Today’s Doodles While At Work :)

You know I tend to be against the idea that hotch has no feelings but today I saw a post that says that hotch is a sociopath who wants to be different to show that he can be a good person and I liked the idea, just imagine the team at a dinner where rossi joking about how hotch can become too much like unsubs and hotch just explodes screaming that maybe it's because he's a sociopath and then he leaves rossi and the team doesn't see him until the next day. Morgan asked Garcia to review Hotch's medical records and Garcia confirms that Hotch was indeed diagnosed with an antisocial personality disorder at 21 (I like the idea that Hotch behaves a bit like Benedict Cumberbatch's Sherlock but you know din tar smart like Sherlock. I'm also totally ignoring the fact that the fbi wouldn't hire a sociopath)

Okay so like… this is so freaking fascinating to me. Sociopaths in general are fascinating because I always wonder what exactly about their brain is different from mine that makes it so they don’t “feel” things. And then there’s stories of those who never experienced emotions but learned how to fake them/mask to fit in with “normal” society.

And the idea of Aaron Hotchner, the Unit Chief of the FBI’s leading Behavioral Analysis Unit, being one of those people? Being someone who, in order to feel something has to hold the cold metal of a gun firmly in his hands, steady eye looking down the scope as he pulls the trigger, watching the blood fly and the unsub fall with a thud? The feeling isn’t exactly… excitement? Or regret? It’s just a buzz in the back of his mind, the closest thing he’s ever experienced to some sort of emotion. And he chases that feeling when he can, because he wants to know what it is. He wants to be able to understand it. The larger the weapon, the more blood that it creates in the death of an unsub, the more powerful the buzz.

Yeah I kinda lowkey like that.

(Of course I am not an expert in sociopathy or psychopathy and I am replying in a fictional sense. People diagnosed as such are not all horrible murderers!! Plenty of people who have these diagnosis live completely safe and “normal” lives, and have healthy relationships and jobs. I am just leaning into a fictional scenario).

I saw Neil Gaiman's Valentine's post the other day and I can't stop thinking about Aziraphale's journal there's so much potential for angst if someone decided to write a fanfic about archangels finding Aziraphale's journal

When I was a Child:

I was convinced I was Belle from Beauty in the Beast:

-Love reading books about love

-Wandering around aimlessly through the town

-Find a not too nice, but still nice guy

But In reality I'm actually Cogsworth:

-Hate my job and my boss

-Won't hesitate to throw a backhanded compliment or sarcastic remark

-Hate when people randomly break out into song

So today I was quite free in my classes and I took advantage of drawing on my cell phone in free time, here is a drawing that I did on paper and now I have transferred it to digital, the only context you need is that it is part of my fnaf AU

theres nothing gayer that whatever the fuck lumiere and cogsworth had going on in beauty and the beast

Vigilante Esteban AU Aesthetic

After establishing himself as chancellor and earning enough of Shuriki’s trust to have breathing room, Esteban devises a plan to help the people of Avalor in ways he cannot while carrying out his duties as chancellor. The steps he’s made - as chancellor to help Avalor’s economy flourish and run interference between Shuriki and others - don’t feel like enough, but he also knows he can’t jeopardize his position as chancellor. An accidental stumble upon a secret passage in the library reminds him that Shuriki is unaware of the palace’s complete layout, and his plan takes form.

Esteban creates a disguise to preserve his identity and begins training in one of the secret rooms. He increases his skills in evasion, sword fighting, close combat, setting traps, and stealth. When he deems himself ready, he plots a jail break to release Shuriki’s political prisoners. The execution is seamless, and he ensures their safe passage out of Avalor. He returns to the palace in high spirits and quickly establishes the pretense of having fallen asleep in the library while reading. Shuriki rages about the masked man undermining her authority, and he feigns disbelief.

In not too long, Shuriki selects a special legion of royal guard to deal with the masked man, and the locals refer to him as “El Gato.” Esteban quickly realizes how careful he needs to be in order to cover up his double life, and the effort it will take to perform both roles. He vows to shoulder the weight of the responsibility until he’s either found out, or Shuriki’s overthrown. The guilt doesn’t vanish, but, with every person he helps, managing it becomes easier. 

How did I not notice before that you can actually see Lumiere transforming back to human in Cogsworth’s eyeglass thingie? (If someone is able to show it better than in these photos–you can click on and through them and see what I mean, that’d be awesome). Maybe I was just focussing too much on Ian McKellan’s expressions lol. 

i was recommended to watch a cool animated series for kids that i had somehow overlooked in my childhood for some reason.

and it was pretty good and interesting 🤔

Fiddleford is having the wildest summer of his life.

Wax figures coming to life, ghosts, clones, and gnomes are just a few of the things he’s seen in Gravity Falls.

But there’s a mystery way bigger than the town’s usual weirdness that’s been haunting Fiddleford’s mind.

What happened to his future self to end up as the town loon? Why did he end up living in Oregon? What happened to his family? And if he turns back into an adult… will he become the town loon again?

The questions won’t leave him alone—and sometimes, scattered fragments of his adult memories sneak into his mind.

Fiddleford wants answers. And he plans to find them.

Relativity falls!!!