[Dean Being Kidnapped By A Demon]

dean will be like Cas, buddy, I need you. cas will then be like Of course, Dean. but cas is thinking How long will this last. How long until he realizes I am no longer of use. How long until he discards me again. and dean is thinking How long will this last. How long until he realizes he doesn’t need me like I need him. How long until he leaves me again.

Cas, Cas…. I know you’re in there, I know you can here me (you have to be in there, I need you to be able to hear me). Cas it’s me (please don’t do this to me). We’re family (I care about you more than anything). We need you (as more then just a weapon). I need you (I love you).

late night hushed conversations between dean and cas as dean drives them to their next case or their next clue to stop the apocalypse, sam sleeping in the passenger seat, a constant exchange of stories and secrets, some big some small, dean looking at the backseat whenever there is a stretch of silence, sure cas is already gone back to heaven's duty, just to go back to staring at the road with a small smile when his eyes meet cas' in the rearview mirror each time

Don’t Speak : No Doubt + Destiel

Dean keeping Cas’ trench coat after he died 🥲

Idk what’s sadder:

Dean keeping it because he knew he would find a way to get him back no matter what or that he wanted to keep a piece of Cas with him at all times to keep him close

Watching season 15 is a different kind of pain. In a typical season when a major character died you had a 85% chance they would come back at some point, but not in season 15. Sam stabbing Rowena and saying a heart felt goodbye, but it’s fine she’ll probably come bac- oh shit there’s only 17 episodes left. Cas confessing his love for dean and then being engulfed by the empty, but it doesn’t matter cause just imagine how cute their reunion will be when Dean gets him bac- oh shit there’s only 2 episodes left??? Fuck dean just got impaled on a piece of rebar but there’s no way he dies he’s one of the main characte- wait there’s only 20 minutes left. Sam’s dying peacefully with his son after living a life where he has to remember dean for longer then he lived with him, but that’s fine I’m sure they’ll fix it next seas- there’s 5 minutes left….

destiel body swap episode i know you would've done great

In love with this moment

How am I expected to continue on with school work when today is the reunion of the most devastatingly heart wrenching declaration of gay love in the history of the universe???

holy trinity