Master List
Jealousy - [SKZ Lee Felix x M!Reader] ‼️[NSFW]‼️
Doomsday - [SKZ Bang Chan x M!Reader]
New Year Kiss - [SKZ Seo ChangBin x M!Reader]
One // Two
Insecurity - [SKZ x M!Reader]
Selective Mute - [SKZ Lee Know x M!Reader] ‼️[NSFW]‼️
Not Yours but, Mine - [SKZ Hwang HyunJin x M!Reader] ‼️[NSFW]‼️
Hanahaki - [SKZ Han JiSung x M!Reader]
One // Two
Here Always - [SKZ Kim SeungMin x M!Reader]
After Office Hours - [SKZ Yang JeongIn x M!Reader]
Curse of Bad Lucks - [SKZ Lee Felix x M!Reader]
Not all wishes comes true - [SKZ x M!Reader]
It is what it is - [SKZ Bang Chan x M!Reader] ‼️[NSFW]‼️
One // Two
One of those days - [SKZ Lee Know x M!Reader] ‼️[NSFW]‼️
Promises - [Jujutsu Kaisen! Nanami Kento x M!Reader]
One // Two // Three
good riddance live
[Doomsday - SKZ Bang Chan X M!Reader]
It was an exhausting day and M/N can’t wait for it to end. It started with waking up perfectly fine this morning, having his cup of coffee and breakfast made by his husband, kissing the latter goodbye, driving to work, settling down at his desk, only to be instantly called out not even a minute after he sat down.
M/N was a loved firefighter in the city of Seoul. He was also, the first one to come out that he was happily married with a sweet loving husband. It was a dream come true for him but, soon, reality speaks itself. As wonderful as his life could be, there was exhausting day as a firefighter and today happened to be one of it. It was his 5th call for the day and it was not even midday, meaning, it was doomsday. This was commonly known in fire stations. Doomsday was a cursed day.
“Seriously?” M/N mentally cursed the world when the bell to the firehouse alerted the station. He quickly grabbed his gears and climb up to truck.
“Someone tell me, who didn’t shower today?” WonHo, the captain groaned as they were en route to their sixth call.
“Definitely Jae. He stinks today.” Francis joked as the group laughed along.
As least, his coworkers/teammates made the day still bearable. M/N was not the type to talk much. He was introverted, just like his husband and the entire station knew that.
“Alright, M/N , Jae, take a sweep. We’re looking at a fire structure, minutes, are all we have.” WonHo commanded and the team made a move.
It was finally the end of the day when M/N finds himself dragging his feet across the long stretch of apartment. At that moment of time, he cursed himself for getting the furthest apartment out of the 9 others that were available once upon a time. He clumsily rummaged through his bag for his keys, only to drop them on the floor. M/N felt like crying.
“Love.” M/N looked up with his teary eyes to meet the eyes of his husband.
“Channie.” The firefighter whispered dropping his duffel bag onto the floor and practically throwing himself onto the other.
Bang Chan cooed softly as he caught the bigger frail into his arms. He buried his face into M/N’s neck, not minding the stench of burned woods and sweats overpowering the faint scent of his favourite cologne that was gifted to the firefighter on their 3rd anniversary.
“Bubble bath?” Bang Chan offered the younger as they finally broke apart from the hug. M/N’s appearance was a mess. His hair sticking out everywhere as if he had been in some kind of tornado. His face had smudges of burned marks. Bang Chan didn’t miss the minor burn that ran across the firefighters forearm. M/N nodded subtly before grabbing his keys and bag off the floor, trudging into the apartment.
The older closed the door behind them before following after the younger one into the bathroom. M/N had switched on the tap, letting Luke warm water run into the tub. Bang Chan smiled as he cups the younger face, pecking his lips. M/N almost purred as he grips Bang Chan’s waist, pulling him closer and begin kissing the older.
“Okay, if we don’t stop, the tub will overflow.” The rapper panted slightly as he broke their kiss just in time to switch the tap off. The two undressed themselves and climb into the tub. M/N positioned himself in between the older’s leg, leaning onto his husband’s toned chest. No doubt, both of them were buffed, it was just fortunate that M/N was a foot taller than the older.
“So, today HyunJin and Felix fought because HyunJin literally put Felix’s duck into a pot and pretended to cook it and like it took JiSung and ChangBin to stop Felix from literally straddling HyunJin to death,” M/N listened contently to his husband describing how his day had went, “and like Lee Know decided it was a good idea to dance on a chair without anyone supporting him which resulted to a sprained ankle.”
“Serve him right, is he okay though?” M/N asked.
“He got a week off from dancing and literally is not allowed to bear any weight so, I.N became his humanoid wheelchair.” Bang Chan explained making the younger chuckle heartedly.
There was a minute of silence as Bang Chan gently messaged the firefighter’s scalp. It was then M/N finally cleared his throat.
“I had a horrible day today. It was doomsday.” Bang Chan understood where the conversation was going, “we broke our firehouse record and went to 10 calls today within 16 hours. I am exhausted and,” M/N paused and shifted. He was thankful that their tub was almost like a mini jacuzzi. The firefighter turned to face his husband, lifting the older up onto his laps so that he was straddling the firefighter, “I got triggered today.”
“Tell me more love, what triggered you?” Bang Chan encouraged as he washes off the shampoo on the firefighter’s head.
“The last call I went to was a married couple just like us. They are newly wed, just like us.” M/N took a couple of seconds to calm his pounding his heart, “he just came back home when he realised that the apartment was on fire. His husband was a producer and songwriter just like you. I…. I….. got so terrified because all I could think of was you.”
Bang Chan felt his heart clenched as tears ran down his husband’s cheeks, “when Jae and I went inside, he was laying unconscious on the floor, my imaginations went wild because all I could picture was you laying there unconscious. The…the beam gave way and it almost killed him.”
“But it didn’t right?” Bang Chan interjected, “because you manage to save him. Knowing you, you ran towards him and pulled him out just in time before the beam fell on him.” He speculated. “Which then results to this.” M/N nodded mutely as Bang Chan traced a finger over the minor burn on his forearm. “You’re okay baby. I’m okay. You’re okay. Look at me.”
“I almost had a panic attack after we left the site. I wanted to call you, I wanted to hear your voice, I wanted to know that you’re alright but, I don’t know….. I don’t know why my body wasn’t moving to my own will. All I did was drove back home, dragging myself here and I finally saw you.”
Bang Chan cooed as he cups his husband face, planting a chaste kiss onto the younger forehead, “here baby. I am right here. I’m okay. You’re okay.”
“Please don’t leave me. Never leave me.”
“I won’t. I promise.” Bang Chan assured. “Till death do us part.”
“Forever and always.” M/N continued before he hugged the older tightly, almost crushing the bones in his husband.
“Forever and always.” Bang Chan repeated.
“I love you.”
And I'm just supposed to be okay?
Bonus
[Not yours but, mine - SKZ HyunJin X M!Reader] [NSFW]
‼️Trigger warnings: Abuse, Homophobic Parents ‼️
“Hi, will you go to prom with me now?”
M/N felt his eyes twitched in annoyance. This was the thirteenth time, yes, M/N counted, where the ‘hot’ boy of JYP College repeatedly asked him to go to the prom and it has been going on for almost a month now. Without fail, Hwang HyunJin, the prince of JYP College, would randomly show up out of nowhere and asked him the same question over and over again.
“M/N,” HyunJin pouted as he took M/N forearm, randomly tracing over the tattoos, the latter had. “I really like you.”
“No.” M/N simply said as he gently pulled his arm away, packing his things.
“Pretty please?” This time, HyunJin batted his eyelids so fast that M/N thought it would fly off.
“No,” again, the same answer. M/N took a last glance over to the dejected pretty boy before walking out the door of the class.
Class ended an hour ago but, M/N had stayed back to complete some overdue assignments. The moment, M/N found himself alone in the usually crowded hallways of the building, his cheeks grew warmth as he bit his lips to stifle a squeal that threatened to echo.
‘He’s cute. He’s so fucking cute. He’s making me fall for him even more every second,” M/N thought to himself.
“Hyungggggg what got you blushing?” SeungMin had surprised the latter by jumping onto his back, thankfully, M/N reflexes were fast. “Is it him?”
“Yeah,” M/N bashfully admitted.
It was not like M/N hated HyunJin. Instead, he was deeply in love with the latter. They had been friends since kindergarten, since diapers. Even though, they didn’t typically grew up together, M/N always has eyes for the prince . He was not only beautiful but, HyunJin is benevolent, wonderful, courageous and the list never ends. HyunJin was like the bloomed flower that never withered despite the storm that bash them.
M/N on the other hand didn’t consider himself as beautiful as HyunJin. He knew he looked decent, he knew that but, he was not particularly sure of how people describe him to be. He has tattoos because he love the way each and every ink piece represents a part of his life, he love the piercings stapled in him because it reminded him of the pain he went through from time to time. M/N didn’t come from a perfect family, he had went through blood, sweat, tears to where he was standing right now. M/N knew he was the total opposite of HyunJin. Hence, the reason why he didn’t responded or react to the prince confession/invite.
“You still did not accept his invitation? It’s been a year.” SeungMin exaggerates. “Tell me, how many time had he actually asked you the same question over and over again.”
M/N nonchalantly shrugged before, sitting down on his bed, responding to the younger questions, “3,457 time to be exact.”
“Woah Bro, you are heads over heel for that man.”
“I am but, nah, I should just dream on. HyunJin is way out of my league.”
“Really?” SeungMin deadpanned, rolling his eyes so hard M/N thought he could see his own brain, “how long have you known him again?”
“15 years, minus the years I was not in Korea.” M/N said.
“Do the math, you are smitten by a pretty boy who you’ve known for almost your whole lifetime.” SeungMin said, “when exactly are you going to actually accept his promposal?”
“Not anytime soon, I don’t think I would even go to prom.” M/N replied.
4 days, 4 days to prom and M/N felt something ache in his heart. Something was not right. Something was indefinitely wrong. Hwang HyunJin was not approaching him as often as he used to. Usually, the prince would approach him for an average of at least 10 time a day. He would sneak to the tattooed latter whenever he sees the opportunity to. This time, M/N begins to look for him. He would intentionally sit at one spot, hoping the prince would come to him but, to no avail, for the first time for the year, not even a single sight of the pretty boy was seen.
“Help me.” M/N look dead in SeungMin’s eyes, causing shiver down the younger spine.
“If you stop killing me through your stares, I would.” SeungMin replied.
“Sorry,” a dejected sigh left his lips, “please go to HyunJin’s house. Check on him.”
SeungMin looked at him bewildered, “are you insane? What is wrong with you? You want me to go to HyunJin’s? Bro, I don’t even know where he lives. You do so, you go.”
That was how M/N found himself outside of the terrace, debating whether he should knock on the wooden doors of it. He had stood there for almost half an hour now.
“M/N?”
M/N turn to the call of his name. He gasped inaudibly at the sight of the man standing upon him. HyunJin was dressed in his sweats, his hood was on, covering his face. M/N thanked god for his good eyesight because he was quick to peek into the prince’s face. A right eye was bruised badly, there was a cut on the corner of his lips and his cheek welted with a mixture of purple and blue.
“HyunJin.” M/N called out, reaching out to caress the injured one. HyunJin quickly looked away from the other making him retract his hand,“Hwang HyunJin, who did this to you?”
“It’s none of your business.” HyunJin whispered, “get out of here. What are you even doing here?”
“Hwang HyunJin, who is hurting you?!” From the corner of his eyes, the prince could see rage in M/N’s eyes.
“Son, who could this be?” M/N could see the fear in HyunJin as a man came up behind him, linking an arm around his shoulder. He recognise the older man, he is HyunJin’s father.
“Dad, t-this, this is M/N, a classmate of mine.” The prince stammered, “he came by to pass some homework.”
“Well, that better be it. I don’t another one to take care of.” The man said and M/N snapped.
“What do you mean Sir, another one to take care of?” M/N asked.
The man smirked, “it’s really none of you business boy. Now, better leave. Our pretty little boy here has some job to do.” M/N could see the plead in HyunJin’s eyes when the man gripped his shoulder, pulling him towards the door of the entrance. “Now, my Hyunjinnie, say goodbye to your friend.”
“B—bye,”
M/N kisses his teeth in frustration, “if I may sir,” he grabbed the man arm, removing it from HyunJin’s shoulder, “I would like to bring him out for some coffee. We will be back soon.” It happened in seconds when M/N had pulled HyunJin out of the man’s embrace and into his.
“You can’t. I would not allow my pretty boy to go out with a delinquent like you. Besides, he knows what he’ll get for doing that. He’s mine.” The father said, death staring into HyunJin.
The prince looked down to the ground, unable to speak.
“Not yours, mine. By the looks of it, he doesn’t mind going out with him and could you possibly do to him, abuse him, even more.” Something in M/N’s word triggered the man. The father threw a punch to his direction. M/N was quick to dodge it, sending a kick to the man’s leg instead before grabbing HyunJin’s hands and ran. They ran as fast as their feet could bring them to. M/N couldn’t think of any other place than his apartment. Once they entered, M/N locked the doors, leading the prince over to his couch.
It was awkward. The tension was so high that a touch to it would snap the string. HyunJin quietly watch as M/N put down his bag, walking to the kitchen, rummaging through the cabinet just to pull out a first aid kit box. M/N went over to him, pulling a chair right in front of him.
“Hood off.” M/N said. His voice wasn’t exactly stern but, it was gentle and soft. HyunJin winces now and then as M/N applied some ointment to his face.
“Hi, will you go to prom with me now?” HyunJin chuckled, just like every other day when he would ask the tattooed boy.
“Seriously?” M/N frowned.
“Will you go to prom with me? It’ll be in 4 days and I don’t exactly have a date yet. My only supposedly date keeps on rejecting me.” HyunJin begin ranting, “I really like him. He is so good looking and mysterious even though he wouldn’t re—-,”
“Stop,” M/N intervened, “stop being a sunshine even though you’re going through so much. It’s okay to not be okay. You can cry it out.”
As if M/N could see right through him, HyunJin couldn’t hold back his tears any longer. He broke down so hard that M/N pulled him to cry on his chest, holding him tight as if assuring that everything was going to be alright. It took a while but M/N didn’t mind. He waited until HyunJin had cried his heart out even though it took close to three hours, exhaustion taking over the pretty boy making him fall asleep on the tattooed one.
“Food?” M/N offered when he realise that the pretty boy had finally woke up from his nap. It was close to midnight.
“Iced americano.” HyunJin responded.
“Ok.” M/N ordered some snacks alongside with HyunJin’s order on his phone. “Do you feel comfortable to tell me what is going on?”
“Only if you go to prom with me.” Again, the same question.
“Deal.” M/N said. HyunJin was going to ask him the same question when he realise M/N has finally responded to him. He couldn’t believe his ears, making him jolt up from M/N’s chest to look at the latter.
“Are you serious? You…. You finally agreed to be my date?!”
M/N couldn’t stop the smile that widen on his face as he almost cooed at how cute the pretty boy was, “yes, I agree to go to prom with you. I have been dying to say yes to you but, I didn’t because I thought you were out of my league, you still are. You’re too beautiful for a decent man like me.”
“Are you kidding me? How you look, how you dress doesn’t matter to me. It’s….it’s who you are.” HyunJin blushed, pulling out a necklace hidden under his sweater, “do you think I would forget about you? I thought you forgot about me!”
M/N couldn’t believe his eyes when he saw the necklace. It was the one he gave the other on his 9th birthday in school. It was weird to gift someone something on their own birthday but, M/N did it anyway. He remembered shoving the box to HyunJin without a word and going back to his seat to devour the cake.
“You still have it?”
“Of course I do. I am in love with you since we were kids until to this very second. I thought you hated me when you left this country a year ago. I thought you hated me for annoying you all the time because you wouldn’t say anything else but a ‘no’. Then you came back, I took a shot because I didn’t want to lose you!” HyunJin explained.
M/N felt his heart warmth as he pulled the other into his embrace, planting a soft kiss to the latter’s crown, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry for hurting you in every possible ways but, I have been in love with you since we were kids. I have always adored you, wanting you all by myself. The…the reason why I left Korea wasn’t because of you, it was because of my parents. They abused me for being bisexual and when I… I saw how your father treated you, I was not going to let you experienced what I’ve gone through.”
“H…how did you know?”
“The bruises, the ‘possessiveness’ of him said everything because that was exactly what my father did to me. How long had this been going on?”
“Just a week ago,” HyunJin admitted, “I came out to him about being gay and he snapped. He yelled and screamed about how useless I was but, he didn’t exactly hit me, not until last night when he barged into my room and he just, blasted.” M/N could hear the trembles in the latter’s voice. He gently held the other’s shoulder, giving him a squeeze of reassurance.
“I know this will be hard to hear and do, but, we can’t let it happen again. We need to report to the authority about the abuse.”
“But,” HyunJin let a sniffle, “I’m not ready to face this world alone.”
“You won’t be alone, I’m with you. I promise till death do us part, I will be with you.” M/N gently cups the pretty boy’s face, glancing to his lips, “may I?” HyunJin smiled and nodded.
Their lips met. Their bodies pressed together heatedly against the couch, breathing heavily as their lips danced together. M/N could taste their shared breath, feel the thud of their combined heartbeat as they fumbled to take off one another’s clothes. His lips were soft, almost silken, and pillowy against his own.
“A—-ahh,” HyunJin let out a moan as their clothed members grinned against each other. M/N effortlessly lifted the prince so that he was hovering the other instead. “M/N, it’s…..it’s my first time.” The prince admitted, flushing.
“Don’t worry, I won’t do much until you’re ready, I’m going to just jerk us off.” M/N chuckled, planting a kiss to HyunJin’s swollen lips. The pretty boy was a mess from the kiss, writhing under the tattooed one. “Will you be alright?”
“Yes. Make me feel good.” HyunJin cried softly as M/N took his members in his large hands, caressing it in a slow motion. “M/N,” he breathed, “have I ever told you that I’m so in love with you?”
“So do i. I love you, so fucking much.” M/N whispered, looking deeply into HyunJin’s brown orbs. He linked their lips again, feeling the euphoria spark in him. HyunJin was his, finally. The two reached their highs, cum onto their chests, breathing heavily.
“Will you go to prom with me?” HyunJin chuckled after a couple of minutes they calm down.
“Will you be mine?” M/N asked, a grin on his face.
“You’re mine.”
“Not yours but, mine.” M/N claimed as they shared another kiss before the doorbell to apartment rang breaking their moment.
I absolutely need to see your top 10 kakagai moments pls
This was hard because there are so many moments I wanted to include. I had to have the self control not to just pick 10 moments from the Konoha Shinden.
10. "I can’t believe you couldn’t return a single punch after what they said about your father.“
Kakashi rushing in and saving Gai from two grown men who were beating him up. This moment reads just like so many from the official couples’ backstories, it’s honestly uncanny. And Kakashi is so furious at them.
9. “Doesn’t he remind us of someone? Especially… the eyebrows.”
The fact that Kakashi and Gai scoped out the little kids together is strangely sweet, especially since Kakashi wasn’t too keen on getting his own team. It was really cute that Kakashi lightly teased Gai about how much Lee reminded him of a younger Gai.
8. “You did this to Kakashi?”
Gai’s big rescue and first showdown with Kisame, where Kakashi was dead meat and barely holding on until he saw Gai arrive. Kakashi finally passing out because he felt safe enough with Gai taking over says so much, and the way Gai turns his back on the enemy and gently lifts Kakashi out of the water over his shoulder says even more. Itachi retreated for a reason, Gai was pissed that they had hurt Kakashi this badly.
7. “He’s nice, isn’t he?”
The tempura scene. Kakashi loathes tempura, but he orders it just because it makes him happy to see Gai eat it off his plate. That’s the most domestic thing ever. And then Kakashi gushing to Mirai about it right after. Plus, he eats and pulls his mask down in front of Gai, no slight of hand or anything. He’s perfectly comfortable taking off his mask in front of Gai. He did it at an angle that obscured his face from Mirai’s view, but not from Gai’s.
6. “I have to take care of him…”
When Gai mentioned, way back in the chunin exams, that Kakashi can cut through lightning, who would have thought that Gai was the one who he did it for? That Kakashi found the strength out of nothing just to protect Gai was touching, and so was the scene where Gai promised to protect him afterwards.
5. “It’s not like this is the last one. You and I are eternal rivals. That will never change. Guy, it’s reassuring to me that we have someone as earnest as you. I’ll be counting on you from now on. I can’t protect this village by myself.”
The race is fantastic, and so is the scene before the race where Gai checks on Kakashi, but the scene after the race has to be my favorite part. Kakashi is just so openly moved by Gai’s gesture. This is one of the scenes where he’s most open and forthcoming about how much Gai means to him.
4. “I’d underestimated you a little, Gai.”
In Kakashi Hiden, Kakashi has a flashback to when Gai was discharged from the hospital. He remembers everything about it so vividly, from the weather to the faces Gai made to all the times Gai struggled and cried and broke down in frustration. And what he remembers most of all is how Gai never failed to put on a brave face and ensure Lee that he was just fine. It’s one of the moments where Kakashi sincerely acknowledge’s Gai’s strength of character.
3. “Guy… are you really…?!”
Kakashi’s reaction to Gai finally opening the 8th gate. In the manga and especially in the anime, it speaks for itself. Kakashi’s eyes go wide, he trembles in shock, he keeps asking Gai in disbelief if he was really going to do it. Their lives together flashed before his eyes. This is the definitely scene I think about as proof that Kakashi deeply, deeply cares about Gai and wants him around.
2. “I don’t think there’s a cooler shinobi than your dad.”
Kakashi being nice at all, pre-Obito’s death, is pretty amazing. The fact that he apparently went here with Gai to listen to his problems and told Gai that he admired Dai more than anyone else is so touching, and you can tell how much it meant to Gai to hear that.
Honorable mentions:
Kakashi apologizing to Gai and trying to comfort him after Lee lost to Gaara
That time Hiruzen was being murdered but Gai and Kakashi were busy flirting fighting back to back to protect the stadium and join Genma
Chapter 700 where Kakashi invites Gai on a trip to all their nostalgic places
Little Gai calling Kakashi his man of destiny and asking him to spend their youth together
Every time Kakashi and Gai fight back to back
Every time Kakashi or Gai physically supports the other when they’re tired/weakened
Gai begs Hiruzen and Danzo to let him join ANBU to be with his “partner” Kakashi
Kakashi tells Tsunade that Gai is the man he trusts most in the entire world
Kakashi drops everything and rushes to Gai’s boat as soon as he gets the SOS tortoise
Scene in Kakashi Hiden where Kakashi sneaks onto the airship because he knows Gai will be there
Scene in Kakashi Hiden where Kakashi holds Gai’s hand while they’re both hanging off the edge of an airship, even if it means falling off and dying together
All the other parts of Konoha Shinden, especially them sleeping side by side with overlapping blankets
1. “If there’s a hotspring that can heal your leg, I’d…”
This has to be my number one. They adapted this scene perfectly. Kakashi and Gai, happy and retired, looking back on their lives together and thanking each other for being there, saying they wanted to continue staying by each other’s sides forever. This is kakagai in a nutshell.
I hope this does not give too much pressure, but I have a request? I LOVED LOVED the fanfic about satosugu and reader with them being very, very rough after a tough work project/trip. Then I thought about it being a angsty?? Love a good angst
This is your account so it’s completely up to you to write or not!! I was thinking that after a while SatoSugu have another rough week. When the come back, the don’t immediately take it out through sex. Instead, they just bottle it up. Reader tries to comfort them about it but they ignore her or act snappy. Reader isn’t a pushover, but she is very understanding and patient. She lets them be mean, (it still hurt though) and just stays calm. She also had her own rough week while they were gone, but she doesn’t really show it. When they come back angry, she was hoping to forget her pain with them, but she only got their cold shoulder and words.
The next day when she comes home from another rough workday, she notices that they seemed to still be angry and agitated from their work trip. They suggest she take the next two days off, and she immediately knew what was coming. (Full consent given from her) She was feeling sensitive from her own turmoil/stress and the duo’s coldness, but she didn’t think too much of it.
While the roughness did feel good at first, it slowly became too much. They were too rough, far too rough. Their harsh words hurt. Their harsh hands hurt. The rope/ribbon hurt. Everything hurt, but was she overreacting? She was scared of disappointing them and ruining the mood I guess. She tried to look alright, but her cries slowly let out from the pain and emotional hurt.
They noticed it… Reader apologizes, but the duo is like, “Um no why are YOU sorry? This is on US.” SatoSugu realize their mistake and take care her mwah!! It was just a small dump, I’m so so sorry! As much as I LOVE writing, I’ll never be too confident enough to put this out. Even if I were to, writing styles will always be different. (Plus, I love the way other people write, just like yours!!)
Sorry it’s so so long!
- Moni Anon (first time requesting… kind of shy)
Characters: Gojo Satoru, Geto Suguru, FAB!Reader
Pairing: SatoSugu X FAB!Reader
Word Count: 2,659
Warnings: Blood, death, shock, nightmares, PTSD, rough sex, choking, riding crop, shibari, degradation, emotional breakdown, crying, aftercare
A/N: I loved this request! Angst is like some of my favorite stuff to write! 🥲 I love a good sad story.
Part One
The morgue was cold. But it wasn't as cold as your hands. You stood at the sink, scrubbing at them with soap and water. You hadn't realized the hot water had been running so long; it had turned icy cold. But you had to keep scrubbing them because you could still feel the tacky blood coating them.
Their blood, their blood that was hot and flowed through your fingers when you tried to stop the bleeding. Blood that stained your clothes. The blood is quite literally on your hands.
You tried, tried so damn hard to save the assistant supervisor who was with you on your mission. The information the higher-ups had given you was wrong. The curse you had exorcized wasn't the only one lingering in the building. There had been two, and after the first was taken care of, you and the assistant supervisor were headed out. The second curse attacked. Slicing at you, you had barely managed to dodge it. Getting cut on the cheek. The young woman, however, had her blood splattered on the concrete.
After the other spirit was dealt with, you rushed to her side. She cried as you tried to tell her she would be okay as you called for Ijichi. But the cut was too deep; she lost too much blood, and you watched the light fade from her eyes. Leaving you alone, stained with her blood.
Your mind snapped out of the bloody memory as someone turned the water off. They gently grabbed your hands, drying them off, pulling you out of the trance you were in. Shoko eyes you before gently leading you to the chairs lining the walls, ushering you to sit down. Reluctantly, you listened, plopping down and looking at your hands.
“I'm going to call Satoru and Suguru to tell them what's happened.”
Your head jerked up, “N-No, don't do that. I’m fine!” Shoko shook her head, leaning against the wall. “Shoko, please, really, I’m fine, I swear.”
“Y/N, I left ten minutes ago. You were washing your hands then, and I found you still washing them? You're in shock; I can't let you leave like this.”
“Please, I don't want to bother them. They just got back from a rough mission.”
“And you didn't?”
Your friend's words were searing into you like hot needles. She was right in a sense; you had just gotten back from a rough mission, but so had your boyfriends. They were gone for a week. Having to travel overseas to deal with several grade-one curses. The two of them handled it, taking down the curse users with them. But when they got home this morning, they headed to the room jet lagged and annoyed over each other, claiming they needed space and sleep.
If Shoko called them, they would be more irritable. You wanted them to get as much rest as they could. They worked their asses off. You being in shock was a minimal issue to involve them in. You would be okay—eventually.
“Y/N, I’m not comfortable letting you go home alone,” Shoko repeated, sitting on one of the chairs beside you.
“Okay, what about Yaga or Nanami then?”
You were so thankful that Shoko agreed with your proposition that Ijichi drove you and Nanami back to your house. Nanami was quiet the whole time, stealing the occasional glance at you, watching as you stared at your hands. It wasn't until Ijichi parked in front of your house that Nanami cleared his throat, catching your attention.
“I think you need to take a couple of days off.” His glasses gleamed. “I'm going to talk to Yaga about it. You're in no state to work right now. You need time to process what happened.”
Swallowing hard, you opened the door to the car. “I appreciate your concern, Nanami, but I’ll be okay.” You attempted to give him your best smile. “I got this.” The look on your friend's face screamed that he knew you were lying.
“Regardless of your ploy to fool me or downplay how much you're hurting, I will still talk to Principal Yaga.”
“And I’ll see you tomorrow. Thanks again, Nanami.”
You waved the car off before rubbing Your still-freezing hands together. Things would be better once you got inside. Satoru and Suguru were back, and you could relax, forget about work, and just be together.
As you approached the door, Satoru came out, black sunglasses on as he shut the door. “Oh, hi Satoru, welcome home!” You put on your best smile, approaching him.
“Hi, I'm heading out.” His tone was sharp and as cold as your hands.
“You’re not staying here?”
He pulled his sunglasses down, revealing his blue eyes. “No, I need to get out. Suguru is driving me insane. I’m going shopping.” He waved you off as if dismissing you.
“Oh, well, if you give me a few minutes, I could go with you?”
“Don’t take this the wrong way.” He kept walking, not even looking back at you. “I don’t wanna be around either of you right now.”
Ouch, that stung. But you just gave him a weak smile before heading inside. “Be safe.”
Alright, so Satoru needed some space, but Suguru might be in a better mood. Heading towards his room, you knocked and waited for him to respond. Only he didn’t. Your stomach twisted in knots as you hit again, a little harder this time.
A loud groan sounded behind the door before you listened to the floorboards creaking. The door flung open, and Suguru cocked an eyebrow as he eyed you. He looked exhausted and pissy, but he didn’t say anything as he glared at you.
“W-Welcome home.”
“Mhm.”
“Uhm, Satoru left. Do you wanna watch a movie or get something to eat?”
Suguru shook his head, dark streams of hair falling in his face. “No.” Your cold fingers twitched as you took a deep breath. Just as you opened your mouth, Suguru sighed, jabbing his thumb against the center of his forehead. “Y/N, please, I don’t have the patience or energy to entertain you. Please go away.” The door slammed in your face, leaving you staring at the wood grain in stunned silence.
Okay, well, that was unexpected. When the boys came back from a mission like this, you all usually had sex, taking the aggression out in the rawest way you could. This cold shoulder attitude was something new. Alien and strange, making my stomach ache.
After last week and especially today, you hoped to spend time with them. Snuggling them, forgetting about the horrors you had witnessed. Instead, you have a door in your face.
Nothing you could say or do to change their minds and attitudes. Everyone dealt with anger, stress, and exhaustion in their ways. Theirs happened to be wanting to spend time by themselves. Which was perfectly fine, but they could have at least been a bit nicer about it.
You spent the entirety of your night in your room after a hot shower. You lay there hugging your pillow as you stared blankly at the wall. Every time you started to doze off, you would see blood splattering the floor, hear wheezed, gurgled breathing, and see the light fade from that poor girl's eyes. You hardly slept at all, restlessly tossing and turning.
You were relieved when your alarm went off, ushering you to start your day. You got ready, and not once did you see your partners. Both doors to their rooms shut. Neither one came out to see you off, making your stomach turn.
At work, you put on a smile, trying to joke with the first and second years, but everyone could see your fragile state. From the dark circles under your eyes to how you disassociated during training. So you weren’t surprised when Principal Yaga came into your classroom and told you that you would be taking the next week off.
“You need to focus on recovering. If you need more time, call me.”
His words hummed in your ears all the way home. How pathetic were you? Allowing a young girl to be killed. A mandatory week off of work, and on top of all that, your partners were pissy and avoiding you. This, indeed, was one of the lowest two days of your life. You can’t remember the last time you’d felt this lowly, lost in the dark.
“I’m home.” You announced as you entered the house. Not expecting a response since both of them weren’t up when you left.
“Y/N,” Satoru said as you felt him press against your back. “Need you to do us a favor.”
Your body tensed as a blindfold was placed over your eyes. “You’ll need to call out of work for the next few days,” Suguru added as hands groped your breasts.
“Yeah, not a problem.”
They needed this, and if it would mean they felt better, that you could focus on pleasure, you’d gladly do what they wanted. And what they wanted was rough carnal sex. The type of sex that hard blue ropes digging into your wrists, bound behind your back. Intricate shibari dug into your chest, your breasts being squeezed. Everything felt so good, but it was so tight it almost hurt.
Your mouth was wrapped around Satoru’s cock. He was fucking your throat, yanking your hair painfully as he moaned as Suguru fucked you from behind. With every other thrust, Suguru slapped the leather riding crop over your ass. Your cries around Satoru’s cock had them both groaning.
“What a fuckin’ slut.” Satoru whined out, thrusting deeper down your throat, making you gag.
Suguru smacked the crop harder against you. “A dirty fuckin’ slut.” Another smack, followed by another, and it just kept going and going.
You cried around Gojo harder as Suguru continued his whipping behind you. “M-Mmm!”
“Mmm~?” Satoru mocked you. “Fuckin’ pathetic.” His cock hit the back of your throat painfully. Making your tears stain the blindfold as Suguru’s pace picked up.
“Pathetic whiny bitch in heat.” The crop hit your other cheek. “Absolutely pathetic”
You weren’t sure what hurt more. The crop and their cold, harsh words. They were never this mean. Calling you pathetic hurts because that’s who you saw yourself for the last few days. The ropes began to sting like your eyes; more tears stained the blindfold. You could handle this; they should be done soon; they needed this.
You couldn’t save that girl; the least you could do was help your boyfriends feel better.
“Pathetic worthless girl~ all you’re good for is this.” Gojo yanked your hair, and you saw splatters of blood. You were worthless at that moment.
A sharp sting from the riding crop. “Yeah, a good-for-nothing slut. All you’re good for is being our personal cock sleeve.” Good for nothing, yeah, you just let that girl die.
“Fucking stupid bitch.” The dark-haired man watched as Satoru’s face scrunched up in pleasure. “You're going to make him cum.” Long fingers trailed under the twisted ropes, yanking them hard. “That’s all you’re good for bitch.”
The ropes burned, digging into your flesh. Slicing into you like—like the girl you let die.
Suguru was the first to notice something was wrong. Your hands were pale. They trembled along with the rest of your body. He tossed the riding crop to the side, his dark eyes focusing on his white-haired boyfriend, who was still in utter bliss.
“Satoru.” His voice wasn’t filled with the same heated lust from before, and you noticed. “Stop, pull out.”
Satoru was about to complain, but as he peered at Suguru with half-lidded eyes, he knew he was serious. He listened to both of them pulling out of your mouth and pussy, watching as you coughed and gagged before those gags turned into wretched sobs. You curled in on yourself, sobbing louder. Images of blood, the morgue table, and blood spinning down a sink flashed through your mind.
The boys jumped into action instantly. They removed the blindfold and the bindings around you, allowing you to curl into a fetal position. They watched your trembling body before looking at each other, mentally asking the other what they should do. But it was you who spoke first.
“I-I’m sorry!” A broken cry sounded from the back of your throat.
Satoru gently pulled you into his arms, leaning against the bed's headboard. You sobbed into his chest while Suguru gently rubbed your back. Both of them were silent as you cried two days’ worth of pain out. Guilt seeped into the muscles and none of your body, for the assistant supervisor, for ruining the mood, for being so weak.
“Don’t. Please don’t apologize,” Suguru whispered, leaning down and kissing your cheek. “You have nothing to apologize for.”
“This is on us. We went way too far.” Satoru added his hands, gently massaging your shoulders.
You babbled into his chest as your other hand grabbed Suguru’s, holding it tight. “I-I messed up this week! And now this!” You could feel both of their muscles tensing at your words.
“What do you—”
“Mean you messed up?”
The events of yesterday spewed out of you like a water fountain. You sobbed, going over the details while both men gently caressed and listened to you in silence. The moment you finished spilling out your guts, Satoru and Suguru shared a look.
“And I didn’t make it any better.” You sniffled, looking up at Satoru. Ivory cheeks were flushed as he ran his hand through his hair. “Telling you I didn’t want to be near you.”
Suguru let out a cold, harsh chuckle. “I wasn’t any better. I told Y/N I didn’t have the time nor the patience to entertain her.” You hummed, relaxing against the duo, feeling more calm than you had in the last twenty-four hours.
“Then we were too rough. I feel like a total dick
“Same here,” Suguru planted a kiss on your shoulder, his hand gently rubbing your arm. “What can we do to make it up to you?”
“I’m honestly so tired. I just want to snuggle in bed.”
Your request wasn’t ignored. They both got up; Suguru changed the sheets and picked up Satoru’s room. While you stood under the hot water in the shower, Satoru gently washed your hair. Long fingers massaging your scalp before the curtain opened and Suguru stepped in behind you. Their hands gently slid over your slicked skin. Washing, massaging, and worshiping you.
Their sweet caresses made your eyes heavier as the tense, sore muscles relaxed. While you longed to take care of their needs most of the time. Being held like this, sandwiched between the two strongest sorcerers in the world, made you feel safer. With them at your side, you knee deep down in your gut that everything would be okay.
After the most relaxing shower you’d ever taken was over, you slid on your pajamas before crawling into bed, collapsing into the plush mattress and expensive Egyptian silk sheets. Satoru crawled in with you as Suguru pulled you to rest on his chest while Satoru spooned you. Their hands were so soft and gentle. Their fingers and warm palms were like your own personal lullaby.
“Shh,” Suguru hushed, “we got you.”
Satoru nodded against your shoulder and the crook of your neck. “You can rest. If you have a nightmare, we’ll be beside you.” Satoru grabbed one hand as Suguru grabbed the other.
“Rest.”
The warmth of their hands in yours had your cold hands finally returning to normal. Sometimes, days could be terrible. Making you question everything you do. You were happy to know your boyfriends would be there to help bring some of the light back into your life. That was something you would firmly be able to stand by and defend, especially when their arms were wrapped so tightly around you.
Imagine being on the beach, nestled in the hammock with Kento. Your eyes are closed as you relish in the sounds of the rushing waves and the gulls squawking in the air. You turn over, resting your head on his chest. He adjusts his arms so he can hold you while still reading his book. Your eyes open a little, and he shields them from the sun.
"What a perfect vacation..." he says with a contented sigh. You couldn't agree more.
[Promises; Part Two] - [Jujutsu Kaisen! Nanami Kento x M!Reader]
Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Anxiety crept into M/N as he slaughters the never ending curse in front of him. M/N wished today never existed to begin with. He couldn’t go home and he didn’t even have the time to call Nanami. He had been preoccupied with the hundreds of curses roaming around the city.
Is Nanami safe?
Is Nanami out there?
Is Nanami hurt?
Is Nanami still alive?
M/N couldn’t stop the negative thoughts that evaded him. Prior to where he was, not even an hour ago, M/N had just came back from exorcising a special grade cursed spirits at a neighbouring country. It took a while to lure the curse but, M/N was thankful it went smoothly during the exorcism considering that he is a special grade sorcerer. Just as he was about to board the plane back home, M/N received a call from the higher up of Jujutsu Kaisen.
For a minute, M/N froze on his track unable to comprehend what had been told to him. Just as he finally regained his composure, M/N teleported back to Japan immediately. He was met with the gruesome sight of slaughtered curses everywhere. M/N bit his inner cheeks to swallow down the vomit that threatened to leave his mouth. M/N took a deep breath before unsheathing his katana and he sprinted into battle.
“F/N-san!” M/N spare a glance over his shoulder as he held a curse by its neck.
“Itadori-kun?”
“F/N-san, it’s…..it’s,” there was a pregnant pause as Itadori gasped for air, “it’s Nanamin.”
C…Crack….
The deafening sound of the curse’s neck breaking into two was so loud that Itadori subconsciously took a step back, M/N felt his blood run cold as anxiety crept into him. His heart pounded so hard against his chest that M/N swore he might just ripped it out of himself. M/N demanded Itadori to lead him where the latter was.
DeJaVu.
M/N hated dejavu(s) and he hated that his cursed eyes could see the future. M/N know by heart where this was leading to. M/N sprinted ahead of Itadori, leaving the teenager behind. He had to save Nanami. He NEEDS to save the love of his life. M/N panted hard as he literally fly down the flight of stairs and landed in front of the gruesome slaughter of curses. Just like in his dreams. He looked up and see Nanami standing a 100 metre away from him, his body half burnt and Mahito stood just behind the blonde.
“Ara Ara, if it isn’t F/N-chan,” Mahito grinned and turns to meet his eyes. Nanami glanced over his shoulder with teary eyes, yet the smallest smile depicted on his pale face, “say goodbye Nanamin.”
“M/N, thank you for everything. I’ll leave the rest to you,” Nanami whispered. “I lo——,”
“Don’t say it! Don’t say that you love me!” M/N screamed and teleported in between Mahito and Nanami.
It all happened in a blink of an eye and As if the time had slowed down, M/N could see the curse energy that Mahito intended to put on Nanami. He could see a tear rolling down Nanami’s cheek as he mouthed the word ‘love’. M/N screamed at the top of his lungs as he uses his cursed technique on Mahito just as Mahito’s curse energy latched itself onto his body.
“F/N-SAN! NANAMIN!”
Itadori eyes widened upon what was left in front of him. The subway station had collapsed leaving debris flying everywhere. There was no sight of Nanami nor M/N and it was killing him.
“Itadori-kun,”
“F/N-san?” Itadori looked everywhere, “F/N-SAN!!”
“Sorry Itadori-kun, I need your help getting this wall off us. Can you find one that’s big? You should see a glow of green coming from beneath it.”
Itadori ran around this time, looking for the specified location. He finally came across the said spot. M/N was right when he said there was a glow of green. A cursed technique. He could hear Sukuna in him spouting nonsense about not nearing the (H/C) sorcerer. The cursed energy was so immense that once Itadori got the slab of concrete off M/N, he was almost thrown back.
“F/N-san, w….what are you doing?” M/N had lost the entire right arm and blood was still gushing out of the wound. Nanami on the other hand was unconscious, cradled into M/N’s single-handed embrace.
M/N finally looked up to Itadori, giving the teenager a small smile, “can you keep it a secret? It’s my clan’s prohibited cursed technique.” Itadori could see the glow of green from M/N’s left palm. “When I’m done, I need a favour from you, Itadori-kun,”
Itadori stayed silent as he observes M/N using his forbidden cursed technique to heal Nanami. The burn on Nanami’s left side regenerated, his hair regressed to its original state and Itadori could’ve sworn he was going to throw up when M/N dug out his left eye and shove into Nanami’s.
“Itadori-kun, I’ll leave the rest to you.” Itadori took Nanami’s frail from M/N. “Take care of him, Itadori-kun.”
Itadori finally looked at M/N, “F/N-san, you….” Itadori trailed off when he realise the state M/N was in. M/N didn’t heal Nanami, M/N had transferred Nanami’s injury to him.
“See ya around Itadori-kun,”
A cloud of smoke blinded the pink headed temporarily and M/N disappears into thin air.
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“Nanamin,” Nanami felt his eyes twitched in annoyance as Satoru self-invited himself to sit beside him.
It was a few years down the road and everything seemed to be almost perfect. Nanami made the decision to return to Jujutsu Kaisen for M/N’s sake. After learning that M/N had went missing upon his awakening, Nanami vowed to find the (H/C) headed even if he was dead. Nanami was going to cut his head off for breaking their promise.
“Today’s the third year anniversary.” Satoru said. Nanami could only hummed in response, not wanting to even think at the fact that Jujutsu Kaisen had made today as M/N’s death day. “I think I’ve held on for too long already.”
“What do you mean? Stop beating around the bush.”
Satoru chuckled, “you’ve been so impatient ever since M/N is not around.” Satoru rummages into his pocket and took out an envelope, “here. M/N is probably going to kill me but, I guess it’ll be worth it.” Nanami took the envelope and pull out its contents. A postcard.
M/N had a kitten on his head as he strike a pose towards the camera, a two storey house depicted on the background. Nanami took note of the missing right arm and shut left eye. Beneath the turtleneck long sleeved that M/N wore, Nanami could see the burnt scar invading his skin, peeking out just a little. Just beside the picture was a small written note.
‘I finally finish building the house’
“I’m resigning Jujutsu Kaisen.” Nanami announced as he busied himself with his phone.
“You don’t exactly have to resign you know. You can just MIA like you use to.” Satoru said.
Nanami nodded, “that is a very good idea.”
Satoru sweat dropped dramatically, “I was just kidding.”
“Too late, I have already booked my flight to Malaysia, Kuantan this evening. I need to leave now.” Nanami stood up, slipping his phone into his pocket, “I feel like smacking you across the face for keeping this a secret but, I shall do that some other day. Thank you, Satoru.”
M/N sighed as he let himself sink into the beanbag he had recently purchased. Being in a hiding for three years hasn’t really made an impact on him. When he finally healed which took almost a year, from the injuries, M/N went into hiding. He had move across the globe to Malaysia, Kuantan. M/N lived a secluded life. He had bought a land just by the beach and built a two story home. For what seems of him to have had everything, he couldn’t dismiss the void in his heart. Each and every day would go by with a question on his mind.
Is Nanami doing well?
Does Nanami miss him?
Would Nanami think about him?
Will Nanami find him, one day soon?
Little did he know, a gods plan was coming.
The bell to the house echoed within the four walls. M/N got up from the beanbag, walking towards the door. He knew it was probably some door to door salesperson, something he adapted after living here. M/N unlocked the door and pull it open.
“K…Ke…” M/N couldn’t even believe his eye upon the man that stood just before him.
“You idiot!” Nanami pushed him into the house, slammed the door shut and pinned M/N against the wall. The younger felt his breath being knocked out of his lungs.
M/N eyes widened when Nanami grab the collar of his shirt and pulled him down to his height, slamming their lips together. M/N could feel Nanami’s warm and soft lips. They parted slightly, allowing his tongue to slip inside. M/N’s only arm found its way around Nanami’s waist, pulling his body closer to him. A moan left his lips as Nanami’s hands snakes behind his neck, pulling him deeper.
“Don’t you dare break your promise ever again! Do you hear me F/N M/N?” Nanami panted when they finally pulled away.
M/N couldn’t help but, grin so widely that his cheeks started to hurt, “I promise, Kento-san. Guess I have nowhere to run now don’t I?”
“I… I love you M/N.” Nanami felt the heat rush to his cheek.
“I love you so much more Kento-san.”
Authors Note: Nanami Kento finally deserves this ending with you, M!Reader. Okay so now, I’m not satisfied still. I’ll be making a NSFW Part Three with a little more conclusion,
I’ve seen a lot of confusion about Kakashi’s timeline recently. I’ve spent a ton of time obsessing over this so I thought I’d share.
Birth 9/15
Age = 5 ⇒ Graduates Academy
Age = 6 ⇒ Chunin Promotion
Age = 7 ⇒ Sakumo’s Death
Inferred from Chapter 240, page 18
This is from Kakashi’s first mission as a jounin. Kakashi was 12 (possibly 13-see next section). 12 - 5 = 7 years old.
Age = 12 ⇒ Jounin Promotion and Obito’s ‘death’
Inferred from Obito’s age during Kakashi Gaiden
Obito and Kakashi are around the same age. I realize 13 ≠ 12, but look at their birthdays. Obito would turn 13 in February, 7 months before Kakashi. Given the amount of time Obito would need to recover before Rin’s death, it seems plausible to assume his ‘death’ happened before Kakashi turned 13. This also allows more time for him to master his new abilities before the Kyuubi attack. Unfortunately, it is never specifically stated how long Obito remains in Madara’s lair before he first leaves it.
Age = 13 ⇒ Rin’s Death
Rin’s death occurred sometime after Obito’s ‘death,’ but some months before the Kyuubi attack. Kakashi may have been 12 years old at this time, but, once again allowing for Obito’s recovery time, it’s unlikely Kakashi was still 12. It is also impossible for Kakashi to have been 14 at this time. Kakashi was assigned to guard Kushina during her pregnancy due to his ruthlessness in ANBU. Kushina’s pregnancy lasted 10 months, with it beginning in January. Kakashi was still 13 at this time.
Age = 13 ⇒ Joins ANBU
See above.
Age = 14 ⇒ Kyuubi Attack and Minato and Kushina’s Deaths
Naruto is 12 at the start of the series; Kakashi is 26.
26 - 12 = 14 years old at the time of the Kyuubi attack.
Now, I know what you’re thinking. “What about the arc that shows Kakashi competing in the Chunin exams at the same time as Rin and Obito?”
The problem with Kakashi’s timeline comes from chapter 599. In this same chapter, page 7, Obito is shown in the flashback telling Rin he wants to become Hokage.
You see the Fourth’s face on the mountain there? Yeah, he wasn’t Hokage yet. Two pages earlier it shows him walking with the current Hokage, the Third. The mistake was pointed out to Kishi, and a fixed version was later issued. The point of this chapter, titled “Obito Uchiha,” was to show Obito and his ‘rivalry’ with Kakashi. It seems Kishi focused on developing Obito’s background and just didn’t think to check that he was keeping in line with Kakashi’s timeline also. If you throw out this arc, Kakashi’s timeline pretty much works out. Here’s the same shot, but fixed in the anime.
I plan to do part two later. Let me know if something doesn’t add up or I left out a source. Hope this clears up part of the confusion around Kakashi’s timeline.
Sources:
http://naruto.wikia.com/wiki/Kakashi_Hatake http://naruto.wikia.com/wiki/Naruto_Uzumaki http://naruto.wikia.com/wiki/Minato_Namikaze http://naruto.wikia.com/wiki/Obito_Uchiha http://www.mangapanda.com/naruto/240/18 http://www.anime-planet.com/anime/naruto-shippuden/videos/27247