Saeran

MC Who Is Scared Of Needles (Vanderwood HC)

-You were getting your monthly check up from your doctor when....

-"MC, you're long overdue for a blood test, please go down to the lab and get it done."

-Waves of anxiety start to flow through you...

-Earlier Vanderwood had driven you to the hospital for your appointment, Currently he was sitting in the waiting room waiting for you to be finished with your appointment.

-What he didn't expect, was you coming out of the doctor's office with tears rolling down your cheeks, gripping at some random paper.

-"oh shit, are you okay MC, What happened?"

-boi is literally expecting the worst. (like you were told you were gonna die tomorrow or some shit)

-"I...I ha...ve to get.. A... Bl..Blood test" you choke

- he stares at you blankly.

-ArE yOu SeRiOuS?!

-FFS MC...

-He chuckles

-"Calm down, MC, It'll only hurt for a little while"

-he tries so desperately to get you to calm down...

-But it only makes it worse...

-"V...Vanderwood...." you whine (or more like hiccup)

-He sighs and gives you a quick hug.

-"Want me to go in with you?"

-"Y..yea"

-Boi wipes your tears away with the back of his hand then gives you a tissue... Out of his man purse... Because he has one of those apparently... And it's probably leopard print

IN THE LAAAAB

-Crying worsens

-You hyperventilate without even seeing the goddamn needle.

-Vandy is still trying his best to comfort you...

-The nurse suggests that you lay down, you decide to take them up on that offer.

-Now you're laying in a hospital bed, your head resting in Vanderwood's lap while he runs his fingers through your hair...

-You're still having a panic attack.

-"It's okay baby girl, I'm here, there's nothing to be afraid of"

-And like that, it's over... your blood has been taken to be tested, and you feel like a fool for crying.

-He treats you to ice cream for your bravery.

!!! Can I request the reverse of that first ask? So like MC comforts Vandy?

Sure! I can do that! Thanks for requesting anon! <3

-You were asleep next to your boyfriend, Vanderwood, everything was peaceful until..

-He kicked you in the stomach and yelled something incoherent thus waking you up. 

-You stretched and rubbed the sleepiness from your eyes. 

-”Vanderwood?” 

-You noticed he had also woken up. 

-”Yeah…” He replied in a distant tone as if he were deep in thought. 

-”Is something wrong?” you asked

-”I had a nightmare.. I always have them” 

-You’d never noticed his nightmares, you never asked about his dreams so you had no idea that he even had intense nightmares. 

-”what was it about?” you pried. 

-He shifted to face away from you

-”Don’t worry about it, MC.”

-You were not going to take that as an answer!!!

-You moved closer to him and put an arm around his waist. 

-”You know you can tell me.. I’ll listen, I won’t judge you. Whatever it is, it seems to be affecting you. I hope you’ll tell me” 

-He sighed before reluctantly telling you about his dream…

-He had dreamt that he had been captured by a rivaling intelligence agency and was being tortured alongside you. That was when someone slit your throat and left you there for him to watch you bleed to death. 

-You gasped and held him tighter.

-”That won’t happen” You said, though you knew there was a possibility of it happening. 

-”MC, You know as well as I do that it very well could happen.” 

-”But it hasn’t happened yet, isn’t that a good thing?” 

-He nodded. 

-”I’ll protect you with my life baby girl.” 

-You smiled 

-”I’ll protect you with my life too, Vandy.” you poked his cheek then got out of bed.

-He got out of bed too and joined you for breakfast feeling a lot better than he initially felt when he woke up.

-”Thank you for being there for me, MC, I really appreciate it.” He said before giving you a kiss on the forehead. 

Can I request Vandy finally getting a day off and MC wanting to get out of bed way too early for his liking?

Thanks fro requesting, Anon! 

-Finally.. 

-A day off. 

-Vanderwood was overjoyed when his boss informed him that he had a day off. 

-He felt that he deserved it..

-So for most of the night, he caught up on sleep in your shared bed.

-He really didn’t want to be disturbed.

-But he was disturbed.

-By you.

-You wanted to get out of bed as it was 8AM and you had gotten plenty of sleep. 

-Vanderwood, on the other hand was extremely tired and wanted at least another hour or so of rest. 

-Your shifting around had ruined that for him. 

-”Babe… it’s too early” He complained.

-”Oh. I’m sorry Vandy, I’ll leave in a little while” 

-He pulled your wrist to get you to lay back down.

-”Don’t leave”

-You nodded and got back into bed with him.

-A couple hours later, he finally woke up, you were right beside him.

And that went..... terribly

He broke up with me on boxing day because he "realized he wasn't ready for commitment"..

I was asking him for comfort because my mom was hospitalized and I was terrified, I wanted someone to be with me... and he did this instead... he told me it would be best for me if he broke it off because he "couldn't keep pretending everything was fine" (he hadn't been able to get out and see me... because he's like the biggest coward on earth about snow and ice and his parents arr equally as bad and he would not even try to fight his parents on any of it)

Literally this boy's mom told him to break up with me, that it wasn't worth coming out to help me through that night.....

Like seriously? Did he even stop to consider how this might affect me? Clearly not, or maybe he didn't give a shit.

Really pisses me off, I was nearly hospitalized myself that night because I took two massive, traumatic emotional blows and I was nearly going to end my life. Had it not been for my father talking to him (he agreed to remain friends.... we'll see how long that lasts 🙄) and talking me down, I don't think I'd be here

yea.. after this I'm fucking done with men and their stupid commitment issues and their mama's boy mentality.. hope I meet a woman... or a man who is motherless and more dedicated to the relationship.

And I was so dumb for letting myself plan a future with him... he didn't deserve me, he never did, I should have seen the signs so much earlier...

Anyway, I lost all sense of self and purpose... so Idk what to really do...

I'm trying to do art and the things I love but like everything I do reminds me of him... no matter what it is and it reduces me to a crying heap..

So.... um in honor of this truly nightmarish situation, I'm taking requests... for art, not fanfiction..

H!

I'm back from the dead!

And I have things to talk about 🤭

Last month into this month has been fucking wild for me!

I was connected to a girl my age through my therapist, her name is Sam. We've really hit it off and I now consider her a friend.

Then... for some reason I felt confident enough to make a dating profile.... and

AGAINST ALL ODDS I MET SOMEONE.

Like I live in a town over an hour away from any cities.. but he only lives a half hour out of town... so not a super long drive.

Anyway, we've seen eachother in person twice but I fell so deeply in love with the guy.. and I can tell he feels the same about me... the way he looks at me.... How he talks... He is also a total romantic.. much like myself, so it's been going really good! I'm hoping we'll get to see eachother again next week.

But I never thought I'd ever get into a romantic relationship... if I'm being honest

Don't read on if you're easily triggered by mental health issues and/or sexual themes.

I never intended to be around this long... I was literally planning on ending it all shortly after my 18th birthday... But for some reason... I kept going.. and I'm super happy that I did, otherwise, I wouldn't have ever met my friend and boyfriend.

Seriously...

Things are finally going right for me after so many goddamned years of being alone, isolated unable to find any real connection and incredibly miserable because of it...

I have finally realized I am not unlikeable, I'm not worthless and I can find friends. And for the rest of 2022 and into 2023, I will work as hard as I can to not let my anxiety control me anymore

My next big leap comes in November. I will be looking for my first job!

And here comes the part where I gush about my boyfriend

I now have this dream now where I'm settling down with my boyfriend.... we move into a little apartment in one of the cities nearby (in fact that dream could very well come true... because we both want to go to the same city for college) and we settle into a peaceful domestic life together.... hopefully with cats!

Ok... but like honestly this guy is literally the one I've been dreaming of. He's very attractive and emotionally available, and he doesn't judge me for who I am! I neglected to mention here, but I have discovered that I am agender and my pronouns are they/them... I live in probably one of the most conservative provinces in Canada and to make it worse, I'm in a small town with like 4 churches of the same exact brand of extremely homophobic and transphobic Christianity... I fully expected him to lose interest in me. But no, It hasn't affected how he thinks of me. and he is very careful to respect my pronouns...

He's also very funny (which I really love in people... I can't be around someone who is super serious all the time) I mean... when I last saw him on Monday, we were at my place, playing around (in an adult sort of way) and he discovered my toys

One of them had a suction cup at the base, so he goes and sticks it on the wall a few times... then he sticks it on his forehead looks at me and says "I'm dildo man" we laugh about it together.... and he goes to pull it off his face only to discover it has suctioned pretty hard to his face, so I help him by wedging my finger under the suction cup and lifting it off...

and HE HAS A BIG ASS BRUISE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FOREHEAD... We're still laughing our asses off... me almost pissing myself with laughter as we frantically search for way to get rid of bruises and hickeys online... we try the fork method, icing it... everything we can do, nothing works.. so we decide to just take a bath to clean up before my parents get home from a trip they were on (at this point my parents don't know we've had sex... and I wasn't exactly ready to tell them) While we're in the bath, my parents get home and my dad calls out to me... I fucking panic and we get out and dress at breakneck speed.

My parents brought home some takeout and my boyfriend stayed for dinner... he met my mom for the first time... but damn... coming downstairs after that was... super awkward... but thankfully my parents aren't the type to be bothered by that kind of thing, all they needed to know was that we used protection (which we did ofc)

It's funny though, he really gets along well with my dad.. Maybe it's their sense of humour. Or maybe the fact they are both quite talkative..

But damn.....

This guy is special.. and I hope we last for years, decades... life even...

And done.. Sorry about all that.. just had to write this all down somewhere.. It's really hard to contain my happiness right now.

Character List

Heyo, Just wanted to let you know, my inbox is open again and I’m accepting requests once more! 

I’ll also mark my husbandos and waifus.. Because that’s relevant information... W= Waifu H= Husbando Ultra= God tier/Will die for this character

Here is a list of all the characters I will do:

From Black Butler

MeyRin (Ultra W)

Sebastian Michaelis (H)

Beast

Joker

Snake

Vincent Phantomhive (H)

Undertaker (Ultra H)

Ciel Phantomhive

Angelina Dalles

Grell (W H)

Ronald Knox

Lau

RanMao (W)

  From Seraph Of The End

Guren Ichinose (Ultra H)

Shinya Hiragi (H)

Norito Goshi

Mito Jujo

Sayuri Hanayori

Shigure Yukimi

Mahiru Hiragi (W)

Yuiciro Hyakuya

Mikaela Hyakuya

Yoichi Saotome

Shinoa Hiragi

Ferid Bathory (I seethe with anger whenever I see him or hear his name, I’m sorry if I like end up making all the fics I write with him spiteful lol) 

Krul Tepes

    From Demon Slayer

Giyuu Tomioka (H) 

Kyojuro Rengoku (H)

Muzan Kibutsuji

Kagaya Ubuyashiki (H)

    From Blue Exorcist 

Yukio Okumura (Ultra H)

Rin Okumura (H)

Shiemi Moriyama

Shura Kirigakure (W)

Mephisto Pheles

     From My Hero Academia

Shouta Aizawa (H)

Hizashi Yamada 

     From Attack On Titan

Levi Ackerman (H)

Zoe Hanji 

Erwin Smith (Ultra H)

Eren Jaeger (Fuck this guy... )

Mikasa Ackerman

Historia Reiss/ Christa Lenz (W)

Yimir (The lesbian brunette chick) (W)

Annie Leonhart

Sasha Braus (W)

     From Danganronpa

Byakuya Togami (H)

Toko Fukawa (W)

     From Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure

Dio Brando (Both Phantom Blood and Stardust Crusaders versions please specify in your ask)

Jonathan Joestar

Robert E. O. Speedwagon (ULTRA ULTRA H)

Bruno Bucellati/Buccarati (H)

Giorno Giovanna

Guido Mista

Kars

Joeseph Joestar 

Jotaro Kujo

Jolyne Kujo

Noriaki Kakyoin

        From Mystic Messenger:

Jihyun Kim/V

Unknown/Ray/Saeran

707/Luciel/Saeyoung

Vanderwood (ofc he’s still an ULTRA H)

Jaehee Kang

        From Obey Me:

Beelzebub

Lucifer

Satan

Mammon

Leviathan

Asmodeus

Diavolo

Barbatos

Solomon

Simeon

       From The Arcana:

Julian Devorak (H)

Asra Alnazar

Nadia Satrinava 

Muriel (H)

Portia Devorak (W)

Valerius

Valdemar (idk what the gender neutral term for waifu/husbando is...but I like them a lot)

From Death Note

Matsuda

Raye Penber

Misa Amane

For the Wammy boys please go to my new side blog

And I think that’s all..if you want short scenarios or short fics of any of these characters, please send me an ask! 

Jumin's reaction to Elizabeth III eating MC's beloved pet fish?

Thank you for requesting!!! 

-You and Jumin were sitting in the living room. 

-Earlier, you had brought your new pet fish to Jumin’s house… 

-You never thought Elizabeth would do it….

-You never thought she’d have the gall to knock over the fish bowl. 

-You both heard the crash from where you were sitting. 

-It startled you…

-You had thought she had knocked over a vase or something..

-But when you entered the room..

-There it was… 

-Elizabeth III eating your pet fish. 

-It was already dead.

-You were heartbroken. 

-You felt tears running down your cheeks. 

-Jumin grabbed Elizabeth and scolded her. 

-But the damage was already done.. 

-It wasn’t coming back. 

-”I’ll get you a new one, MC.” 

-You stared at him blankly. 

-”I loved that fish.. It can’t be replaced.” 

-You left the room… 

-For a while you were inconsolable. 

-But after a day or two you got over it.

-It was just a fish.

-The next time you were at Jumin’s he had bought an entire fish tank and filled it with various types of fish.

-You forgave Elizabeth III for murdering your first fish.. 

-After all, it was just her instincts, she couldn’t help it. 

Vandy reacting to his sad MC asking for a hug?

Thank you for requesting, Anon! This one’s short and sweet lol.

-You felt lonely. 

-You hadn’t talked to Vanderwood much all day. 

-You cried, you just wanted to be near him

-He didn’t realize that you felt sad or anything.

-Not until he walked into the living room and saw you crying.

-”Baby girl, is everything okay?” He asked before sitting down next to you. 

-”I… I just want a hug” You said. 

-He wrapped his arms around you. 

-You both hugged until you finally calmed down.

Vandy with a clingy MC who won’t let him get out of bed in the morning bc they want to cuddle?

Thank you for requesting, Anon!! It’s snowing here and I’m afraid that my power might go out so I’m rushing this… I apologize if this isn’t good.

-You both were laying awake in bed.

-Your arms were wrapped around his arm. 

-You had it in a death grip. 

-Vanderwood was slightly annoyed because he needed to go to work. 

-You wouldn’t let up no matter what he did. 

-He attempted to wriggle out of your grasp, to no avail. 

-”MC, Could you let go. I have work soon” 

-You refused holding him tighter. 

-”Seriously, get off” 

-He tried to pry your arms away from him. 

-You held on even tighter. 

-You were determined to keep him right beside you. 

-”Look, we can cuddle later. I need to go” 

-You reluctantly let him go.

-”You are unbelievable” He complained before leaving to get ready for work.

I've seen Toilet Bound Hanako Kun before.. and I've created fanart for it before but back then I had no art style.. and now I actually do.. so.. enjoy (I made Nene look so incredibly dead inside lmao Oops.. )

These are just sketches, I might draw redraw a couple of them for a finished piece later.