn't Saw 3 would've been way shorter- Like imagine he showed up before Amanda was having her full blown breakdown? And or mid brain surgery. Another thing I mentioned is the fact that in comparison, Lynn is handling her test much better than her husband... And in turn this actually makes him seem even MORE slow than before. What we have to think about here is though, Lynn was not dubbed the ''best'' in regards to her medical pursuits for no reason. The playing field is working way more with her, the biggest stress and issue Lynn faces whilst going through her test is Amanda. Otherwise, if you took that factor out? Yes she may be using shit like a power drill but Lynn is a fucking amazing doctor. We get to see this even before she was kidnapped because it can be said she should've been there sooner, but when she helped that patient in the hospital she literally stabilised him in almost a minute flat whilst disregarding the other doctors inputs.
Lynn's test doesn't have her constantly facing her own grief and in comparison to Jeff? We don't know whether or not she even holds a shred of need for vengeance like he does. The most we know about the impact it has had on her, is she's now addicted to anti-depressants, neglects Corbett and her marriage is so fractured she's having an affair. One thing I'll hone on in here is the child neglect... We don't get to see the way Lynn does that as much as we do Jeff. The assumption is her long work hours and being out well... Having that affair! But also how active would Lynn have been in her children's lives even prior to Dylan's death? She to me is the main ''breadwinner'' let's say and Jeff is more so the one who is regularly looking after the children, because Lynn is a literal brain surgeon where generally surgery can last from 3-5 hours to even 5-7! How much did her role as a parent change when Dylan died in regards to how active she is in Corbett's life?
Shuffling back to the games- It's also such an interesting concept to think of Lynn going through Jeff's test, I stated this before in my previous post but it's still an ever running thought for me. Jigsaw tests tend to always be specifically designed for the person within them- In the Denlon's case they're being tested for almost the exact same reason... They are husband and wife after all. So although I don't think that means oh yeah they can be inter switched! Everything is still very close to home for the both of them. Like if Lynn was face to face with Timothy Young the way Jeff was, that is the man who killed her son. Mistake or not. It's whether or not she can or wants to forgive. Lynn in theory and I guess also in practice really, is good at detaching her emotions from what is at hand. Does she like John? No- But will she ignore that in favour of living? Yes! The same way possibly in her career she has had to save the lives of people morally she doesn't agree with. However, as previously mentioned- This is so much more closer to home. So does that all go out the window for her? We just don't know.
I'll stop here for now because I'm a mad man who rambles too much- Thanks for reading if you've got this far down! -MAL OUT
hate it when Im watching saw and SAW TRAPS are interrupting my GAY GORE PORN🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
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☆She/Her☆ Bisexual ♡Obsessed with Arcane currently♡
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