Kiyyunkaiwan - Ideas Are In My Head, Need To Write Them Out

Something on my mind that seems funny to me is when any series has people making good ending AUs to offset the tragedy and then there’s a part where this one character that dies in canon still dies like,

“No no you in particular can’t have good things so you have to die”

Which would be funnier if there were others saved from their fate like it’s just you who has to suffer. Nobody else. Just that one guy in particular.

It’s even funnier if there’s no ill will in the AU creator’s eyes for that character, they just think that they HAVE to die or it feels wrong.

Rompopolo's entire existence gives me anxiety. What if god gave you the body of a balloon animal with swords for arms? You love drinking crude oil but half of the year your entire ecosystem is on fire. Your natural enemy is the humble exploding gorilla.

Here’s one more

I should keep drawing, these were the best ones, and even then they could use some work, mostly on the faces and limbs, but are fine.

Was at the beach in Florida as I saw something burning flying upwards. Was too slow to get a picture of the fire so here’s the trail.

Okay, it seems when we do a Tumblr sexyman tournament, the winner takes the power of the rest and, in turn, sends it to our world where someone ends up dying.

Said person who died, seems to be judged neither by morality, but by status, with the recipients being a queen and a pope. We’re 2 for 2, not a lot, but the pattern is there.

I think we can weaponize this. Let’s make more sexyman polls at an increased rate and hope that this probable Death Note hits our more problematic people like our president and the tech idiot.

We'll eventually hit them if we throw enough shots at their direction, so let’s see the hell we can raise with our Blorbos.

Was dragged to beach yesterday against my will, found things that put images of a foreign, wild world in my brain.

I kinda find it hard nowadays to get too invested in any media like comics, shows, movies, or games.

Like there are people talking about media in a multitude of ways, mostly hate due to being the louder part, and there are a few that are actually just joining fandom without prior knowledge, like there was a guy on twitter who just got into jojo, which is incredible with how often it’s referenced.

But with all the discussions, spoilers, and videos and threads about topics, I can’t get the same sort of excitement unless I get into a old, untouched by many media, or one that just released.

I know that the easiest solution is “get off social media”, but I’m just stuck because it’s kinda like an addiction, I can put it down, but not too long, and something in my head just says “keep it on you at all times” like watch a vid when eating, play music or a show you won’t watch for background noise, look at memes to feel emotions that isn’t stress, actually finish work on the computer. I’m too mentally reliant on media to just walk away and even if I’m not looking for spoilers, I’ll find it anyways.

In the end, I’m not going to be like other fans, like I can join in on discussions or share ideas, but I won’t feel the surprises or emotions others will.

This is probably a me problem, but I need to do this to get this outta my head. I find things leaving my head if I draw/write them into something else.

If anyone sees this, have a good day.

help me

I’ll use this video as a list of mods for my Minecraft experience, even if it goes to hell.

me starting a new minecraft world with "just a few mods"