Some Hyde doodles I did when I was supposed to be paying attention to my music listening assignments lol
Just watched the movie "warm bodies," and I feel like it would make for an interesting steddie zombie au
Like you've got zombie Eddie and like scavenger Steve, Eddie sees Steve and thinks he's absolutely gorgeous, and helps save him from the other zombies.
Idk something like that
Tw: mentions of suicidal thoughts
Last night I called a suicide hotline for the first time. I haven't been this suicidal in almost 3 years, but everything is starting to get to me. I'm in my 5th semester of college (i'm only in my second official year, because i dual-enrolled two semesters my senior year of high school), and it's supposed to get easier with each semester, but it isn't.
I only have 4 classes instead of 5, but it's still too much, and I'm still getting overwhelmed. The amount of time that I have in-between semesters isn't enough, I'm still too exhausted and worn out.
AND I STILL HAVE 2 MORE YEARS LEFT (4 if i go through with my master's)
When I transfer to a 4-year college to finish my degree, I know it's going to be even harder.
While I haven't been able to get an official diagnosis, I'm pretty sure I have ADHD. And it's destroying me. I can't focus for shit, and procrastination seems to be the only word in my vocabulary.
I need medication, and unfortunately for me, my mom is against it.
I'm an adult, but everything is through my mom's insurance, plus she has full access to my medical records and would be able to see if I was prescribed anything.
Besides, I don't even have a way to get it. I still don't have my driver's license.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Haven't really posted any of my own stuff on this blog in a while lol
So have some of my ocs, Nils [REDACTED], Phillip Blythe, and Leon Locke
They're all dating :3
I'm trying to overcome my same face syndrome, and try to give my characters more distinct features.
Wip of my oc leon :3
It's inspired by caravaggio's "the lute player," though I still need to darken some of the shadows a loooot more
do u ever just
in light of Trump's inauguration speech declaring multiple national emergencies that require him to take god-knows-what executive actions immediately, I'd like to remember this chapter of "On Tyranny" by Timothy Snyder:
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the real reason why they didn't use this design is because TWO nerds with terrible clothing combos would've been too much
β he/they/itβ 19 β I ramble about the video game characters I simp for. That's it, not much else to it tbh. MDNI with suggestive content
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