I Floped At Last Cringetober, I Hope I Can Do It This Year

T. Apollyon goes so hard aaaaaaa i love their desing

apollyon stuff

Here is my girl Dess!!!

Dess escaped home after coming out to their parents and going wrong, so she ventured into the unknown until she finds another soul like her who invites her to living with her, starting their adventures

the man

Webtoon's new age rating standards say that a comic can't be rated All Ages if it includes "Fully censored profanity (e.g., #$%^) in a few episodes". Literally more restrictive than 1950s newspaper funnies!

does caro ever miss or mourn the person they could have been if they been happy with who they were as carrie? i'm an older trans person and have been post op and passing for over a decade now, but every now and then i can't help but feel sad for the version of myself i would have been if i'd been cis. i don't see a lot of stories with gnc characters touch on these feelings even though i think they're a normal part of the trans experience

WOAGH ok. I'm not going to clean up this sketch cuz i think its better you get the sloppy 'couldnt see through my tears replying to this ask' version. In many ways, yes. Its hard to put into words because its not a regret, but its a grief of who they tried to be for so long. It doesn't take away from the joy they have being the person they are now, but for them its like losing a loved one too young, if that makes sense.

i think many people have 'what ifs' and sadness for our baby selves. I write Caro loving Carrie very much, which is a super personal choice for me. I also show Carries story because I feel its really important to understand Caros. And because its really important to mine. I mourn baby me all the time, I was so incredibly lost. And I mourn the man I never became. He lives in John, because in many ways he still exists in me, even if my life took me in a different direction from him. I still love him. Hes still part of me even if my path didn't include him once i learned more about myself. But I'm also incredibly joyful and happy to be the person I am now, and I think teenage girl me, and phantom FtM me would be really proud of 40-something nonbinary living-my life-the-best-way-i-can me.

I think if Caro could meet Carrie in some kinda way, they'd say they were so sorry they couldn't be her, and that they really tried but they just didnt know how. But I think Carrie would tell them she's really happy she gets to be them, and how proud she is of how far theyve come together.

6 NEKO

i may be cringe, but i am free Nyah~~!

me-core

My brain thought this was funny but im not sure it is. but oh well

Wow this is super well put out and the portraits are so cool looking

Also eve is like me fr fr i love her

This is me. Sorting Isaac hcs out, do you still love me?

Anyway there’s still a lot of things to consider, not sure if all of these are permanent (like I can see Maggie as an “adult” identity too, in a way it’s a reflection of Isaac’s mother) but they’re a start :)

WHO AM I ?