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Idk about you but I see a seaweed & pearl mermaid necklace design right when I needed it.🙃🙃🙃

Think outside the box they said.

I’ll “compose” beyond the lines.

Edit: It sounds like shit lol rip .-.

Amid the rising scent of smoke and the glow of the fire that brings an old warmth to the heart, my aunt kneaded the dough with her tired hands, wiping her face with the edge of her sleeve, continuing her work as if telling a story of resilience without words. The gas was scarce, it had run out, but life does not stop, and bread does not wait. Over the blazing fire, the loaves puffed up as if breathing patience, reminding us that simplicity is not poverty, but a life brimming with resistance and warmth.

In those moments, I felt something deeper than mere hunger and bread… I felt the intimacy of the moment, the roots extending through time, and that warmth not just from the fire, but from the hearts that refuse to surrender. 💓

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Donate to My friend Shahad Dahlan in Gaza., organized by Manar Ahmed

I am raising funds for my friend in Gaza. This fund is to help her leave Gaza and move to… Manar Ahmed needs your support for My friend Shah

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How cruel it is for a person to find himself in a situation he never imagined… to transform from a professional, from a person who works hard to earn a living with dignity, to someone who extends his hand begging for help, not because he wants to, but because he is forced, coerced, trapped between hunger, injustice and betrayal.

Begging… is not just asking for money, but it is the loss of a part of the self, the breaking of the spirit that used to give instead of waiting for giving. We did not get here because we made a mistake, we did not choose this path, but it was imposed on us by force.

Since when did we run after screens, looking for a glimmer of hope in donation links, sending message after message, enduring embarrassment, facing rejection, being expelled from some people’s conversations as if we were a burden? Since when did this become the reality we have to live?

Do you know what is harder than hunger? Not the lack of food, nor the loss of money… but to have your dignity taken away in broad daylight, to find yourself being fought from all sides, to feel that the whole world wants you to break, to become just a beggar on the doorsteps of organizations and donations.

But we no longer expect anything from the world… not from governments, nor from politicians, nor from those who draw maps with our blood. All that remains for us is you… you are the ones who feel for us, who understand our suffering, who realize that what we are living is not life, but a daily struggle for survival.

So excuse us… we have no trick, no power, except with God and then with you.

I was writing to myself on the drafts this instantaneous writings I called:

"Why did they make us like this?!"

I'm sorry and G.N 😓💓

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Donate to My friend Shahad Dahlan in Gaza., organized by Manar Ahmed

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@shahaddahlan0

"Please, do not ignore my story. Your donation and sharing this message is a part of your humanity and support for us. Every help, no matter how small, makes a huge difference in my life and my children's lives. Be our voice, be the hope for those who have lost everything." 🇵🇸🍉🙏🏼

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Donate to Help me save my children from death in the Gaza war, organized by Ahmad Mahmoud

I am Ahmed Mahmoud,34 years old, from Gaza, married with four childr… Ahmad Mahmoud needs your support for Help me save my children from dea

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #521 )✅️

Share, donate, help us survive. 🕊️❤️

In a corner of Gaza, my family and I are drowning in destruction, with the echoes of suffering surrounding us. I sat beside my modest tent, hastily erected after losing my home in the latest bombing. The faces of my family tell stories of patience and resilience, with lines of time etched upon them, as if they were records of unforgettable events. 🇵🇸⏳🍉

I once lived in a small home, filled with the laughter and voices of my children. Today, I have become a witness to the agony of displacement. The bombing forced me to flee with my children after a shell struck our home, leaving behind years of memories and simple belongings I never imagined would become unreachable. 🏚️💨

Every morning, I leave my tent and go to work, using a clay oven to provide food for my children. Meanwhile, my youngest son heads to the charity kitchens that offer aid, waiting for long hours under Gaza’s scorching sun. Despite the exhaustion that weighs down his frail body, he carries the food mixed with his tears and returns with a fake smile, hiding behind it the burdens of his struggles. 🍞🥀

At night, when everyone else is asleep, I remain seated at the entrance of my tent, gazing at the dark sky, reminiscing about days gone by… about my home that was once filled with warmth. Yet, I still find remnants of hope in my heart—a hope that one day peace will return, and my children and I will live in a new home, filled with joy. 🌙🏡✨

In moments of solitude, I find peace in prayer and supplication. I plead to God to protect Gaza and its people, to wipe away the dust of sorrow from our hearts. I always repeat🇵🇸🍉🌿

"We are here to remind the world that we are stronger than war, and we will rebuild our lives anew, no matter the cost!" 🙏

😞🙏🏻Please stop! Do not skip this.😞🙏🏻

Emergency status!

4900$ from 20,000$ just since October 2024 !🤯🤕

Our campaign is very stagnant and moves very slowly, the donations we receive very few. 🥺💔

▪︎Our campaign has been achieved since October 2024 only 4,900$ from $ 20,000$

▪︎We still have %75 to close our desired campaign

Ask for the humility of your contribution to fill this gap to get close to living a better life 🥺🥺💔

My family and I am frustrated, broken, unaware, and osteo, and we feel very disappointed.

We destroyed our house and we lost people close to our lives, and my father lost his work because of the war and we find it difficult to find the livelihood of our day and became coexisting with the lack of water, food and high prices very difficult.

We want to reform what the occupation destroyed and retrieve what we lost from our lives previously. Or finding a possible opportunity to leave the country and gold for a more stable and safe place

We can make all this possible with your help, standing beside, supporting and supporting our campaign, by donating us or spreading it widely to live my family a better life 🙏🏻

Together you can give us hope to get close to living a better life. 🥺🥺❤

Vatted by: @90-ghost 🔎

Donation link here:

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Donate to Help Nada's family survive purposeful unimaginable struggle, organized by Michael Bushnell

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✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #373 )✅️

I hope you'll let me tell you a little bit about my home🇵🇸, Gaza🍉. It's a place where we're living through some very challenging times💔🥹. We're under attack from bombs, explosives, and warplanes, and we've had to endure many nights of sleeplessness. It's a difficult situation💔, but we're trying to stay positive🖤. This war has really taken a toll on us. It's destroyed our bodies, our lives, and our souls. It has been so sad to see our homes destroyed, our belongings taken from us, and our beautiful places ruined. It has also changed our situation for the worse. We were living a pretty good life, you know? Peaceful, loving, and full of life. But then, we found ourselves in a really tough spot. Hunger, fear, and terror have become our new normal. My kids and I, along with my extended family, are struggling to make ends meet. We don't have the basic necessities of life, and our living situation is pretty rough. We're in these old, falling-apart tents. It's so hard to know what to do when winter comes. We'll be soaked in the rain and wind, and I'll be at a loss as to how to keep my family safe, from the bombing and from the winter.💔🥹

I'm really hoping you can help me and my family to live through this awful war.💔🥹🍉

🥹❤️‍🩹https://gofund.me/ed6e9cb6❤️‍🩹🥹

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‼️Finally a ceasefire, We will return home‼️

Hello, I'm Lama from Gaza... I lost everything I owned... my house, my job and our car... 😞

We have nothing left... but thank God the ceasefire took place today at 8:30 in the morning... we will return to Our beloved city after more than 8 months of absence...but the joy is incomplete due to the great destruction. Nothing remains as it was.😔😭

This is my house before and after⬇️⬇️⬇️

All our memories have been erased, nothing remains...

We also need you to stand with us so that we can rebuild our beautiful Gaza, and so that we can complete our lives and build a new home.😔🫂🙏

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4★TOWN HEADCANNONS

Ive LITTERALY BEEN CRUSHING AND OMFGHSNNKAKDK THEYRE SO PRETTY so here ya go some head cannons!

Robaire

In the beginning robaire was probably stuck up and a little snobby.

NOT TO MUCH just a little..

Of course now he loves his friends!

When it came time for Jesse to introduce his kids to the group robaire was the most anxious one out of the group. He loves them so much and was really nervous about getting them to like him.

He’s the push over uncle.. he literally is..

“Uncle robaire!” Can we get that big teddy bear!”

“Ah.. c’mon guys you know your dad said I couldn’t get y’all anything this time..”

“Oh..” *looks down sad*

*robaire to cashier* “yeah I’ll take two-“

HE GETS AND DOES EVERYTHING FOR THEM!

But it’s not just them he likes to buy things for, NOPE ITS EVERYONE!

Strong believer in retail therapy

His parents? Bought them a house once he got the money and a car! They adore him and are very grateful!

Even though he doesn’t need to, sometimes he’ll buy things for the rest of his band. He’ll donate to whatever Charity Tae is promoting, he’ll buy clay for Jesse, etc.

Robaire definitely writes for the romantic/sad/flex songs.

Yeah he used to be stuck up but now he’s the charismatic leader yk? He’s cool about everything but sometimes he can panic and mess up but it’s okay because in the end he has the groups back and they got his. That’s all they need.

In the BTS bloopers he’s definitely the one laughing not really participating in the fun but just watching happily from the sidelines! *laughs loudly and non stop*

Jesse

Jesses a laid back artistic guy.

He loves his kids they’re his whole life.

He also admires his friends!

Smells like banana and strawberries yougurt don’t ask..

While robaire is know as the romantic Jesse also loves to write poems in his free time. To no one in particular of course. He just likes to imagine pretty girls (or guys) and writes poems about them which is how he gets most of his song lyrics

they’re definitely a bromance going on between him an robaire.

He loves how robaire is with his kids. Although sometimes it is a little hard trying to get him to be a stern with saying no to buying them things.

“Hey Jess! We’re home!” *kids giggle as Jesse walks into the front giving them both big hugs. Kids run into the house*

“So whatd yo-…..” “…” “why are you holding two life size teddy bears?” “WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO-?” “ROBAIRE-“

He loves making pottery and has made some for his bros. Along with paintings and other gifts where he uses different mediums of art.

He totally cries at sad romance movies but rubs it off as something in his eyes.

*sniff* “are you okay?” “Shush Ro, there’s just sand in my eye” “But we’re not near any sand” “TAE SHUT-“

Definitely writes for the romantic/inspirational/poetic songs

Although He’s really chill about everything something’s that can get to him is: paparazzi following him everywhere. (Every time they bother him he doesn’t pay them mind and tries to walk away from the situation without talking and just throws smiles and neutral gestures they’re way) Fans violating the bands privacy. (Now don’t get him wrong He love his fans but hates it when he or one of the other band members run they’re hand into the crowd and feels they’re rings getting grabbed off of they’re hand or when they dive into the crowd and get they’re accessories taken. It’s not like they can’t replace it it’s just a little irritating) and lastly he hates Hates HATES personal invasive questions. (SPECIFICALLY when it about his kids. He won’t mind any questions he just hates questions about them. He just wants them to live a normal quiet life. It’s one of the rules when he goes to interviews is they CANNOT under ANY circumstances ask about his kids. When he’s interviewing one on one and the reporter asks he’ll laugh awkwardly and just not answer. But when he’s with the band getting interviewed, everyone just smiles or chuckles awkwardly and ignores the question. PS. The Aaron’s are totally given the reporter annoyed or disgusted faces #westantheaarons)

Jesse is LITERALLY the best father. WITHOUT A DOUBT HES TOTALLY A CHILL DAD LIKE ISNHXJANC

any accidents That the kids make are just that.. accidents. He’s a very chill dad and with that his kids are very chill too! On the rare occasion that Jesse is caught in public by paparazzi with his kids they always smile an say the darnest things -^-

In BTS bloopers reels Jesse is totally the one causing chaos unknowingly. “Oh hey Jesse let me carry those boxes!” “Oh cool sure!” *jesse pulls on a plug on the stage unplugging the lights and trips to the ground and Aaron take the boxes and make sit worse by falling* “what just…”

Tae young

Tae is a big ol sweetheart <3

Definitely uses these often “<3, ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎,♡︎♥︎,“

He definitely loves and tries to write great love/cheerful songs! Although he himself isn’t much of a writer he manages.

Totally has many pets that he’s rescued! (Dogs, cats, birds, snakes etc) all kept separately but all well taken care of!

Tae probably dreamed of being a vet when he was younger.

He’s also a good cook! Or that’s what he thinks lmao. He kinda thinks that since he has made many special gourmet meals for his animals that he can just do the same to human food but uh… somehow he’s completely roasted six pots/pans and has burnt water.

He loves to watch people make food though. Tae most likely has a bunch of muckbang in his recommended and is subscribed to a lot of YouTubers who make that type of content.

HE TOTALLY TIRES TO GET THE OTHER GUYS TO PAINT THEY’RE NAILS WITH HIM SO THEY MATCH BUT IS ALWAYS TURNED DOWN SO HES HAD TO SNEAKILY PAINT THEY’RE NAILS AT NIGHT

*snore* “it’s my time to create chaos (•̀ᴗ•́)و“ *next morning* “TAE WHY ARE ALL OF OUR NAILS BLUE?!” “*gasp* a Ghost-“ “nO-“

He loves eating! Especially something homemade which is why he likes cooking so much even though again he’s not the best. He loves eating whatever Aaron T makes. Aaron T totally loves to make food and tae stress eats so the two have an unspoken agreement

Tae is definitely the favorite uncle You know?he’s just so fun! And he lives to educate the kids about animal and wildlife in general. it makes him happy seeing their smiling faces when he gets to go out on the town with them.

In BTS bloopers he’s totally the one to try to keep peace but ends up encouraging the bad behavior in the end and creates more chaos. “Aaron!” *both Aaron’s in unison* “what?” “no! I mean what…which Aaron was it..?”

Aaron T.

He’s a kidder alright. He can’t take anything serious until it’s slapping him in the face!

Aaron T was actually the one who suggested they be called “4★TOWN” instead of “5★TOWN” because he has the same name as Aaron Z. So technically they and I quote “count as one person”

Of course they went with it. It was funny.

Uncle T is the uncle that they barely get to see because of his reckless nature. He usually sees them when Aaron Z has them but he’s not allowed to take them anywhere by himself because he himself…is a child.

He’s totally the one to slip up and say something inappropriate teaching the kids it on accident.

“Your mom!” “Where’s you learn that?” *T sweats* “uM-“

T feels closer with Jesse and Aaron Z then anyone else in the group and is able to confide in them. Although the whole time he will be cracking jokes.

Is shipped with Aaron Z a lot so they —Mainly T though—play onto sometimes it leading to funny situations

“Hey handso- I mean Z” *said infront of a reporter. “Stoppp” Z said chuckling. *reporter shocked bc Z is smiling* “I’m sorry bab- Z” *Z starts to die laughing out loud* “c’mon stop smiling you said it was reserved for me 🥺”

*time skip to them in their trailer* “oh and before I forget I’m gonna beat you up T” *Z smiles laughing* “what did I do?” “That” *tae responds turns up the tv* *they all watch T & Z’s fake flirting* “oh yeah-“

He definitely writes genius lyric’s for any song.

Loves joking a playing around but he also has a small love for baking! He loves to make macrons, cake, tarts and other sweet treats! It’s his stress reliever! If he ever stresses about a songs performance on the radio he’ll just bake a couple cupcakes help tae’s stress eating and to help himself calm down

Fun fact: T is the only one that can make Z smile. Yup!

This is important because whenever Z cries and needs someone to cry to Aaron T is always there. That doesn’t mean he’s the best a comforting though…

*Z cries* “uh…ummm…don’t cry baby girl your too pretty?” “WhAt-“ “I DONT KNOW I SAW IT ON TV-“

In the BTS blooper reels he’s the one causing chaos on purpose. “Oh Jesse let me help you carry these boxes ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)” *proceeds to drop them all and trips Jesse in the process. Ruins everything on accident but also on purpose?*

Aaron Z.

Aaron Z. Is totally the big badass of the group.

But ill let you in on a little secret HES a big BABY. Aaron totally is a little baby posed as a big bad man.

He gets hurt at the smallest things and cries in his dressing room for ages! Aaron T Knows this and is usually by his side comforting him.

*Z sobbing* “*pat pat* it’s gonna be okay Z! I’m sure he didn’t mean to step on your shoe!” “He did it because he hates me and hates my dances! I knew that new manger didn’t like me! I’m a failure!” *sobs into hands* *doesn’t know how to comfort Z and panics internally*

Aaron Z. Loves dance as we all know but he totally loves making extra choreography in his spare time too! Tae and Aaron T. Are the main ones that actually enjoy his extra sets. Not that Robaire and Jesse don’t! But they usually don’t participate but instead they watch.

Aaron Z. doesn’t really write more or do he just beatboxes so whatever the band needs he’ll provide flawlessly.

He loves spending time with the band but mainly hangs out with tae and Aaron T.

Aaron Z is totally the cool unbothered uncle! He’ll cover for the kids anything they do anything!

“Who broke the vase Z?” “It was me” *sigh -* “I know it was one of the kids, which one was it” “I’m not snitching” * bigger sigh*

Once he meets jesses kids he totally teaches them choreography. AND THEY LOVE IT

“Uncle Z! Show us that move you did to finish your guys last tour!” “Oh the Z special? I got y’all >:)”

Aaron Z is the disappointed parent in BTS bloopers. “*sigh* guys…can we not break the entire stage in half this time-?” *proceeds to do just that* “well it was worth a shot-“

Doing homework early in the morning while listening to vids about non-binary people and pansexuality...

I wish life could be like this.

(but without the homework part😝)

“It’s gonna be May” HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA🤣🤣🤣🤣

TJ’s real initials are JT and they stand for Justin Timberlake (because his mom was obsessed with Justin Timberlake) but he’s embarrassed by it so he changes it to TJ. The GHC+Jonah and Marty find out about it and love to tease him about it

- TJ stands in front Cyrus and holds his hands “I love you so much.” He says. “I guess you could say that you…can’t stop the feeling” Cyrus says smirking up at TJ. TJ drops Cyrus hands and walks away from Cyrus who can’t stop laughing

- the boys and girls basketball team have practice together and Buffy decides to play music and makes a playlist entirely of Justin Timberlake songs

- Andi makes TJ a bracelet that says “bye bye bye” on it

- Jonah walked into the bathroom to see TJ washing his hands at the sink and started to sing mirror. It happens every time Jonah sees TJ in front of a mirror

- any time TJ complained Marty would say “Cry me a River” and now everyone does it

- Buffy sends envelopes addressed to Justin Timberlake to TJ’s house that are just filled with pictures of Justin Timberlake

- at the next open mic night Jonah sings a medley of Justin Timberlake songs and dedicates it to TJ

- at the prom they all request as many Justin Timberlake songs as possible and they all learnt the dance moves to bye bye bye

- Marty has Spanish with TJ and spends 80% of the lesson singing señorita to TJ

- April 30th is the worst day of TJ’s life, every time the GHC+Jonah and Marty walk past him they say “it’s gonna be may”

- Andi and TJ go thrift shopping together and one day she finds a denim suit and makes TJ try it on. She then secretly buys it and gives it to him for his birthday.