Everywhere I Look, I See His Face (lestappen)

you can literally say i love you to anyone anywhere anytime ever

i think im in love with you. good luck on exams pookster

THANK YOU BABESS 🥹✨

my exams are going on which is why i had set your mammoth bearnelli fic aside as a treat for me to devour after i tackled molecular biology. sadly, molecular biology defeated me BUT i decided i still deserve a treat and went and read the fic and i just gotta say, that is a promising early investment in bearnelli stocks. stocks that i see rising in the future (i have no clue abt stock market lingo i am a microbiology major)

Thank you for reading, you microbiology legend. I hope the fic helped make the post-exam brain fog slightly more bearable (or bearnellable? sorry), and I promise to keep writing like I'm being chased by deadline demons and the spirit of Enzo Ferrari himself. despite the finals. especially despite the finals.

also you get extra serotonin points for saying “mammoth bearnelli fic.” I’m putting that on my gravestone.

Let me know when you recover from molecular trauma so we can scream about F1 properly 😌🫶

@iluvoscarpiastri HIIIII IM GETTING A SIBLING YESSS

fellas i’ve done it again. i’ve accidentally adopted another child/sibling on tumblr. again. how i manage this is beyond me

it's giving ✨self love✨ 💅

and yes, i always like my own posts

also ALSO 16 is sulphur (S) and 33 is arsenic (As) so basically 3316 is ASS. which is what the cars have been demonstrating thru out 2025 season. i hope that turns to SAS but i am not hoping too much. the ferrari fans do enough.

where the drivers would be on the periodic table based on their (current) driver numbers

I should be studying. I also have so so much lestappen plot in my brain. I should be studying. What if I write angst? I should be studying. omg what if I write landoscar fluff? I should be studying. eh lets make max a dad. I should be studying. I'm gonna rickroll everyone and their mother (respectfully). I should be studying. I'm never gonna update greek comedies and tragedies. I should be studying. brb gonna rewatch the new mclaren video.

did i mention i should be studying?

me, writing a character saying “i’m fine” as they wipe blood off their face and collapse into someone’s arms: yeah this is what storytelling is all about. this is what shakespeare was trying to do. this is what orwell would’ve written if he had a tumblr account and unresolved abandonment issues.

gentle reminder you can rise up from everything. you can recreate yourself. nothing is permanent. you are not stuck. you have choices. you can think new thoughts. you can learn something new. you can create new habits. all that matters is that you decide today and never look back.

my dream as a fanfic writer is for one day, one of my fics to be someones comfort fic. like the fic that they reread when they don't feel good and want to be happy. i want my words to comfort someone one day