Keep Waiting

the more i Think, the more i understand why autistic-coded characters are often robots

"Not to be annoying-"

no. be annoying! own it. bother your friends. we're all weird and need attention here! Be the nuisance you wish to see in the world

u know what makes me cry..... that one van gogh quote about life changing for the better..... “many people seem to think it foolish, even superstitious, to believe that the world could still change for the better. and it is true that in winter it is sometimes so bitingly cold that one is tempted to say, ‘what do i care if there is a summer; its warmth is no help to me now.’ yes, evil often seems to surpass good. but then, in spite of us, and without our permission, there comes at last an end to the bitter frosts. one morning the wind turns, and there is a thaw. and so i must still have hope.” yeah..... Crying....

“The thing is: If you’re cold, you hurt people. If you’re sensitive, they hurt you.”

— Unknown

if i get bored from doing the same thing for an hour (at most), how do you expect me to inhabit a body for several decades???

“Try or don’t try. The time will pass anyway.”

- The Circus Train, Amita Parikh

just broke up with my therapist 😔 found out she was seeing other people

"don't worry about how other people perceive you" okay but like how they treat me is frequently determined by how they perceive me and I would prefer people be niceys to me

person a: when i love someone, i gaslight them

person b: you don’t gaslight me

person a: of course i do

person b: no, i don’t think you do

person a: yeah, i do, i gaslight you all the time, darling. how could you forget?