Being A Queer Hannibal Fan

Hannibal & Iwv

Ok, I can't be the only one who thinks the murder fam (Hannibal, Will & Abigail). And the vamp fam (that's what I'm calling them as not sure if they have a collective name. Lestrat, Louis & Claudia), also the shows as a whole (kinda) are same thing different font. Right?

I'm sorry but the Wilson fam JUST got Mara back and then in the NEXT episode Denny gets freaking pinned by a fucking car. I mean come on!

Gaza

I know I post fandom stuff but I need to post this.

This message may not reach many as I only have a small platform but to those who do see this, the Gen*cide in Gaza still goes on and we as a world and people must not stop protesting, talking, speaking up, donating & screaming/yelling on behalf of our brothers & sisters in Gaza until this war stops (and after)because the war does not stop when we look away from our screens or scroll past the posts. As we sit at home, inoccent lives are lost due to bombings, starvation, injurys and many other things. So please I am just asking from the bottom of my heart do anything to help, donate, buy from business that help, are run by people or that have profits that go towards the cause and if you can't afford to. Post, go to prostests, post signs/posters, boycott, don't stop talking about it, like and revlog everything to do with/ that helps.

Please.

To the people of Gaza, Ukraine & (now Lebanon) my thoughts, hope and love are with you. I know it is not nearly enough, I am just a grain of sand in an desert of people who want and are helping but this is all I can do but I hope this can help in any way.

Thomas: Guess what i’m about to get ?

Gordon: On my nerves.

Sarek in Discovery

Who the fuck was going to tell me that Erik Renard plays Frickin Sarek, know wonder he is a dick.

(lol before u come for me I know it's more nuanced than that)

Also why did they remove Discovery from the timeline

Fanfic idea

Ok so I have recently started watching JTV and I had this au-ish fanfic idea and I can't get it out of my head so here:

Show: Jane the virgin

Pairings: Michael/Rafael, Petra/Jane &Platonic Petra/Raf

Idea: So the fic starts the same as the show with Jane being artificial inceminated but with a twist.

•Ok so Rafael & Michael are the main couple.

•Petra is there surrogate because In this fic Raf & Petra a bff's (cause I like them as friends more than together anyway), though they are married but just to keep their parents off their backs and to be each other's beard's For Petra it is because her mother is just a bitch. Also needs some help do look after her, so she does not have to be around her all the time/ have a buffer. For Raf it is to show his dad that he is serious and ready for commitent and responsiblty and because I don't think he wants/ can come out to his dad (I hc Raf as pan w man pref).

•Jane is Michael's ex from before Raf.( The ended as friends/friendly terms as they both realised that they were queer)

•Jane gives Petra & Raf the perfect excuse to divorced

•Petra is jealous of Jane at the start as she feels like Jane is replacing her. But once she gets to know her, she falls in love w her

•The Roman plot: does happen but not an affair technically. And the reason Petra hugs Michael after being kidnapped is because they are friends.

•Rose/ sin rosetor plot: same but Michael and Raf go public-ish (friends,fam, hotel staff & anyone who needs to know but no big crazy anonccement)

•The hotel shares plot: Petra and Raf work together, no lost licore license plot)

•Raf would struggle w his feelings towards Jane, feeling like he should love her romantically becasue of cishet bs but Michael, Jane , Louisa & Petra would smack some sense into him

•The fic would fellow the plot of the show but be more focused on Michael/Rafael's relationship and their problems and joys as well as Petra/Jane's also just the 4's dynamic.

•The kids: all 3 kids are raised as sibs, 50/50 custody for Mateo and same with the girls (Raf is the sperm donor for them). So they switch weeks so one week & weekend Mateo is with Raf & Michael and the girls are at Petra & Jane's then they switch.

•Raf & michael live at the Marbella in a villa/house a bit away from the main hotel, renovated special for them (hey had a ton of arguments about where they would live as but they eventually agreed)

•Petra & Jane live in a house close to the Marbella but still close to Jane's abeula and her mom & dad

•Everyones jobs: Rafael & Petra co-own the Marbella (they each own their own part & spilt Louisa's part evenly, so co-owners), Michael is a detective (vice specifically) (I hc him as a vice cop, cause not sure if they ever say if he is a detective in a specific area in the show as I'm only up to s2 but he was going after a drug dealer so anyway) & Jane is a writer but does help with the Marbella (head of staff).

•They way I think Raf & Michael meet was that rookie cop Michael arrested Raf when he was in his playboy days and they hit it off but Raf was not ready but they re-meet a few years later and got to really know each other and then started dating, Michael was there for him through the cancer and by the time the show starts they have been together for a couple of years.

Ok so that is alll I have for now, may add to it later/ when I watch more JTV. please can someone turn this into a fic (I may try it myself)or recommemd any fic like this.

Rings of power

Holy shit, love it. (Am I only up to ep 2, yes but shh)

Also young Elrond & Arondir 🥵, lol

Stuff

Couple of things.

1st: CSI has ruined rice and rice bubbles for me, lol (I can only see muggots now when I look at them)

2nd: Being a Hobbit fan (the movies, not the books) is watching the movies for the 100th time and still yelling/ hope that Bilbo does not pick up the ring and that Fili,Kili & Thorin don't die (spoiler but I feel like not many people who don't know this).

3rd: I watch Dr Mike on YT and I find myself yelling at characters "chest compressions, chest compressions,chest compressions" when they do shitty CPR & I can't be the only one (yes I know they are acting but I still do it)

4th: I feel like everyone does this but if I see an actor in something, I will guess where I have seen them from or their name.

5th: Ok I have started to do something and it has helped me so I thought I would share it. If you are watching a show or movie and something that is done that makes no sense in our world, just apply the "insert the sw name here" logic. E.g: the fact that they look at each other so often it gives me anxiety when they are driving in the Rookie or when they get Dr Robbins to do an animal ortopsy rather than a forensic vet, just say Rookie/ CSI logic and move on so that you don't try and explain the logic/plot holes and drive yourself nuts. (People probably already do this but hey if this helps anyone I'll be happy but of not mah).

6th: Why is Hodges going outto the field, he hates it(yes I know he said it is to get his mind off Wendy but still)

7th: Does any know where I can watch the 911 family feud if I am not in the states and don't have Hulu.

I have just newly learnt and went into the rabbit hole of Adhd Evan Buckley heacanon and I love it, I fits Buck so so well and even Oliver Stark hc's it (maybe that could possibly be Buck's plot point in 8×05. That is been talked about)Also I love other people hc's on it, it so interesting to read people's thoughts on it (and any other thing)

Also why the heck I Grace not in s5 of Lone star!?.

I so want to see a rookie/911 crossover, I mean they are both on the same network now, set in the same city, both first responders shows and if I am not wrong they are both flim at the same timd for the seasons.

Also the Rookie Bts/ tiktoks are so funny in general but what I find so funny (and not 100% but it just makes me laugh) is:

*everyone just goofing off and being silly*

Then Wesley's actor is just like:

*👍, look at my new suit,🧍*

Lol (I do love him & Wesley thou)

I'm also excited to meet the new rookies, do anyone know there names?

Also watching Jane the virgin for the first and freaking Diego "knife boy" Hargreeves is in the show lol.

Couple of things:

1: Do ever just think went you see tourists in your city (town,ECT) think why are u taking a photo of that (intsert thing u see everyday). but also know that u do that same thing when u travel, & the locals probably think what u think.

2: I need to know, do any fellow Aro-specters struggle & cause spiral when they think they like someone & can't tell if they really do or not. (I wanted to ask to maybe get some comfort in that I am not alone)

3: Does anyone just sometimes just freaking forget Jesper is a grisha, like I just realized today that Jesper will age slower the more he uses his power. Which means that he will/could out age the rest of the crows 😭.

4: I'm sorry but are you telling me the Jane/Rafael/Michael love triangle goes on for all 5 Freaking seasons.

5: Also does anyone else get smug/proud of themselves if the guess a plotline or theory correct before the show confirms it.

6:How did I just learn that there is a live action Loud house series.

7: Has anyone read wraith of the triple goddess yet, is it good?

8: I'm so excited that the sun & the star is getting a sequel !

9: The Thalia casting, it was earlier than expected but so cool, I really hope that fandom is leaving actoress alone/ only sending her love. I'm excited to see how she Thalia. Also does anyone else pronounce her name Talia not Thalia cause I do and did not even know it was pronounced with the Th until like a year or so ago lol.

10: KallmeKris released the trailer for her movie, it looks good. To those of u going to the screening and Q&A I'm so jealous but havd fun.

11: On the note of youtubers, I can not recommend CrazyCae enough. Go check her out.

Kasey,out.

xoxo, Good night/day