I Hate It When You’re Reading Smut And You Can’t Figure Out What Position They’re In.

HERE WE GO MOTHERFUCKERS

recently someone rolled their eyes and told me everyone's neurodivergent these days. i once spent 5 hours zoned out staring at my new wallpaper slowly peeling off the wall. i was too burned out to get up and fix it but it was bothering me so i couldn't leave it, either. i just sat there and watched the paper crawl downwards.

that whole time i was thinking about how fucked up the show danny phantom is because i think the kid might have actually died? or is a lich? or maybe exists in a limbo between two worlds? he was just 14! does he ever get to actually pass on? did his particles fry?

the wallpaper remained half-peeled for 3 weeks. also, i have only seen like 3 episodes of danny phantom.

something my therapist and i have talked a lot about is that kids with mental illness and/or neurodivergence almost always know, even before the diagnosis. we just know. we can tell there's something ... different about us. i don't know how to explain it. a sense of displacement, of alienation. like everyone else is getting secret, important messages - and we just can't. like the floor is a laser grid, and everyone else is a gymnast, and we can't even see where the heat is coming from; only feel it cut off the parts of our life that someone-else would have had easy access to.

cut off like how danny died(?) in the portal, i mean. its like you become... not a person, but not a corpse. something like that changes you.

i thought i was possessed. real-life full-of-demons possessed. it was the way i was raised. there was no other explanation for it, because i did the math - i saw how people talked about neurodivergence, and i was at-once "not bad enough" and also "too broken." therefore (obviously) i had let an evil spirit into my body. i guess that's kind of like danny phantom too?

i keep thinking about how when people are experiencing mental pain, they often secretly wish something horrible would happen to them, just for the "excuse". depression and anxiety are some of the more common mental illnesses, so they're treated like a small wound. like if you slap a bandaid on the situation, that person will just-pull-through. they are not seen as life-altering, much less life-threatening. they're a minor inconvenience, like needing glasses or being unable to process dairy. everyone is depressed. being neurodivergent these days is kind of the same.

if everyone is special, nobody is. it's kind of annoying, because - if it's true so many of us exist like this, why not make the world a better place for us? why not have more access to things like affordable testing, learning centers, and outreach programs? why not make adult life more manageable for those of us still struggling? why not acknowledge that adhd medication has been scarce for a while now, and that it is absolutely horrible that it's forcing thousands of people into a sudden and non-prescribed withdrawal? if there's nothing really different about us - why isn't the world shaped to fit us? why would we have to "just get over it"?

and why did his parents even have a death tube in their basement to begin with? the kid is obviously intelligent, just tell him "hey, this is a death tube, it's got death inside of it." maybe put a sign up. or safety railings! that shit was obviously not osha-compliant.

in the show, they frame it as danny's mistake, and then he has to deal with the consequences.

i haven't been able to eat anything but my safe foods in weeks. in my monthly "check in" meeting with my boss, he said - you just seem distractable. like, easily. there are no guardrails on my life. either i keep myself in a stranglehold of perpetual control, or it dissolves in the rain. it's a joke with my friends - well, you know her. she'll forget. it's a joke, and it's funny, and i'm laughing. my boss wrinkles his brow. you're a perfect worker, but you miss that 5%.

it would be nice if everyone did understand, is the thing.

Reblog to help forward the cause of science or something, honestly I'm just curious to know how old everyone is.

Casual reminder that legitimate fans of Dr**m are not welcome here. I don’t care about what your personal opinions on the guy are, or if he’s your “comfort streamer,” I genuinely could not give less of a shit. I don’t give a damn. You are NOT welcome here.

(Continued under the cut bc I went on a bit of a rant)

It’s been stated multiple times that he has a history of racism, misogyny, and bigotry. He’s got a history associating with other awful people. In recent years he’s been sexting people over snapchat. Proof has been provided by multiple sources multiple times. There isn’t any question about it.

The burden of proof is on Dr**m. He has not given any evidence besides personal anecdotes and rambling word salads that just go in circles. His only “defense” has been “oh all these people are just clout chasing and nothing they say is true trust me guys don’t actually think critically about what they said.” And so many people are willing to take him at his word because he’s a famous white guy and surely he wouldn’t LIE. The guy everyone is accusing of being a SERIAL LIAR. Surely is NOT LYING THIS TIME.

He has some kind of superiority complex because he has young fans who are willing to doxx victims because “how DARE you accuse this man of such a thing?? Where’s your PROOF??” When the proof is like. Right there. And has been there for some time now.

You wanna know what he should do if he has so much proof against these allegations? Do what Kwite did. Pull it all out. Go through everything and actually give it to your critics. He’s doing nothing for himself or his image by simply not putting it out there. Why wouldn’t you want to immediately disprove all the shit that’s been levied at you? Some of the shit that’s out there does NOT favor Dr**m at all.

But I know exactly why he’ll never do it: because it doesn’t exist. So long as he can string a bunch of naive fans along and play the innocence card he’ll just keep doing the same shit. He’ll keep being a racist. He’ll keep being a misogynist. He’ll keep being a bigot. So stop sucking Dr**m’s dick for two seconds, read through everything, and then look at how he’s responded. Simply saying “I didn’t do it” is not proof in this situation.

this is so upsetting, PLEASE rb to spread awareness

"I can fix him", I say, knowing I'm the most mentally unstable person in the relationship

(Across the Spider-Verse spoiler)

Gosh, as a Reddit refugee, I'm already liking this more than Reddit, I am sufficiently scared to see the downsides >w<

As a gift, a turtle I found today, please accept them

Andi aita?

I have this on again off again situationship with this guy for past four years. Initially, I tracked his ass down but he took the bait cause he is a loser.

Problem is I know he's been a whore this all time like dming girls, even paying for sex but I have him by the balls and he is like RICH RICH. His family likes me also.

I think if I can tolerate his ass I can trick him into marrying me soon which will be a huge payout?

What do you think?

anon i’m not going to lie to u this is kind of insane😭😭

i think there must be a better way… i feel like marrying this guy might bring you a lot more problems than solutions

but let’s hear from the audience🎤🎤🎤