Also: This Morning I Found About Five Pages Of Old Harringrove Drawings For An Animation I Forgot To

Its been quite a long time since I’ve drawn retracts and considering I’m not very good with shades too I kinda just decided to draw a serious Billy Hargrove for training.

I just received a email saying this account saying this account is 3 years long. Like, how I managed to be this inactive all this time truly astounds me.

Sometimes I'm just so mad.

I'm just chilling, doing my thing and than my father just start an argument with me about something stupid and we always disagree and he starts to welling, but I can't well back because that's "disrespectful" and that just makes me so frustrated because I just can't think straight like this and than he would talk for minutes doing this big speech thing and I just know that if I talk back he will talk longer or start welling again so I don't. In the end I just crie. Sometimes it's a silent thing, like a response for the welling or the talks that just make me feel so wrong like I am some tipe of problem in my parents life's. Sometimes is loud. Normally it's like this when it gets to bad and I start screaming or when he hits me for something I say.

In the end he always talk with my mother in the other room, she is never in our arguments, and in the big speech hour she just listen like I do. I never understand the full thing, but I hear that it's about me. Maybe she gets a big speech too.

I don't know, but this makes me want to talk back more, to well and do the things I'm not suppose to do. Maybe that's why I started to be so "rude" to people (I think I am being just true to myself telling them what I think, but mom says that I'm rude and explosive, the second part it's kinda true.)

Don't get the wrong idea, I love my parents, or at least I think so since I don't have to much to compare. It's just that I get so mad at myself for not being capable to deal with this after all this years. This is the only thing in this days that makes me crie and that's so frustrating!

Anyways I just wrote this because I wanted to get it out of my brain so I can do my fucking work and not have to say a word for the rest of the day.

Bye I guess.

My Tumblr @kath-cat made 4 years today :]

I'm somewhat of a Tumblr veteran lol

This one got it

How to get in the musical fandom

Step 1. Have a lot of self-hatred

Step 2. Listen to a musical

Step 3. Become obsessed with said musical

Step 4: Fall in love with a ship in the musical

Step 5: Look for it on every social media account you have

Step 6: Repeat step 2 through step 5 with different musicals

Hey

How you doing, hope you are all ok

It's been a while

I haven't notice time passing by

I never meant- I never meant to leave

I was down under water, but I didn't freeze

Things just got one ahead of the other

I morphed, I was another

Being like this isn't fun

I know, please don't run

I just need another second to catch my breath

We can figure it out, this can be set

This has been a very bad day

But I think we'll be ok

I lost seven games on a roll

I don't bite, I'll let you know

I always wanted to be yours favorite person

Even if I'm no longer a person

Like you

No one cared like you

I'll do my tricks, I'll make us smile

Even if it takes a while

To do

I'll try be good for you

Being in a submarine used to be my dream

But being under water I just couldn't breath

It wasn't you that pulled me back

But being here now, this monster is a sap

For you, a good friend like you

I always wanted to be yours favorite person

And even if I'm no longer the person

You knew

This will totally do

tom holland and jeremy shada are like the gods of spoiling shit. they should never be in the same room together or else they’ll just casually discuss the ending of Voltron’s final season and what Thanos’ plans are in the next Marvel film like it’s the goddamn weather

Okay, but seriously on the topic of straight people being so overly concerned about their children being exposed to homosexuality…

As some of you know, I am a makeup artist in a holistic beauty boutique in a very wealthy area of eastern New York. The week before Halloween I was offering simple costume makeup designs for both adults and children. So my last client of the evening was a 15 year old girl who came in to get her makeup done for the Halloween dance at her school. I was enjoying a conversation with both the girl and her mother when suddenly the topic of transgender came up. I got a little nervous because I have a hard time keeping my mouth shut when I hear people speaking negatively about these sorts of topics and as I mentioned, my store is in a very upscale, white, conservative area…

Anyway, the girl starts telling us that her friend prefers to be a boy now. She says it very simply and comfortably and it made me happy to see her talk about it as if it was really no big deal.

Her mother says

“How does she even know what transgender is though? She’s a little young to be making a decision like that. I really think the media is taking things too far with all this gay stuff. I’m not against it or anything, but didn’t you just tell me two boys in your class are dating too?”

The girl said that yes, two boys she knew were dating and another boy she knew was gay also. (And she also corrected the pronouns her mother used for her friend)

“I don’t mind that she knows that homosexuality is,” the mother said. “But I don’t think it should be taught at such a young age. Did you know it’s on Disney channel now?”

It took me a moment to respond, I just kept painting the girl’s face until I could figure out what I wanted to say.

“Well,” I said. “We tend to teach heterosexuality literally from the time a child is born. Most children’s books and movies are even centered around a romance of some kind like a Prince and a Princess for example. There’s rarely a children’s movie that comes out where the main male and female character don’t end up marrying each other in the end. If we don’t have a problem flooding our children’s minds with heterosexuality from the time they are able to sit up and watch a movie on their own, what is so wrong with showing them two boys or two girls being in love? We aren’t showing them sex. We aren’t showing them anything inappropriate. Since when is love inappropriate? If we show them love in all it’s forms (be it gay or straight) from an early age, they will see that it’s all perfectly normal and natural and maybe we can finally put homophobic the past…”

The woman considered this for a second and then said “I just feel like they see it and then they start to think that they might be too.”

“And maybe they are. But isn’t it better for them to know that it’s okay? They aren’t hurting anyone.”

Then the girl said. “No ones going around just thinking they are gay because they know what gay is, mom. I know what a chicken is, that doesn’t mean I’m going to wake up tomorrow and start clucking.”

I loved this kid. I hope she does well in all of her endeavors

I'm really tired and I kinda want to sleep But then I listened to that song and thought it would be a good idea to make a little comic of some part. It's not my best, but I like how it turned out, it's been a while since I've drawn them, but I guess it's not bad at all.

marvin hits trina is such an underrated song ?? like

- u n c o u t h - trina calling mendel ‘sweet and warm’ - ‘and he loves me, so…?’ also reinforces the fact that trinas only marrying mendel because he says he loves her - marvin hits trina - marvin literally hits trina holy fucking shit - andrews harmonies during all the marvin yelling parts (ie ‘how could you ever deny what we had?!’) - all the parts where whizzer and trina are singing together showing how theyve both been used by marvin ouch

- do i love him? no.

- ‘i am so dumb’ act 1 marvin finally accepting hes fucked up everything (and then proceeding to fuck up even more by slapping trina like wtf marv) - dumb.dumb. dUMB.

DUMB.

(insert christian borle yelling in the bgd) - THATS JUST THE AUDIO THO IF UR TALKIN THE STAGE PERFORMANCE AS WELL THEN JASONS REACTIONS TO EVERYTHING HAPPENING ??? OH MMYGOD HE NEEDS A HUG ????????? - conclusion its a fucking beautiful jam