“What Horrifies Me Most Is the Idea Of Being Useless: Well-educated, Brilliantly Promising, And Fading

Sometimes I hyperfocus so hard on something, I forget I’m a person until someone interacts with me. I feel like some wild animal seeing a human being for the first time. I’m like “oh yeah I’m supposed to speak and stuff”

pros: it would most likely vastly improve my life in a multitude of ways

cons: might get scared

i love saying “i’m being normal about it” bc i’m actually a filthy fucking liar and i’ve never been normal about anything a single day in my life

my best used to be better

Kaveh Akbar, from “Personal Inventory: Fearless (Temporis Fila)”, Calling a Wolf a Wolf 

i don't think i'm ready for when nostalgia is all that's left of my childhood