*sign* I Want Someone To Translate Hebrew Love Songs To

To all girls who think ana can solve your problems:

Please, don't do it

To all my new anas

For the love of god please turn back now

This isn’t a quick fix to your weight problem

This won’t help the way you feel about yourself

It will literally only make it worse

This is dangerous as fuck

Like you can actually fucking die

And today I felt like I was dying

My heart was pounding, and I was shaking violently. I didn’t have enough energy to get out of bed and when I stood up I’d nearly pass out.

I was laying in bed fucking sobbing because I’d rather be dead than physically feel like this

This problem is easily fucking solvable if I just ate

But I couldn’t because I was going to have pizza tonight

And even though I didn’t eat yesterday, and had less than 200 calories the day before, I still couldn’t bare to eat anything today because I would be forced to eat pizza with my family

Fucking pizza, a food I used to love, gives me fucking anxiety if there’s even a chance I’ll have to eat it. A food i used to love ruined by this godawful disorder, because all I can think about is how many calories are in a slice (but I have to eat 2 to keep away suspicious) and how greasy it is makes me want to puke

This is not a quick fix

This will not help you “gain control”

This will not give you discipline

But

This will give you anxiety

This will make you lie to the ones you love

This will make you absolutely hate yourself

With every ounce of your being

And if you go far enough

This will fucking kill you

I feel the JSIDJDKDJLDUSWK UUUUUU that someone took what i think

Days off antipsychotics and feeling the void

Reasons not to hurt kids:

their happiness

their safety

their well being

their health

their childhood

their future

their emotional health

their mental health

because the world will hurt them too and they’re supposed to have someone in life they can trust

so they’re safe loving you

so they feel protected

because they don’t deserve pain

because it’s already so damn hard to exist on this decaying planet and they don’t need any extra stress in life

because they’re facing difficulties and need support not pain

because it makes you a horrible person to hurt a kid

because nobody benefits from it

because it teaches them that being hurt is normal, acceptable way to live

because it can push them to hurt themselves

because it will make them feel abandoned and worthless

because they feel your hatred so strongly it can break them

because they’re in a small body and it’s already frightening for them to know someone wants to hurt them

because it’s not your job to be a villain in a child’s life

because they might not recover

because there’s only so much a child can endure

because they might never stop hurting

because they will grow up and you don’t have the right to expect their forgiveness

because you’re taking away their ability to feel save and loved by you

because you might be taking away their ability to feel safe or loved by anyone

because you’re breaking their heart and they thought they could trust you

because no child deserved to be brought in this world only to be betrayed

because making a child go thru pain is a despicable and monstrous thing to do

because it doesn’t have any, ANY benefits to the child at all

because there’s a huge amount of children already traumatized and suicidal and struggling to keep themselves alive by the end of the day

because you do not have to hurt a child, ever

Reasons to hurt a child

There are no reasons. There are only excuses. Only incomprehensible garbage and lies that exist for the sole purpose of excusing your horrifying actions of hurting a kid. Because you felt like keeping a small human being in pain to satisfy your sick urges. No kid needs to be hurt to grow up right. No kids requires pain inflicted on them by people they trust and rely on in order to be raised safely. If you think there are actual reasons to hurt children it’s because you want to hurt them and will make up any kind of bullshit to excuse your abuse. No child has deserved this. Stay away from children if you can’t love them.

My dad came back home just to sit in the table i was studyng at, while he was in a videocall talking and getting drunk with his friends, i love my dad so much i went to my bedroom ´cause i can´t even study in my own house without being bothered💗

Miña maior fan e unha nena que ten un desorde alimenticio JAJAJ increíble

— June Gehringer, ‘I get so jealous of euthanized dogs’ (via lunamonchtuna)

BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD

Histologia went bad. Like, bad. I've never ever in my life had such a bad grade. Am i surprised? No. But it does feel awful to be so bad at something and not being able to change it before things like these happen.

Semiología is worrying me, i don't feel prepared, I'm not ready for that exam. I am terrified of failing again.