I Wish His Va Wasnt Into Scientology

i’m super tired so i’ll probably come back to this but, i’ve always wanted to see kyman fics that didn’t neglect stan and kyle’s friendships. they’re best friends, and their friendship isn’t clashing with kyle and erics relationship, i think if the fic does it right, it could enrich it. okay goodnight

I love you clyde 😭😭😭

I don’t get the hate for portraying Clyde as a crybaby. Do I feel like it’s sometimes over the top in fanon? Yes. But that doesn’t mean he’s completely emotionless. Let him cry. Let him be expressive. He’s a child at the end of the day.

everyday my wish to consume digital art grows

Yet another movie robotnik redraw

from what i’m getting is to basically transfer all my political posts or make a new blog.

so i guess i’ll do the first one and get around to the second. LOL

dunno if i should make this blog my politics blog and move all my hyperfixations over to a separate blog, make this blog my hyperfixation blog and move all my politics to a separate blog, if i should abandon this blog and create two separate blogs for each, if i should abandon all my politics and only have this blog be my hyperfixations, or if i should abandon all my hyperfixations and only have this blog be my politics, or if i should keep the system i have, even though i like keeping everything separate and organized LOL.

love you forever king dice

Game dice 🂱

Brushes: genius pen, watercolor real, marker, airbrush. Idk I just like to share it w you guys ^^

lowk nullpronomial but i’m in school so whatevers fine

been going through alot today, people are cruel monsters. queer people i love you. please stop this division in our community, either stand with your community or kneel under your oppressors.

lil gender (ig?) dysphoria vent ^__^

worst part about being unlabeled (mainly because labels are uncomfortable to you) for me is that my feelings towards gender identity are fluid—so much so that i used to be genderfluid and pronounfluid but all the labels were confusing.

I felt like I was constantly boxing my identity instead of living it to the fullest. (if that makes sense?)

The thing is—when you say you’re “unlabeled” (in which i sometimes feel dysphoric for labeling the term and other times not)

people usually opt for all gender neutral terminology, and I have nothing against gender neutral terms, like I said my feelings are fluid which in itself is so annoying.

because like?? one moment i’m like “this is it, I’m actually just [label] i’ve finally figured myself out” and then my feelings change.

i genuinely have NO CLUE why i’m like this, and it’s frustrating, i do stay with genderfluid crowds when i’m having these issues but even then I don’t want to label myself—especially when my feelings change and it makes me feel dysphoric.

but back to what i was saying, i have nothing against gender neutral terms, and also like i said I sometimes prefer them. but sometimes when it’s ONLY and STRICTLY gender neutral terms i feel dysphoric because sometimes i don’t feel gender neutral.

but i feel uncomfortable hounding anyone about my gender identity (and it’s shifts (and because i mainly have a white cishet christian conservative community and i’d rather not be publicly outed and shamed)) so i just sit through the dysphoria.

i just hate not knowing, i hate it fluctuating and i hate not having a solid feeling about my gender. i look at other lgbtq people in the community who seem like they have it all figured out—hell i look at other genderfluid people who also look like they have it all figured out too—but i don’t.

there’s not much i can do, and i know people will say (as they always have) that it’s a phase—which is like

1) life is all a bunch of phases

2) what do i do when my phases constantly change and have been changing most of my life?

i don’t expect to be accommodated 24/7 about this—trust me it’d be nice but i understand there are people in need who’s priorities are higher in which i want them to be accommodated first before anyone else.

i just dream of the day i have a small close knit group of other people who not only relate but are able to help validate me through my identity.

this might also be a relevant time to wonder if i may have autism or adhd. not saying that i have either

(although i’ve been getting close to self diagnosed and i’ve been wanting a screening for awhile)

or that having either is in any way inherent connected to my feelings in general—but i have a hunch,, suspicion,, dare i say hope? to maybe explain it all to me?

sorry if i don’t make sense this is just me rambling :>

if you are not willing to stand with all of your community, you are not worthy to stand with any of us.

If you do not accept the queer community as a whole, you are not welcome in any of our spaces.

:p

“Top ten canon events: that one trio” *my ears start ringing as I grab tightly onto my chest* slow down brother i need a moment