Anyways, Back To S1 Ep1 Just To Confirm

Just thinking about when in the confession scene Cas pauses for a sec after saying he cares about dean ‘because you cared I cared. I cared about you….. I cared about Sam, I cared about jack’

This line will never not make me go absolutely feral. The acting. The emphasis. The tears. The eye contact. In that moment the only thing he was focused on was dean and making sure he knew he was loved. Misha put his whole heart and soul into this scene 🥲✋

apologies to all the normal people but i will start my own streaming service if i have to as long as i get cas back

THIS

It’s one of the sickest acts of homophobia among other enormities to have Dean Winchester die a fighter. to never allow him safety and stability and relationships he forges himself without any shackles on his character. to never release him from the narrative. to trap him in the life like that forever. everything about that life I mean it Everything. to force him to be remembered only as a caretaker as a fighter as a sacrificial lamb as a pretty boy. let him be more. transform him. please take him. take Dean Winchester apart. explore every alternative he could’ve been. give him the aching satisfaction of exquisitely wrought love, of relieved tension, of friendships that have lasted and continue to last and none of the pain, of saying finally, finally I can have this. i don’t care how unrealistic. repair him. make it real.

"I know who you love. there is nothing for you back there" is a real line said to cas in the show and "you're hoping castiel will return to you" is something someone really said to dean and "nobody wants him here more than I do" is also a real thing dean said about cas

In love with this moment

Picture this:

A supernatural edit to the song ‘waiting room’ by Phoebe Bridgers (specifically when she first starts chanting ‘I know it’s for the better’ building up to the instrumental part)

While she’s saying ‘I know it’s for the better’ it shows the shit tfw had to give up along the way for the better of the world

Examples:

- them burning Bobby’s flask so he doesn’t hurt people

- cas giving up his life to save dean in 15x18

- cas and dean talking before cas left to close up heaven (and wasn’t supposed to come back)

- ben and Lisa having their minds swept

- dean saying goodbye to Benny

- jack fading away in 15x19 (losing their son)

- Sam saying goodbye to Rowena before she died

- Crowley sacrificing himself

-etc

Then when the instruments kick in and the lyrics stop it’s just flashbacks of all the happy cute asf time between the boys and bobby, benny, jack, Castiel, Crowley, Rowena, Ben/Lisa etc

Im begging someone to make this and send it my way

WAIT. can we PLEASE also consider the last shot of 15x18 where dean is sitting there sobbing and they had jensen do ADR for it. and how jensen said he played that scene as him sitting there thinking "i didn't give him anything. i should have told him i loved him" and what if. i mean. imagine IF dean had said it back then. to an empty room after the fact, just completely shattered. and they edited and redubbed the scene to cut it out. yes this is me with my conspiracy theory hat on, yes i can still absolutely see the CW ordering that shit to be cut

Sex? Like that thing that Dean & Cas wanted to do with each other on Supernatural? You know that's not real right...

CASTIEL ✧ 11.6 OUR LITTLE WORLD

Isn’t it just so unbelievably funny that real words that came out of cas’ mouth while he was about to die were ‘knowing you has been the best part of my life’ even though he’s a cosmic entity that has been alive for thousands and thousands of years.

So. So. Funny.