its alredy the 3th day since i begun edging at least 5 times a day. befor that i maybe edged 2 times a day. i m tottaly frustratet but it feels nice too. right now i m between i want to cum so badly and i dont want to stop š« š¤¤
thats something i do alot recently. it helps to be focused and find the things to improve
because i noticed it again recently i just need to reblog it for myself and girls like me.
everytime i think i know it better or do it on my own i fail or it leads to struggles.
but as i begun to just listen and obey and just let myself lead it dosent end in struggles or problems.
i dont realy want to get in detail but i think its good i got this remainder again āļø
When a Man talks, just listen and obey. When a Man tells you something, just listen and obey. When a Man wants something, just listen and obey.
Smart girls can see a pattern there: listen and obey. It is really that simple. Listen to Men, pay attention, figure out what they want. And then obey. Without question, do what he wants. He is a Man, he knows best. Just follow his directions. If you donāt understand something, itās ok to ask him respectfully to clarify, just for the love of god donāt act on your own. Always follow a Manās directions to the dot. Exactly as he says, and no other way.
If you listen carefully and dutifully obey, your life will get so much simpler and happier. Men around you will be happier and you will have a so much easier life. All of lifeās hardship and toughness can be relayed to the Men around you. Just ask them for directions and they will gladly provide them to you.
Just listen and obey. Thatās all we gotta do.
i just need to reblog it again because its so true!
since i stoped being someone i thought i need to be what in parts the world around me said i need to be. i m much more happier and found new things about myself.
i like to make myself pretty. i like sexy clothes. i like make up. i like this all girly stuff people say its stupid. i like to please people. i like to make people happy. and i like to be liked.
i dont need to be tought. i dont need to be a smartypants. i dont need to be in a compedition with men. i dont need to be equale with men.
i cant say this about all girls but for me it is like that.
maybe i never become like the bimbos here maybe i will. i dont know.
but i m happy and i think i begin to be true with myself.
It didn't realize who it was ..................
until it stopped being who it wasn't ................
...... all through its conversations with its Black Master / Owner / Trainer, slavetrainer24
thats something i have to begin to practise about an year ago because i had the bad happid to interrupt people and as i begun to be more pro patriachiat i noticed how disrespectful this is towards Men.
after some weeks it become pretty normal to shut up when a Man speaks. and the effect it had was big. the Men around me became much more nicer and helpful towards me.
another funny thing is the thing about the eyes. its the first time i read about this and thats something i naturaly do. i must say i m pretty nervous and shy around Men nearly my whole life. so i naturaly lower my gaze around Men
One of the rules Master has for me is designed to constantly remind me of my place. I am never allowed to interrupt a Man when He is speaking.Ā This is obvious at home with him and his friends but it also extends beyond Masterās home.Ā In a shop, in the street, and at work (for the period that I will be permitted allowed to maintain a regular job) it does not matter what a Man is saying, i have to wait until He finishes speaking before I can speak. i have noticed at work that this has made men more friendly, helpful, condescending and patronising towards me.Ā If only they knew it was making pussy wet as well :)
that's sooo me. i too struggled alot at school and after some years I needed to rebet i dropped out. i tried to make my driver's license and after I failed the tests 2 or 3 times I gave it up. i always struggled with things outer people didn't or didn't as much. it made me angry and I always blamed other people or the situation I m in right now. i tried my best to be this kind of independent and smart girl tried my best to build this picture from me. tried to talk very smart and philosophycal and sounded like a moron. buyed books I didn't read because I don't like reading at all or where much too hard for me. but it look good in my bookshelf and I could say how smart I was. i Lied soo much about me everyday just to have this picture of me.
i always liked to look good, liked completely different things as I said to the public. just because this things dosent fit in my narrative of myself. kind of begun to hate myself a little because I couldn't be the girl I sooo strongly wanted to be.
but the last months opened my eyes very much. and this journey I do right now is something which made me a better, happier and truer person. and I love it how sooo many things just fall right in place.
good looks are important for a girl but i think to be happy and cheerful is similar important
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