About me if you want to know:
I started this blog because I wanted to find a way to improve my writing in some way without it being like a chore or taking a writing course cause i'm too lazy for that :p I wanted to find something that was fun and that i enjoyed cause i didn't want to be stuck doing shit i hate. I want to improve my writing skills cause i'm working on a project that involves a lot of writing but i don't feel super confident about my skills just yet but hopefully, when the summer ends, i'll be better at this so I can finish the project đ¤. Anyway this doesn't mean that i'll stop writing fanfic after the summer but i'm probably not going to be as active during the school year. Thank you for the ones. that read this lol
Now facts about me cause i'm bored and i have nothing better to do
- i'm a light sleeper
- picky eater
- i'm 5'9/ 1,75
- i don't know where my gender stands
- i wanna make online friends but i'm too awkward for that
- i'm pansexual lol
- my favourite band is queen, followed by the beatles of course đ
- chaeryeong is my bias from itzy
- i'm a ravenclaw
- entp babyyyy
- i once saw katy perry live idk why i didn't even like katy perry that much but it was fun
- i take a lot of vitamins cause my eating habits are shit
- i cant be in large crowds cause i get anxiety attacks
- my fav ice cream is vanilla or mintchoco (mintchoco antis OUT)
- the first kpop group i listened to was stray kids
- i feel like my personality could be described as a mix between han and lee know from stray kids
- i reaaally like "the king's affection" it's so good go watch it now
- my highest kin ever ever is kiba inuzuka from naruto but thats probably cause i over analizad him, i'll post that analysis someday
- I play guitar and bass
- started playing bass cause i thought it looked gay (and it does)
- i have social anxiety
- very horrible sleeping habits
- totally in love with bahiyyihÂ
- it's very easy but at the same time very hard for me to make friends
talk to me whenever you want i'm never busy and imm always open to talk
ok i think that's it i'm boring sorry
TAEHYUN / â 0X1=LOVESONG â SBS GAYO DAEJEON FANCAM ( 211225 )
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ok iâm gonna make this a series, i know that itâs gonna drag on for a whileeeee
ENHYPEN for NYLON JAPAN DECEMBER 2022
btw i'm participating in this enhypen collab and i'm sooooo excited but i also feel like i'm gonna break my own heart writing this
Heeseung:
nothing yet.
Jay:
âWeâll see about thatâ Part 1
"We'll see about that" Part 2
"We'll see about that" Part 3
"We'll see about that" Part 3.5
"We'll see about that" Part 4
Jake:
nothing yet.
Sunghoon:
nothing yet.
Sunoo:
nothing yet.
Jungwon:
nothing yet.
Ni-ki:
nothing yet
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Fandom: Enhypen
Member: Jay x reader
Genre: fluff, angst
Readerâs gender: female, she/her pronouns
AU: idol!au (reader is in a rookie girl group, made up names of the other members, Jay is an idol in Enhypen)
Trigger warning: jealous Jay, verbal fights (Reader x Jay, Jay x Sunghoon), cursing, let me know if thereâs anything I missed!
Summary: Jay starts to notice that Sunghoon, one of his closest friends, has been getting very friendly with his crush, only problem is that he canât tell him to back off because theyâre not together, plus both groups have a dating ban so itâs not like he can act upon his feelings anyways
Word count: 3,220
A/N: Heyyy I just wanted to thank you for the support on this series. It's been really fun tysmmm!!! Also, I got the roommates of of twitter so idk if those are right
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Jay Park was staring directly at Sunghoon and you, he had this analyzing stare combined with furrowed eyebrows, you always thought his eyebrows were a very distinctive feature of his but right now, the only thing that they were achieving was making you feel small at his intense stare. He looked annoyed but, of course you didnât know if that was true or he just looked like that when waiting. Finally, you were snapped out of your thoughts by Jay yelling something.
âSunghoon! hurry up, the others are waiting for us.â Jay said in a rather loud voice because of the distance between him and Sunghoon.Â
âIâm coming, Iâm coming, wait a minute.â
This made your friends look at the scene behind them and they were all surprised at what they saw. You being in direct eyesight of Jay was not something that they thought they were going to see soon. Thatâs when Jay acknowledged your presence.
âHeyâ Jay said, this time referring to you.
Youâre not someone that fazes easily, and you didnât want to seem like one of those girls in the books that freeze when their crush talks to them, so you talked back immediately.
âHi, Iâm y/nâ You introduced yourself because thatâs what you thought was fitting to do when you meet someone new but apparently you were wrong cause the only thing Jay did was give you a half-assed nod and you were just standing there with a blank expression on your face just processing what just happened and thatâs when it hit you
The embarrassment.
You shouldnât feel embarrassed about this cause itâs not your fault but you just know that your friends are cringing at this moment, you were already preparing yourself mentally to bear with their teasing that you knew was going to happen after being almost entirely ignored by your crush, if you can even call him that, while Sunghoon just stood there completely oblivious of your small interaction with his team member, he was busy with your phone. A couple seconds passed by and Sunghoon finally spoke to you.
âOkay, hereâs your phone.â He said with a small smile decorating his face. âDonât check what I saved myself as âtil I leave.â he added when he saw you were turning your phone on to do just that.
âFine I wonât check it if that's what you wantâ you promised.
âAlright I really have to go now, it was really nice meeting you, Iâm really looking forward to hanging out again sometime in the future if youâre up for itâ He admitted.
âIt was nice meeting you too and sure, letâs hang out some dayâ You gave him a small smile to indicate that you did, in fact, want to hang out with him.
âIâll text you thenâ
âSureâ
And with that being the last words of your conversation, he made his way towards your friend group and made sure to politely say goodbye to them. When he was done with that, he walked towards the car that Jay was driving and as he was opening the passengers door right behind Jay, he turned around and waved at you for the last time that day and you returned the gesture with a smile slowly creeping itâs way to your face and just like that, Sunghoon got in the car, closed the door, and Jay drove off without sparing you a glance. Huh, you wondered if that was his car he was driving, or was it a company car? Youâll never know.
When Jayâs car was finally out of sight, your friends ran up so fast, you barely had time to register the fact that they were even moving toward you in the first place.
âY/n, Iâm so sorry but that was so embarrassing for youâ Soo-Yun giggled, barely being able to hold in her laughter.
âPlease, I was trying so hard not to laugh when he completely ignored you.â Jun added, making your ears heat up from the embarrassment but it didnât go unnoticed by Naoko and Mi-Sun.
âAwe y/n, you got embarrassed? Donât worry, itâs not your fault your bias is kind of an asshole.â Naoko tried reassuring you even though she knew you didnât care about their light teasing because, letâs be honest, if it was another one of your members in your place you would be laughing in their face.
âYeah, take me for example, I got completely ignored by Wonyoung today.â Mi-Sun blurted out trying to sympathize with you as best as she could even though she knew that your situation was way worse because Wonyoung wasnât rude at all, she just didnât notice Mi-Sun.
âItâs not a big deal honestly, Iâm not gonna be butt hurt because some idiotic gobling didnât bother to open his stupid ass mouth to utter simple words.â when you finished your sentence you realized you did, in fact, sound butt hurt but who can blame you? It is your bias weâre talking about. âPlus, I did end up winning in some way today.â you added to distract the rest from what you just said.
âWhat do you mean by that?â Jin-Ae asked not really understanding what you were saying but she did assume that it had to do something with Sunghoon having your phone in his hands a couple minutes ago, and she was right.
âI got Sunghoonâs number!â you exclaimed, smiling so hard that your cheeks started to hurt, you couldnât help it, you were genuinely happy about it.
âNo way! I donât believe it! Show me, show me!â Ava almost shouted from the excitement, she seemed more ecstatic about it than you. You passed her your phone so that she could see his contact number for herself, but you forgot one little detail; you hadnât checked what he had saved himself as but it was too late now, they were all gathered around your phone as if they had never seen one before.
âHoonie? with how many hearts?â Jun started counting under her breath and you could faintly hear her in the silence that had built itself from the shock that your members had given themselves from Sunghoonâs contact name. ââŚnine, ten, eleven, twelve- TWELVE? REALLY Y/N? you just met him, give him three days at least.â Jun finished, rolling her eyes, and failing to keep her serious expression as she laughed at her sarcasm.
âAnd the hearts with the number three at that, not even emojisâ Naoko laughed at that.
âGuys, I promise I didnât do it, I havenât even seen it yet.â you said in a desperate effort to save yourself from even more embarrassment.
âYeah sure, sure, convince yourself of that if that makes you happyâ Jin-Ae teased as she gave you your phone back and sure enough, there it was displayed on your screen the following:
âHoonie <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3âł
You werenât planning on changing it anytime soon though and your friends knew that.
Just then, when you were going to defend yourself some more, one of the chauffeur's from the company came to pick you up and that was all it took for you to leave whatever you were going to say behind as you all got inside of the car.
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âWhat were you talking about with y/n?â Jay questioned Sunghoon looking at him through the rear-view mirror.
âHuh?â Sunghoon uttered, not having been paying attention to Jay, being much more occupied typing and deleting a text for a certain someone that he had met today, not sure how to start a conversation with you.
âY/n, you were talking to her when I went to pick you upâ At this, Sunghoon looked up at the back of Jayâs head. The mention of your name made him grin, but Jay didnât notice, he was too busy looking at the road.
âOh yeah, I met her today, her group was invited to Music Bank, and she was really nice.â Sunghoon grinned, Jay could hear the smile on his voice. annoying, he thought.
âWhy didnât you tell me that she was a guest at Music Bank?â Jay asked with his eyebrows furrowed and his lips, is that a small pout forming on his lips?
âWell, honestly I didnât know, I didnât bother reading the papers that Music Bank gave me and I didnât really know who y/n was when I saw her. Why do you ask though? Wait, how do you even know her?â The self-called âHoonieâ interrogated his team member.
âPfft, are you really asking me that?â Jay incredulously asked.
âYeah?â
âPicture Perfect is all Sunoo has been talking to us about, did you forget?â
âNo, not at all, but I just didnât really realize that the group from my paper and the group Sunoo talks about all the time were the same so I just-â he got cut off.
âYou assumed I wasnât gonna associate it either? Believe me Sunghoon, y/n is a very hard face to forget.â Jay interjected in an almost hostile tone and chuckled dryly. âAnd Sunoo never shuts up about her either '' He added playfully so that Sunghoon wouldnât think heâs mad at him.
Before either of them noticed, they had already arrived at the grilled meat place they had agreed to meet that morning to celebrate one of their many award show wins of the year. They both got out of the car once Jay had found a place to park. When they entered the restaurant, the hostess asked them if they had a reservation.
âUhh yeah actually weâre here with themâ Jay replied when his eyes landed on various colorful heads.
Once the hostess, whoâs name they learned was Kyung-Mi, realized who they were pointing at she guided them to the table with the rest of the members and left to give them some time to decide what they wanted to order.
âHey guysâ the eldest, Heeseung, greeted the newcomers, being the first one to acknowledge their presence. After that, an echo of various greetings could be heard amongst the boys.
âHow was shopping, Jay? Did you buy anything?â Jungwon asked Jay wanting to know about his day.
âYeah, actually I found that jacket I was telling you guys I wanted the other day, remember?â Jay questioned.
âThe blue one?â
âNo.â
âThe green one?â
âNo,â
âOh, the red one, right?â
âNo.â
âAhhh the purple one!â
âYeah, that one!â Jay exclaimed, happy that Jake had finally guessed the right color.
âOhh yeah I remember that one.â Sunoo assured, knowing full well he had no idea what purple jacket Jay and Jake were talking about. âDid you buy me the sweater I asked for by any chance?â Sunoo asked Jay, curious as to whether he had found the sweater he had seen the last time he went to the mall but couldnât get.
Jay only nodded in confirmation, being too busy with the menu that Kyung-Mi gave him.
Once Sunghoon and he had decided what to order, they called a waitress over so that she could take all their orders. Sunghoon thought it was very nice of them to have waited for them to order. Once the waitress was done writing everything down, she politely excused herself and left to give their orders to the kitchen. At this, Ni-ki thought he was going to start some small talk.
âSunghoon, how was Music Bank today? Did you have guests today or was it a performance with Wonyoung?â
âOh, Music Bank was great today, I was actually gonna tell you about this, but donât freak out, Sunoo Iâm looking at youâ Sunghoon said, giving Sunoo a pointed look.
âWhy would I? Youâre acting suspicious, Hoonâ Sunoo chuckled.
âBelieve me, you will freak outâ Jay said with a knowing smirk and at this Sunoo gave him an uneasy look.
âOk so basically, I didnât really know who was gonna be todayâs guest cause I didnât really inform myself about it. I arrived on set, and I saw TXT and thought âok cool, itâs just our friendsâ but then Kai told me that another group was there that he had really liked but he didnât have time to elaborate âcause they called us, we were gonna start filming. So, we walked there and guess who I saw there?â Sunghoon started recalling his day to his members.
âITZY?â Heeseung asked.
âNo stupid it has to be someone Sunoo really likes.â Ni-ki playfully shoved his elder.
âKep1er? I really like Kep1er, they just debuted and Bahiyyih is Kaiâs sister so it would make sense, right?â Sunoo guessed.
âI like your logic but noâ
âWait, wait, wait, itâs a group Sunoo likes, and they have to be promoting to be on Music Bank, right?â Jungwon looked at Sunghoon for confirmation.
âYeah, thatâs right.â He affirmed.
âWouldnât that be Picture Perfect? The ones that just debuted?â Jungwon said, proving his smarts.
âNO WAY! DID YOU MEET PICTURE PERFECT BEFORE ME?!â Sunoo almost yelled which caused some of the members to shush him while the others were laughing at his exaggerated reaction.
âI didâ Sunghoon mocks Sunoo by sticking his tongue out.
âNo fair, Iâm the one that stans them. You barely paid attention when I put their videos on the tv back at the dormâ Sunoo pouted.
âI know but I have to admit that theyâre really talented. I hadnât really seen their performances but when I was in the car, I watched a couple and their stage presence is amazing, especially y/nâsâ Sunghoon expressed his admiration toward the group, more specifically, you.
âDonât tell me you have a crush on y/n,â Heeseung said dreadfully. âWe all know how your last crush endedâ He continued.
âHey! At least she didnât reject me for my personality, she just doesnât like men so you canât blame me for that one, she wouldâve rejected all of you.â Sunghoon defended himself.
âSill, your misery that week was embarrassing.â Heeseung argued.
âItâs not like I like her, like her. I just think sheâs pretty and nice.â
âThatâs what they all say,â Jake joked. âBut yeah, I believe you, I mean, you just met her today and youâre not one to rush into things like that.â
âThank you, Jakeâ Sunghoon jokingly said.
âDo you have her number?â Jungwon asked, having this gut feeling that he did have your number.
âShit! I forgot! I do! I have to text herâ
âYou have her number too?! unbelievableâ Sunoo exasperated.
âShe asked me first though so donât hate me for that one.â
âDid she?â Jay questioned, speaking up for the first time since the beginning of the conversation about you.
âYeah, I donât know why, not complaining though.âÂ
âMaybe she just wanted it for... future references or somethingâ Jay added, trying to convince himself of that but failing.
âWhat do you mean?â Sunghoon asked, confused.
âUgh ignore him, heâs probably just jealous that you got the phone number of his biasâ Sunoo dismissed Jayâs annoyed comments.
âI didnât know sheâs your bias, Iâm sorry Jay. I wouldnât have given her my number if I knew you liked herâ
âI donât like her though, sheâs just that, a bias, nothing more and nothing less. Itâs really not that deep so donât worry about it.â Jay tried hiding his slight annoyance, key word: tried. Sunoo, Ni-ki and Jungwon could see right through it.
Ni-ki, being very well aware of the tension between Sunghoon and Jay, decided to change the topic drastically by mentioning that their manager told him that they would be filming a new episode of âEn-Oâclockâ that week, that seemed to be enough to steer the conversation away from you and the members started speculating on what crazy or weird thing they were going to film, that was something they always looked forward to. Before they knew it, their food had arrived and Jay started grilling the meat, everyone was enjoying that night leaving the tension behind and celebrating their success so far, they were all proud of themselves and each other.
When they were all done eating, they gathered their things, paid for the food and left after saying goodbye to the hostess. They decided to walk on the streets during the night, they walked for a couple minutes when they came across an ice cream shop, even though it was 10:24pm and it was 10°C they still chose to get some ice cream as dessert, they deserved it.
The first one to order was Ni-ki and he decided on strawberry, Heeseung was next and he chose Chocolate Marshmallow, next was Sunoo who obviously chose Mint Chocolate and Sunghoon did not fail to make a disgusted face towards his choice of ice cream. Sunghoon ordered next and he told the man behind the counter that he wanted Coffee, which seemed fitting. Jungwon was next and his choice was some good old plain vanilla, itâs never wrong. Jake wanted something a bit more refreshing, so he went for Lemon Sorbet and Jay, after a good five minutes of contemplating, chose Pistachio
When they all had their ice creams, they decided to go to a park nearby to eat them sitting down so they wouldnât accidentally drop them. When they all arrived at the park, they all sat down on some benches that were positioned in a circle. Perfect.
They started with small talk, but they ended up talking about their days in I-Land. They reminisce about the fun moments, the sad ones and the scary ones, the nostalgia filled the night air, but this is what the members enjoyed, relaxing, and talking amongst themselves. Being able to have free time was something they greatly appreciated because they didnât get moments like this very often.
12:00am eventually rolled around and they decided it was time to go back to their dorms, all very satisfied with their night. They took turns in the bathroom to shower, wash their faces and brush their teeth, it was a routine they have familiarized themselves with from all the times theyâve done it.
Once they were done, they all went to their rooms to get some sleep so they wouldnât feel too tired the next day.Â
Sunghoon was the last to lay on his bed amongst his roommates Jungwon, Sunoo and Ni-ki. He picked up his from where he had left it when they arrived from their night out and checked the time. It was already 12:47am so he decided that it would be for the best to try to fall asleep right away, so he got started on that. Whenever he wasnât feeling tired or sleepy, he would start imagining hypothetical scenarios in his head to distract himself from his thoughts so he could rest so thatâs what he started doing, only thing is that this time it did not work. His thoughts started drifting more and more until they landed in one thing, or, more precisely, one person.
You.
Sunghoon couldnât sleep because of you. That was when he remembered that he had been meaning to text you earlier, but he didnât want to distract himself from the quality time with his best friends, so thatâs what he did, he texted you and because he was tired, he really didnât think too deeply on what to say and he just pressed âSENDâ and immediately fell asleep with a soft smile decorating his lips.
so there's a lot of people talking about school and i'm like......just sitting here..........on summer break..............no assignments......no due dates............ damn i love summer break
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